Hu Chunhua was so scared when she saw her mother's face turned pale with anger that she quickly stepped forward to apologize with red eyes.
"Mom, don't be angry. I won't beg for Sixth Brother anymore. Don't get yourself hurt by being angry..."
Her shivering appearance made Feng Yun couldn't help but sigh.
"Chunhua, Mom knows you're a good child, but think about it. You've been busy running around for the family for so many years. Do your fourth and sixth brothers remember it? In your heart...are you really not sad?"
Hu Chunhua's pupils suddenly shrank and her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something but couldn't. After a while, she lowered her head, tears welling up in her eyes.
"You're sad too, aren't you? But you're used to it, aren't you?"
Seeing her like this, Feng Yun's heart felt like it was being tightly gripped by something, tight and painful.
"You're used to it because the fourth and sixth children always take it for granted and if you don't give in to them, the family will be in chaos.
For the sake of harmony in this family, you are willing to sacrifice yourself time and time again, and Mom has seen it all..."
Hu Chunhua raised her head and said, "Mom, I...if I say I'm sad too, will you think I'm not a good child?"
These words were like a knife, stabbing straight into Feng Yun's heart.
Originally, he just wanted to slowly guide her and play the emotional card, but now she really couldn't hold it anymore.
It seems like every family has this problem.
Your energy is always focused on the ignorant children. You stare at them, watch them, pamper them, and protect them, but you ignore the well-behaved and sensible children.
It's like two children fighting over a toy. You know that the noisy child won't give up until he gets what he wants. In order to keep the peace, you will most of the time let the sensible child compromise.
Once she refuses to compromise and starts to make a fuss, you will just wonder how she became like this.
Ignorance gradually becomes the norm, and blame gradually becomes justified.
Especially the eldest child in the family.
You will naturally think that the eldest child should act like a boss, be strong, and be able to handle everything at home and outside, but you forget that the eldest child is also a child who needs love and care.
"Chunhua, Mom is sorry for you..." Feng Yun hugged Hu Chunhua tightly, tears streaming down her face.
"You're so good, you're so good, you deserve more love, Chunhua, listen to your mother, think more about yourself and live more for yourself in the future, okay? Once giving becomes a habit, you will only be wronged forever.
People will be spoiled. Those who are spoiled will not think you are good, they will only think you should do this.
When one day you no longer want to give, they will only hate you and scold you, and will not remember your kindness at all, do you understand? "
Hu Chunhua was shocked by her mother's sudden hug and words.
She was stunned for a few seconds, then hugged her mother tightly, feeling really aggrieved like a child.
For so many years, she had never been truly hugged by her mother.
Every time her younger brothers made mistakes and put the blame on her, her father would just scold her for not raising the children well, and her mother would just say, her younger brothers are still young, you are the eldest and you should be more accommodating.
When they make mistakes and cry, their parents will hold them in their arms and comfort them.
At that time, she wondered what her parents’ arms were like.
It was cold, just like they were to her.
But she was still attracted involuntarily. She longed for it, looked forward to it, and was disappointed again and again.
Later she slowly accepted her fate.
It seems that this is the case for daughters who are the eldest in the family. They work hard at home and never complain, and they accept being beaten or scolded. Everyone is like this, so why should she be an exception?
As long as the family is doing well, she doesn't mind suffering some grievances.
After all, her parents gave birth to her, and she should be grateful.
But now, her mother hugged her like this and said that she knew her grievances. She praised her for being good and asked her to think more about herself and live for herself.
She felt really wronged and wanted to cry.
Hiding in Feng Yun's arms, a 21-year-old girl cried so hard that her tears and snot flowed out, staining Feng Yun's clothes.
"Wow, I thought you didn't care about me... I have to work harder to get a few compliments from you and see your smiling face.
I...I want to see you smile, but I...I'm really sad too...Wuwuwu...
I have complained before. I tried so hard to do my best and worked hard both at home and outside.
Woo woo woo, I'm so tired, Mom. I'm tired too. I feel wronged and sad too. Woo woo woo, I started cooking when I was only six years old.
You guys are working outside, and I have to cook for the family, do the laundry, and take care of my younger siblings. They're so young, and if they bump into something, you'll scold me when you get home. I...
At that time, I would rather go out to work. Wow, I tried very hard, but I was so young.
Woo woo woo, I was so young and I couldn’t take good care of my younger siblings. They were naughty and fell down, and you blame me.
I have things to do, I can't keep watching them, wuwuwu.
You blame me for not keeping an eye on your little brother when he skips school. Woohoo, I wanted to keep an eye on him too, but I had so much else to do.
I wanted to go to school, but you said your family had no money, so I could only follow you to school secretly and eavesdrop outside. I was caught, and the teacher scolded me for taking advantage. The principal called me to the office and said I was shameless and broke the rules. After you were called over, you also scolded me and said I was shameless.
But I just want to learn a few more words. I don’t want to go out and not be able to find the way.
Why can't I get what my younger brothers can easily get even though I work so hard? I thought I wasn't your child, woo woo woo."
Feng Yun felt heartbroken when he heard the complaints of grievances.
Chunhua has really suffered too much injustice.
"Chunhua, Mom is sorry for you, don't worry, no one in the family will dare to let you down in the future!"
Hu Guangcai stood outside the door, looking confused.
"When did this family drama start? Did Mom really hit me because she felt sorry for my older sister? What kind of wicked person am I to be implicated like this?"
Looking at the two people hugging each other, Hu Guangcai trembled a few times and goose bumps fell all over his body.
While the two of them were hugging each other and crying, he sneaked into the kitchen, secretly scooped up a bowl of rice and gobbled it up.
He didn't believe that his mother would really not let him eat, so what if he ate?
He is determined not to do the work. He goes to bed so late every night that he almost wants to die in bed in the morning. How can he have the energy to work?
After finishing his meal, he slipped out again.
As he passed by the chicken coop, a rooster looked at him and pecked him twice with its beak.
He glared at the rooster fiercely, and on a sudden thought, he bent down and grabbed the rooster.
"Chuck, chuck, chuck."
The rooster struggled continuously, making a clucking sound, attracting the two people in the room to look over.
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