Chapter 212 You should also learn to trust me and rely on me

Chu Chengye asked Cheng Jin to finish cooking on the bed and then turned to go out the door.

The food brought in was probably not the food Cuizhu had prepared before, or it had been heated up for who knows how many times. The food was still steaming when it was brought in.

Chu Chengye put the tray aside, picked up the bowl of porridge beside him, stirred it twice, and then handed it to Cheng Jin's mouth.

This series of actions was smooth and there was no room for Cheng Jin to speak.

It was not until the spoon was brought to Cheng Jin's mouth that she subconsciously opened her mouth, but when she put the food in her mouth, Cheng Jin realized something was wrong.

If all her guesses were wrong, if she was now infected with the disease, then Chu Chengye was also...

Thinking of this, Cheng Jin immediately dodged the spoon that Chu Chengye brought to her mouth again.

Cheng Jin said anxiously, "I took off my mask when I was talking to that woman just now. I may have been infected with the disease. You..."

"Didn't you see that I haven't talked to you? Why are you like this? Can't you see what others mean? Won't you get angry and ignore others?"

When Cheng Jin said everything, Chu Chengye finally let go of the stone hanging in his heart.

At least Cheng Jin ignored him not because she didn't want to talk to him, but because she cared about him.

He lowered his head and stirred the porridge in the bowl twice, not knowing what he was thinking. He said "hmm" lightly and wanted to feed Cheng Jin another spoonful.

Cheng Jin opened her mouth and took another bite. Anyway, things have come to this point now. It's useless to worry about it. She might as well leave it alone. Anyway, she was really hungry.

Cheng Jin looked at Chu Chengye and asked vaguely, "I'm asking you a question."

Chu Chengye said, "Not someone else."

Cheng Jin didn't quite hear it.

Chu Chengye patiently repeated, "You're not someone else."

"It's not that I won't get angry, but because it's you, I won't get angry that easily."

"If it was just because you ignored me, I wouldn't get angry. Since you did this, there must be a reason for you. You're not someone who would make trouble for no reason."

Cheng Jin was a little stunned after hearing what Chu Chengye said.

Is this what I'm saying?

I won't make trouble for no reason.

Cheng Jin couldn't help laughing, "That's because you don't know me well enough."

Chu Chengye immediately retorted, "I'm probably the person who knows me best."

"Don't be afraid of growing a nose if you brag."

Cheng Jin took Chu Chengye's bowl of porridge to her hand and drank it herself in small sips.

Chu Chengye did not refute anything to prove himself, but just sat quietly beside Cheng Jin's bed and looked at him. Chu Chengye asked, "So that's why you didn't come back with me and didn't want to talk to me?"

Cheng Jin nodded without raising her head, "I suspect that this illness is not contagious, so I want to do an experiment to prove it, but after all, I also suspect that there is no evidence. I can't drag you to get infected with me."

"So what?"

Cheng Jin didn't understand a little. She looked up at Chu Chengye, "What?"

Chu Chengye said, "Even if we get sick together, so what? Do you think I won't come to see you, contact you, or talk to you because you are sick?"

Cheng Jin didn't know how to answer.

But even if she couldn't answer, she actually had the answer in her heart.

Would Chu Chengye not come because Cheng Jin got sick?

No, on the contrary, Chu Chengye would probably choose to take care of her personally.

I don't know where the confidence came from, but Cheng Jin had only one answer in her heart.

Cheng Jin did not answer, Chu Chengye said for Cheng Jin, "I won't. Apart from my status as the emperor, I am also your husband. You have to learn to trust me and rely on me, right?"

Chu Chengye said it seriously, his eyes were fixed on Cheng Jin, as if he didn't want to miss any of Cheng Jin's movements and reactions.

Cheng Jin now feels like she is sitting on pins and needles. She can clearly feel Chu Chengye's fiery gaze and eyes, but she can't face her own heart.

Does she like Chu Chengye?

Of course she likes him.

Every time Chu Chengye stood in front of her, rushed to the crisis in time, was dedicated to the Lantern Festival, risked his life for her family, and made exceptions and favoritism to Cheng Jin, Cheng Jin could not help but be moved. Although

Chu Chengye was very different from the villain in her initial impression, she even had irreplaceable trust in him.

But Cheng Jin could not entrust herself to Chu Chengye for the time being, or she was not confident in herself.

She did not believe that she had the plan and courage to stay with someone for the rest of her life.

She did not know what attracted Chu Chengye to her, or she could say that she did not know from the beginning what went wrong that made Chu Chengye trust her so much.

In the end, Cheng Jin decided to give Chu Chengye a smooth answer.

Cheng Jin raised her head and smiled at Chu Chengye, "Since you are not afraid, I am even less afraid. At worst, we can get sick together and be cured together. At worst, we can go together, right? We can still have someone to accompany us on the road to the underworld."

After speaking, Cheng Jin could no longer continue to look into Chu Chengye's eyes. She quickly looked away and chuckled awkwardly.

Chu Chengye was silent for a long time before he sighed and raised his head to stroke Cheng Jin's head.

Chu Chengye whispered, "You know that these are not what I want to hear from you."

Chu Chengye finally stopped questioning, not knowing whether to let Cheng Jin go or to let himself go.

Chu Chengye said, "Forget it, it's not a big deal."

Yes, what big deal can these be?

As long as Cheng Jin is still by his side, still willing to talk to him, and not so hostile to him, it doesn't matter.

He still has a chance, a chance to change Cheng Jin's mind about him.

Sometimes Chu Chengye doesn't understand why Cheng Jin keeps avoiding talking about these things even though he has made them so clear.

But if it were him, Chu Chengye felt that he would probably react the same way as Cheng Jin.

In the final analysis, it was because the self and the ending in the book were too bad, and all he could do was to change the ending and himself.

To create a good ending and a good self.

Chu Chengye is extremely dissatisfied with himself now, and sometimes he can't even convince himself to persuade Cheng Jin.

If he were to go back to a year ago, Chu Chengye probably wouldn't believe that he had compromised so much in a year, and that when he met what he wanted, he would not just take it away, but would consider so much, or because of the so-called sweetheart.

It turns out that when encountering love, no matter how noble a person is, they are all worried about gains and losses.

Chu Chengye didn't continue the topic, and seeing that Cheng Jin was deliberately avoiding it, Chu Chengye didn't continue to ask.

The room fell into silence again. Chu Chengye chose to change the topic and break the ice, "Have you done the experiment you mentioned before?"