night.
The two-person apartment of Shen Ruan and Mi Ke.
"Ruanruan, Yu Nian is right."
"Let's get married, Ruanruan?"
When Miko said this, his eyes were filled with boundless expectation and sincerity.
I used to think that proposing marriage required the right timing, so Miko was preparing for this perfect opportunity where everything was in place.
Although the word "preparation" carried a hint of timidity, the explanation he could offer was:
Being timid doesn't mean you don't love me enough.
It's because I like it so much that I have these feelings.
People who like someone are usually very cautious.
He was just afraid that he would scare Shen Ruan away.
When you fall in love with someone, it's only natural to have a possessive desire.
People like beautiful and lovely things; they can define them as things to appreciate and idealize.
Therefore, he understands what those handsome guys mean to many girls.
However, he has always been petty in matters of the heart and seems to lack a sense of security. He is often afraid that one day Chen will stop liking him.
So he understands why Shen Ruan and other girls like to look at young male celebrities, but he can't overcome his wildly growing possessiveness.
He allowed his possessiveness to grow unchecked, yet he also tried to respect the inherent rationality of everything that exists in his otherwise mundane life.
He couldn't bring himself to be jealous, nor could he stand idly by.
But liking someone doesn't mean you should take everything away from them because of possessiveness.
She's just looking at pretty boys; he has pretty boys too, and he can show them off to her every day.
but.
He begged for this relationship by shamelessness, and it's something he's determined to protect for a long, long time.
So Yu Nian was right; he wanted to be by Ruan Ruan's side legitimately.
Now, he doesn't care about timing anymore. All he wants now is to give Shen Ruan the best wedding, so that she will willingly give him her whole being and her heart.
"Do you know what you're saying, Miko?" A look of surprise flashed in Shen Ruan's eyes.
Is Miko a coward?
No, he was much braver than her.
It turns out that only she was the coward.
"I know what I'm saying. I want Ruan Ruan to marry me."
Miko's words resonated deeply, and in the quiet room, Chen Ruan glimpsed a tremor in her own heart.
"Don't you mind that I've had so many ex-boyfriends in the past?"
"Can you accept me looking at other handsome guys every day?"
"And aren't you afraid I'll beat you up with Taekwondo?"
"besides…"
I've never revealed so much of my inner turmoil to Miko before; I just poured out all my concerns.
She has an outspoken and domineering personality, and to outsiders, she seems to have a rich romantic history. However, when it comes to real feelings, she is completely clueless.
She never knew how to express herself, and she couldn't bring herself to say that she actually liked and admired Miko.
She habitually accepted everything Miko brought her, but habits are habits. Having grown accustomed to the fickle and weak nature of men, she felt that as long as she didn't say anything, she could easily extricate herself once Miko wanted to leave and she got used to life without him.
Gradually, not wanting to talk about it turned into not daring to talk about it.
When a person gradually becomes lost in their habits, a fear of loss will overwhelm their heart.
How easy is it to extricate oneself from a relationship?
“I don’t mind, I can accept it, I’m not afraid.”
"Ruan Ruan, I know there are no perfect lovers in this world."
“You have your experiences and past, and I also have my shortcomings as a lover.”
"There is no perfect lover. I only hope that, at least in loving you, I can do it to the best of my ability."
"So, Ruan Ruan, will you marry me?"
Miko, who had prepared the ring long ago, opened the ring box and, with the most common and sincere ceremony in the world, faced Chenruan and proposed to her.
"Ruan Ruan, will you marry me?"
Can I say I don't want to?
Shen Ruan, who was used to being arrogant in front of Miko, reached out and hooked the man kneeling on the ground up.
But he didn't take the ring right away.
Although the ceremony is standardized nationwide, it is indeed somewhat outdated.
She awkwardly twirled the hair that fell below her collarbone, her hesitant expression causing Miko some distress.
No way.
Did he really fail?
He hated Song Ci, all because Song Ci bewitched him by holding his daughter every day!
Conjunctivitis can make people impulsive!
Did he scare her?
Although he always knew that Ruan Ruan was allergic to romance, he wasn't being overly mushy today, was he?
His movements just now must have seemed very natural, right?
He didn't awkwardly strike those poses.
Miko was terrified, his mind a complete mess, fearing that the straight woman Chen Ruan might say something to him right after proposing.
"Miko, you're so slick."
Fortunately, he didn't have as many inner dramas as Chen Ruan.
"No, Ruanruan, you can say I'm useless, but you absolutely cannot refuse to marry me!"
Miko was feeling down for a while, but conjunctivitis made him impulsive and emboldened.
"If you don't agree to marry me, well, I'll just have to envy Song Ci again."
"Ruanruan, how can you be so heartless?"
The man's words are increasingly deviating from his usual style. He was just looking very affectionate, but now he immediately reveals his true comedic nature.
A funny guy like him can't be romantic for very, very long...
"Miko".
Mickey Mouse.
"You don't need to envy Song Ci."
"Because I can't bear it."
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