Kenji Hagiwara has always been the most sensitive person. He knows and notices a lot of things, but for various reasons, he will not say them out loud.
Therefore, he would not ask - he knew that everyone had secrets. All he needed to do was trust.
Believe that they can protect themselves, believe in their ability, and achieve their ultimate goal.
Therefore, Hagiwara Kenji never asked Morobushi Kagemitsu how the accident happened. He realized that the other party's childhood friend had an accident from Furuya Rei's reaction, but apart from the location of the rooftop and the presence of Furuya Rei at the time, Hagiwara Kenji knew nothing about it.
So subconsciously, Hagiwara Kenji put himself in his own situation, thinking that what happened to Morobushi Kagemitsu was similar to his own sudden accident, and it just happened to be broadcast live to Matsuda Jinpei - something like this led to the presence of Furuya Rei.
The tone in which Morobushi Kagemitsu mentioned it was too calm, just like Hagiwara Kenji casually talking about his own death, so Hagiwara Kenji didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
The situations that undercover agents encounter and the things they need to deal with are more complicated and dangerous than those of their mobile teams.
Morobushi Kagemitsu could die for any reason, and it's not just Morobushi Kagemitsu. Even if Furuya Rei caused some irreversible damage during his undercover work, it would be a very normal thing.
Although it sounds cold-blooded, they were fully prepared the moment they became undercover agents.
The only possibility that Kenji Hagiwara had not considered was...
"…You committed suicide." Hagiwara Kenji said in an imperceptible voice.
This time, Morofushi Kagemitsu's actions finally stopped.
"I've thought of countless possibilities." Hagiwara Kenji opened his mouth. His personality made it impossible for him to say hurtful words like his childhood friend. After half of the words came out of his mouth, he swallowed back the words that might hurt Morobushi Kagemitsu.
Hagiwara Kenji closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice: "Was the situation really that bad at that time?"
"Is this the only choice?" A trace of unrestrained sadness flashed across the eyes of the former police officer who dyed his hair back to black.
Of course, there was more than one choice, but at that time, Morobushi Kagemitsu chose to point the gun at himself. That was all.
Hagiwara Kenji knew he would not get an answer, so he stood up from his original position and said calmly: "I need to calm down, sorry."
Walking to the bathroom, Kenji Hagiwara held onto the sink and looked at the unfamiliar face in the mirror in silence for a while. Then he turned on the faucet and splashed the cold water directly on his face.
He had not witnessed the scene himself, but just thinking about it - well, Hagiwara Kenji could not imagine how Furuya Rei felt when he saw his friend who grew up with him commit suicide. Just like he never wanted to think about how Jinpei Matsuda would react when he heard the explosion over the phone.
The arrival of Morofushi Kagemitsu brought back the youth that Hagiwara Kenji had experienced in the past, and also brought back the shadows that Hagiwara Kenji had missed in those years.
"Suicide..." Hagiwara Kenji brushed his bangs back under the cold water and said to himself, "Could it be that you corrupted Sora Ryo... Jingguang?"
Killing yourself requires a great deal of courage, as it goes against the human survival instinct.
He didn't care about his own safety. Although this memory was probably not his, he did "remember" what happened on Halloween. He didn't have any extra emotions when he jumped from a high-rise window and rushed into the room, facing the bomb.
In addition, all aspects of life also reveal that Zhu Fu Kongliang's way of thinking is different from that of ordinary people.
One thing he didn't ask was what happened at the time - was Zhufu Kongliang present? In fact, there was no need to ask this question. The answer was too obvious.
It's not just the brothers from the Morobuchi family. Something's not quite right with the Kojou family either.
Kenji Hagiwara took a deep breath and felt a tightness in his chest, which was not a pleasant feeling. This is often the result of having too much empathy.
Anyway...Kenji Hagiwara returned to the living room with his hair still dripping with water, half wet. Because his hair had been dyed, the water dripping down had a subtle gray-black color.
"Sometimes I really want to punch you two." Hagiwara Kenji muttered, and continued: "If Kofuku wants to hit you in the future, I will definitely not stand by him."
The expression on Morofushi Jingguang's face showed a little helplessness.
The next day, Kenji Hagiwara went to the library and borrowed two books on computers and two books on psychology.
He is surrounded by a lot of people with mental problems - to be honest, he himself probably has some problems too, as modern people all have some stress problems to a greater or lesser extent.
Anyway, let's learn how to deal with it. Hagiwara Kenji looked at the thick stack of books in his hand and sighed.
I'm only 22, I'm so tired, why should I care? I really don't want to be bald.
However, there is one thing that Hagiwara Kenji knows how to deal with even without reading the book: that is, let people go out more and get more sun.
——In addition to normal people who need to sunbathe, vegetative patients also need it very much.
Although he is no longer a vegetable, his inability to move makes Matsuda Jinpei's life quite inconvenient. In this case, he also needs to bask in the sun frequently and take good care of his skin to prevent bedsores.
Jinpei Matsuda has learned to kill time in this boring life day after day. If he continues like this, he will probably be able to complete an amazing work in his mind.
Because he is still unable to complete rehabilitation on his own, the nurse's working hours have been largely adjusted to be by his side to take care of his diet and daily life.
All we can say is that the person who sent him to this hospital paid enough money to make the hospital willing to spend an equal amount of value to help him rehabilitate.
When Jinpei Matsuda vaguely realized that he would not be able to recover no matter what he did, his pupils contracted at that moment.
Because the nurse did not close the door, he heard some movement at the door.
It started with a child's voice, with a strong sense of childishness: "It's so weird here!"
Then came the answers from an old man and a girl who was probably in high school. They mentioned some things related to the case, which aroused Jinpeisan Matsuda's interest.
After all, he was really bored, extremely bored. Apart from watching TV, he would just stare blankly and occasionally listen to the gossips of passers-by.
The last point was not intentional on his part, he just happened to hear it.
If that were all, it would be fine, but after the three people finished speaking, Jinpei Matsuda heard the boy's voice and said, "What do you think, Mr. Amuro?"
The next second, the man called Mr. Amuro spoke. Although I haven’t heard this voice for several years——But, this voice is……!!
"Oh, my opinion? Well, I think Mr. Maori's reasoning is really excellent!" The young man with a rather unique voice said with a smile in his tone.
Matsuda Jinpei didn't hear what was said next, and he almost subconsciously fell off the bed - uncontrollably to the ground!
But this should be impossible, his limbs should be completely unable to move!
The nurse happened to walk in at this time, and when she saw this scene, she looked panicked: "Sir! Are you okay?"
This time, Jinpei Matsuda finally saw his own condition through the reflection of the railing for the first time.
Because he was in a vegetative state and no one would give him a mirror to let him know his current miserable condition, Jinpei Matsuda had always known his condition through doctors. There were times when he was helped to sit up and saw the burn scars on his body.
But in the reflection of the railing, Matsuda Jinpei's eyes widened again - the burn marks that should have covered half of his face seemed to be non-existent! Clean and clear, nothing at all!
But when he was helped up by the nurse and sat back on the bed, through the nurse's eyes, Matsuda Jinpei saw burn marks on his face again.
What is going on? As this thought flashed through his mind, Jinpei Matsuda found that he was not too surprised by this.