Chapter 45 She can't do anything but rely on time

I vomited in the toilet for several minutes before I stopped. I vomited out everything I had eaten at noon, and my stomach was empty.

Her throat felt uncomfortable and the taste of stomach acid was not good. It even burned her throat a little. After washing, she looked at herself in the mirror.

Less than half an hour later, she had returned to her haggard look, with red and swollen eyes, and it was obvious that she had been crying.

It hasn't been long since I felt better, about ten days?

No. She thought she could rest assured and take care of the baby without any worries, but now...

She tried hard not to think about the post, let alone the comments below it, but the more she tried not to think about it, the more those things kept popping up in her mind!

My good mood plummeted in an instant, and I couldn't even muster the interest to see the sun that finally appeared.

She walked out of the bathroom dejectedly, sat down on the edge of the bed, and saw the mobile phone on the bed. As soon as she saw it, those comments popped up again.

The tears that had finally stopped flowing can no longer be held back again.

She sniffed and looked up at the ceiling to hold back her tears.

This did have some effect, and her tears finally stopped falling, but just gathered in her eye sockets.

After a few minutes, she controlled her emotions and felt that she couldn't go on like this. If she continued like this, she would cry herself to death.

Being too depressed is not good for her health and will also affect the baby in her belly.

The depression that has just recovered may reappear!

In order to avoid these, Wei Yuxian had to find something to do to distract herself, otherwise her mind would always be thinking about those things.

After thinking about it, she decided to distract herself by reading. There happened to be a book in the room that she had taken from Fu Xuanyi's study and had not finished reading it. She sat down at the table, picked up the book and continued reading.

This is a famous novel. She had read it before and thought it was quite good. She was looking forward to the following plot, but now she found it boring.

She knew every word in the book, but she couldn't read the story that was formed when the words were strung together.

It was caused by her mood. Because she was in a bad mood, she didn't have the energy or patience to read those dry words.

Reading doesn't seem to be a good way to divert attention.

A few minutes later, Wei Yuxian's book was still on that page, and her eyes were still on the third paragraph, her eyes were lifeless and she was in a daze.

Looking at these densely packed words, she just felt irritated and didn't want to read on.

She tried to force herself to watch for a while, but found that she still couldn't continue. Wei Yuxian gave up and slumped in the chair, with no interest in doing anything.

When I am in a bad mood, I feel no energy to do anything and I don’t know what to do, but I still want to find something to do.

This is what Wei Yuxian is like at the moment.

If reading is not an option, then playing with the phone should be fine, as long as it can distract me.

Thinking of this, Wei Yuxian stood up dejectedly, walked back to the bed, took out her cell phone, sat back in the chair, and opened the video software.

As soon as she entered, the system automatically pushed to her the financial knowledge that she usually liked to read, but now she didn't want to see these, she wanted to read something relaxing.

So she opened the search box, typed in the words "funny videos", clicked search, and soon, a lot of funny videos popped up.

Wei Yuxian clicked on the first one and started reading.

The funny video was indeed quite funny. If Wei Yuxian was in a good mood, she would definitely laugh until her stomach hurt. But now, it had no effect at all.

She became even more annoyed, exited the software, and threw her phone on the table.

She sighed, leaned her head back on the chair, and looked out at the nice weather.

It is not easy to get a ray of warm sunshine in winter. It would be a pity not to go out for a walk in such nice weather.

Why don't you go out for a walk, relax, and see if you can relax a little.

Once you have an idea, you have to take action. She stood up without saying a word, put on thick clothes, and also prepared all the cold-proof tools such as gloves, scarves and hats. The winter here is no joke!

In her hometown, the winter is not that cold, but it is not the case in Kyoto. You have to wrap yourself up tightly when going out to prevent the cold from taking advantage.

After getting dressed and making all preparations, she took her cell phone and walked out of the room, coming downstairs. Two nannies were chatting there, and when they saw her coming down, still wearing thick clothes, they came over.

Aunt Sun asked, "Madam, are you going out? Where are you going?"

Wei Yuxian said, "It's too stuffy in the room. The weather is nice today, so I'll go out for a walk, right here in the mansion."

The two nurses quickly stood up and said, "Madam, please wait a moment. We will put on our clothes and go with you."

Their job is to take good care of the lady, and if the lady goes out, they must follow her.

Wei Yuxian was used to having someone follow her whenever she went out, so she nodded, sat down on the sofa, and waited for them to get dressed.

As soon as she sat down, a servant came up with some cut fruit and said, "Madam, please have some fruit."

Wei Yuxian had just vomited for a while and her stomach was empty. She wanted to eat something to fill her stomach. She said "thank you" to the servant and started eating.

When the weather is cold, the fruits are soaked in warm water so they are not too cold and the temperature is just right.

Wei Yuxian had eaten half of the fruit when the two nannies came out dressed. She asked the maids not to take the fruit away and to continue eating it after she came back from her walk.

The servant said, "Madam, I put the fruit in the constant temperature box and will serve it to you when you come back. By the time you come back, the fruit will be cold."

Wei Yuxian nodded in agreement and walked out the door.

The two nannies were a little worried when they saw her red eyes, but they didn't dare to ask more questions for fear of asking something they shouldn't ask.

Oh! I don't know what's wrong with Madam. Her eyes are red when she wakes up. Why are she crying?

The weather outside is really good. The warm sunshine makes people want to turn into a cat and lie down to sleep.

Wei Yuxian's mind became more open and her mood became better. Looking at the winter scenery outside, she temporarily forgot about the post.

Just pretend she doesn't exist. She's not in school anyway, and she won't be there in the next year, so no one will find her.

A year later, more new things have already washed away this incident and it has faded from people's memory.

So Wei Yuxian, don’t worry about it. One year later, you will still be a good man! You can still shine in college!

About an hour later, Wei Yuxian began to sweat, and the nanny promptly handed her a towel to wipe her sweat.

The towel was soft and thick, and it felt very comfortable when applied to her face. She breathed in the fresh air outside in big gulps. Apart from being a little cold, there was nothing wrong with it.