Chapter 5 Why lie to her?
Kyoto University of Finance and Economics, Building 21, Female Dormitory.
The sun in the sky is so bright, scorching the earth. You will sweat profusely if you stay outside for a few minutes.
But Wei Yuxian only felt cold all over, as if she had fallen into an ice cellar. It was a very hot day and she was sweating all over.
Today is Friday, a rare afternoon without classes. She has been feeling unwell recently and her period has not come for more than a month, so she went to the hospital for a check-up. Unexpectedly, she was found to be pregnant!
There was no one in the dormitory as the other three had gone out to play. Wei Yuxian didn't have a good relationship with them and couldn't play with them. To be precise, it was those three people who isolated her.
The reason was simple: she was poor, she wore washed-bleach clothes, and used the cheapest daily necessities.
She is poor but not sloppy. On the contrary, she is very clean and keeps her things tidy. She is cleaner than most people.
However, her roommates still felt that she had a strange smell, to put it bluntly, it was the smell of poverty. They all came from well-off families and thought they were superior to Wei Yuxian. They looked down on her and never played with her.
Wei Yuxian didn't know why she was isolated. It was a bad feeling, but she had to swallow her bitterness because she didn't have the time and energy to think about these unnecessary things.
Busy study and work every day have occupied all her time. Studying and making money are her main tasks at the moment.
So, being isolated is what it means, and she doesn't want to waste time dealing with those who are hypocritical and flattering.
She had to study hard and get good grades because she wanted to get scholarships from the college and the country, which would ease some of the burden of her life.
But it seemed like God was playing a joke on her by letting her have a child at this time!
Wei Yuxian lay down on the bed listlessly, lying under the quilt. She could no longer control the emotions that she had suppressed all the way, and she burst into tears under the quilt.
She was shaking all over and crying in a very suppressed and restrained manner.
Even though there was no one in the dormitory, she didn't dare cry out loud, for she was afraid that her roommate would come back suddenly.
Moreover, she was not used to crying loudly. In the past, she would suppress her tears at home, fearing that her family would hear her and scold her even more severely.
Wei Yuxian covered her mouth and swallowed her sobs. She cried and thought, what should she do?
Why did that man lie to her? Why did he lie to her and make her childless?
It's her fault for trusting others too easily. She is too naive and has no experience. She doesn't know that society is so cruel!
She should have asked him to use safe methods, or she should have taken birth control pills.
But it’s no use thinking about those things now, it’s too late!
Should she go find that man? If he is irresponsible, at least he should pay the money.
But where could she find that man? Apart from his face, she knew nothing about him, let alone find him!
If she went for the surgery herself, it would cost three thousand yuan, and she only had a little over three thousand in her savings, which was enough for her living expenses for the next six months!
Three thousand dollars is like asking for her life!
If she doesn't have the surgery, it will cost more money after the baby is born. She is still a student now, how can she take two children to school?
On one side is three thousand yuan, on the other side is the future, how should she choose?
Wei Yuxian cried for a long time in the dormitory. When she was tired, she fell asleep on the bed and did not even go to her part-time job in the cafeteria.
In this situation, how could she still have the energy to work part-time? She was lucky enough to hold back her tears.
The golden crow slowly sank into the horizon, the bright moon rose, and night came quietly.
Wei Yuxian was awakened by the noise in the dormitory. The light was on above her head, and the sound of her roommates' laughter and chatter reached her ears without any concealment.
She opened her swollen eyes, picked up her cell phone and checked the time. It was already past nine o'clock in the evening. She had slept until now.
Her stomach was rumbling, so she got up from the bed and went to wash up, thinking about going to the cafeteria to buy something to eat later.
She glanced at the other three people in the dormitory, said nothing, and walked outside to the balcony to wash up.
A few minutes later, after washing up, she returned to the room, picked up her phone and walked out. At this moment, she heard her roommate Ding Nana's mockery: "Hey, what's wrong with you today? You poor guy actually slept in the dormitory instead of working part-time. What's wrong? Did you get rich?"
Ding Nana is the little leader in the dormitory. Her family is in business and she has some assets. The other two girls in the dormitory usually follow her lead.
She is also the person who has the greatest ill will towards Wei Yuxian. She looks down on Wei Yuxian and cannot bear to see her having an easy life.
In her words, poor people like Wei Yuxian who can't even afford to eat should not study, but go out to work early and earn money early.
As soon as Ding Nana said this, the other two girls laughed out loud in agreement. The shrill sound reached Wei Yuxian's ears, but she acted as if she didn't hear it and walked out of the dormitory without looking back.
Ding Nana snorted and said, "How shameless! How dare she stay in the dormitory? I can smell her stinking smell from a long distance away. She doesn't work hard but comes to study and even wants to change her fate? How ridiculous."
A girl echoed, "That's right, I don't know where she came from. What's the point of studying? She should just find a man to marry as soon as possible. She can get a good price while she's still young."
Ding Nana was very happy to hear this, because she looked down on Wei Yuxian and couldn't stand her poor look.
I really don’t know how the school arranged it, putting her and Wei Yuxian in the same dormitory. It’s so unlucky!
Wei Yuxian was already accustomed to their sarcasm and ridicule. She had heard it so much over the past month that she was almost numb to it.
The mouth is on other people's body, she can't stop them from saying anything.
But she still felt a little pain and discomfort in her heart, and it was not very comfortable.
Sometimes she would wonder, was her birth really a mistake? Why did her parents dislike her, her brothers dislike her, and even her roommates hate her?
Did she do anything wrong? She obviously did nothing.
When she arrived at the cafeteria, the steamed bun shop was closed and she couldn't buy cheap bread. She could only go to the food window, order a vegetable, and ask them to add some extra rice. She didn't take the food back to the dormitory and ate it in the cafeteria.
She lived frugally and was very careful with her money. She never dared to eat good food unless it was free.
She worked part-time at a fast food window in the cafeteria, earning eight yuan an hour, meals included, so she usually saved money on meals.
The meals provided by the work package were much richer than what she ate herself. The leftover vegetables were for the employees to eat. Wei Yuxian always ate more meat so that she could fill her stomach and wouldn't feel hungry so quickly.
Sometimes, she would pack some food back to the dormitory and eat it when she was hungry.