Chapter 109 You will only be you, not anyone else

But Pei Yu is such a good person.

Cheng Jin didn't know how to tell Pei Yu those words.

In fact, she is not Cheng Jin, but another person.

You are actually characters in the book. I know that you have deep feelings for Cheng Jin, but you have no results. For example, in the book, Pei Yu lived in seclusion after Cheng Jin entered the palace, and after Cheng Jin died, Pei Yu guarded the peach tree in the courtyard, year after year.

Now, Pei Yu entered the palace and got the opportunity to meet Cheng Jin, but the current Cheng Jin is no longer the previous Cheng Jin.

Although Cheng Jin also has the memories of their previous time together, it is like watching a movie. Although it is touching, it will not be as impressive as experiencing it in person.

She didn't know how to tell Pei Yu. Cheng Jin couldn't say these words. She didn't know if she would be regarded as Wu Xia's brain poison.

Cheng Jin pursed her lips tightly. Pei Yu noticed that Cheng Jin was not in a good mood. He looked up at her and said softly, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Jin shook her head honestly and asked sincerely, "If I were not Cheng Jin, would you still treat me like this?"

Pei Yu was stunned for a moment, then immediately tilted his eyes and shook his head, "You will only be you, not anyone else, no matter what, this will not change."

Cheng Jin didn't know how to explain, "I mean, if I am not Cheng Jin, I am another..."

Pei Yu's face suddenly changed, and he interrupted Cheng Jin's next words, "Don't talk nonsense, my queen, take a good rest first."

Pei Yu stood up after he finished speaking. For the first time, he didn't look at Cheng Jin with a gentle look, and turned away.

This time, Pei Yu was particularly cold, as if he had discovered something, but he was unwilling to let himself believe it.

Pei Yu walked out of the palace and took another look at the magnificent palace.

It was this place that made Cheng Jin give up everything and leave him regardless of the previous agreements with him.

Cheng Jin is not the previous Cheng Jin, Pei Yu has discovered it a long time ago.

It's not that her personality has changed, but that they are not the same person at all.

Pei Yu realized it when he saw Cheng Jin for the first time. Even though the two people have exactly the same face, he can still clearly perceive that it is not Cheng Jin.

She doesn't remember the peach tree they planted together, and she doesn't remember what to call him. Pei Yu knows that if it weren't for Chu Chengye, Cheng Jin would probably never think of him in her life.

Yes, that's no longer Cheng Jin.

They just have the same face and the same voice.

It was because of that face and that voice that Pei Yu could deceive himself. That was Cheng Jin, but her personality had changed. He was willing to enter the palace to help Chu Chengye detoxify because it was Xiao Jin who said it.

Pei Yu could deceive himself for his whole life, but why did she ask it out? Why did she try to tell herself that she was not Cheng Jin.

He didn't want to hear those words at all. Cheng Jin made it clear, which was equivalent to telling Pei Yu that the previous Xiao Jin was gone and would never be there again.

After Pei Yu left, Cheng Jin always felt uneasy in her heart. She saw Pei Yu's meaningful eyes, which she had never seen before.

That look was as if she was looking at a stranger again.

Indeed, wasn't she a stranger to Pei Yu?

Cheng Jin didn't want to hide it from Pei Yu, at least she shouldn't use Pei Yu's feelings to do things for herself.

She figured it out. After this matter was over, she would find a way to make it clear to Pei Yu. Whether he was willing to work for Chu Chengye again depended on him.

After figuring it out, Cheng Jin didn't want to do anything else. After lunch, Cheng Jin wanted to rest for a while, but she was frightened by the eunuch's shout outside the door and lost her sleep.

"The Queen Mother is here!"

After hearing the voice, Cheng Jin immediately took everyone out to greet her. Cheng

Jin met Xu Jilin and saluted her meekly.

Cheng Jin couldn't beat Xu Jilin for the time being, and tried her best to pretend that she had no ability and attack power. She just wanted to be invisible in front of Xu Jilin's eyes and not let her think about making trouble for herself.

"Meet the Queen Mother."

Xu Jilin immediately helped Cheng Jin up eagerly.

"Hurry up, I've heard about your affairs. I don't know who is so brave to do such a thing. Have you found out who it is?"

Cheng Jin said, "I don't know either. The emperor has sent people to question them, but there is no result yet."

This thief crying thief has really made you play the game. You are all pretending to be ignorant, right?

The people in the small kitchen were sent by the Ministry of Internal Affairs. There is no queen in the harem. Cheng Jin was not favored before, and Qu Wanxin was unwilling to compete for favor.

It's all because Xu Jilin is so powerful. Who else can do all this except her?

Cheng Jin is favored, Xu Jilin is afraid that Chu Chengye will believe what Cheng Jin said and harm Chu Huaian. Xu Jilin has been in the harem for so many years and has had contacts with officials of the previous dynasty to win the hearts of Chu Huaian. She must get rid of Cheng Jin to ensure Chu Huaian's future.

Cheng Jin is a woman, and Xu Jilin did not feel much crisis before. She thought that Chu Chengye was just looking for something fresh, so Xu Jilin did not kill her, but only put a little Wuxia in the snacks to let Cheng Jin sleep more.

Now that the situation has developed to this point, Xu Jilin admitted that she underestimated Cheng Jin. She is not as simple as she appears.

Xu Jilin urged Cheng Jin to go into the house, "It's windy outside. You just got better. Go in quickly and don't be blown by the wind."

After entering the house, Cheng Jin deliberately looked outside. Sure enough, Qu Wanxin arrived soon.

Xu Jilin had deliberately put on such a big show with Qu Wanxin for Cheng Jin to relax Cheng Jin's vigilance and pretend that neither of them knew anything.

Xu Jilin had slapped Qu Wanxin hard before. Even if Xu Jilin was good to Qu Wanxin, she had to pretend in front of Cheng Jin.

Cheng Jin pretended not to know about Qu Wanxin's behavior squatting over there with Ziying, and Xu Jilin ran to Shou'an Palace unmoved by thunder.

Qu Wanxin first saluted Xu Jilin respectfully and distantly, then looked at Cheng Jin worriedly and said,

"I heard that Concubine Rong fainted yesterday. Is there anything serious?"

Cheng Jin said with a hint of meaning: "It's okay, it's okay. This happened in my palace. It's not a big deal. I wanted to suppress the matter and not let the eunuchs and maids in the palace talk nonsense, fearing that people would spread something nonsense. Who knew that the people below were so careless. Thank you for coming here."

[You came to see me and acted at the same time. It was really hard.]

[I don't know how long you have been waiting for news about me, fearing that nothing would happen to me. Qu

Wanxin pretended to be ignorant and continued, "How can that be true? Just like what Concubine Rong said that day, if you are wronged, you should seek revenge. Why are you hiding it? Or do you think you did something shameful and were retaliated against so you dare not speak out?"