Ruan Tang's breath was choked. She never expected that such a situation would happen to Austin.
He thought fate had been cruel enough to Auston, but he never expected that fate could be even crueler to Auston.
His heart skipped a beat, and he looked up into Auston's eyes. For a moment, he didn't know how to comfort him. He could only say stupidly, "My Lord...it will get better. I believe you will get better."
But the words that came out were obviously not convincing.
"I know whether my own body can get better or not." Austin started to speak in a self-deprecating manner before he could finish his words.
Ruan Tang felt so distressed when she saw him like this. She wanted to speak to comfort him, but she felt that anything she said would be in vain at this moment.
Austin stared at Ruan Tang deeply, and suddenly took off his pants.
Ruan Tang was confused by his sudden action. She didn't know what Austin was trying to do. She couldn't help but let her imagination run wild. She grabbed her sleeves nervously and her face suddenly turned red.
"Did you see it?" After taking off his pants, Auston looked at him deeply and asked suddenly.
Ruan Tang's face flushed red, and he immediately asked, "See...what did you see?"
He was a typical person who had the desire but not the courage. When Auston was being reserved in front of him, he pushed the issue further. When Auston suddenly started to take off his pants, he regained his shyness...
He didn't know how they jumped to this topic?
I don't know what Auston meant when he asked him what he saw?
Is it the size, or are you satisfied with what you see?
"What are you thinking about!" When Auston saw Ruan Tang blushing and shy, he suddenly realized that Ruan Tang had misunderstood. His face also turned red, and he scolded angrily, "I was talking about my legs."
Ruan Tang came back to his senses and realized that Auston was not as dirty as he thought. He was just a girl at heart. He looked at Auston awkwardly.
Auston refused to speak to him again and simply pulled his hand over and touched his leg.
No, a prosthetic limb to be exact.
His legs are skin-colored and made of simulated leather, with a slight body temperature. They are connected to Austin's brain and controlled by an intelligent center. In this high-tech, intelligent era, all the functions are the same as real legs except that they are painless when used.
But these are not real legs after all.
Its existence is a declaration of Auston's eternal incompleteness.
The moment he took off his pants, he decided to lift the last bit of his fig leaf and expose all his weaknesses in front of Ruan Tang.
Ruan Tang felt the touch of the prosthetic limb, which was different from real skin, and felt as if his heart was being torn apart. Even though he was used to speaking eloquently, he couldn't squeeze out any words from his throat. He could only look at Auston deeply and said, "Sir..."
"You know what? There have been countless people in this world who have shown me kindness and said they love me, but I have never believed them. I know clearly that they are after my power and status." Auston looked at him deeply: "I never thought that anyone would truly love me, not only because of my disability, but also because I don't seem to have anything worthy of love."
"How can someone who doesn't even love his own parents be loved by others?"
His voice was very soft, but it gave Ruan Tang an indescribable feeling of solemnity.
Ruan Tang looked at him steadily and said without hesitation: "How could that be? My Lord, in my eyes, you are the most lovable person in the world. Even if no one loved you in the past, they were the ones who were wrong, not you."
He didn't know what to say to comfort Auston, to touch and fill his fragile heart.
But he always felt that he should say something, even if it was just dry words.
Even if Auston believed that no one in the world loved him, he would let Auston know that he loved him.
"You said you like me, want to be with me, want to get me. In fact, I was very surprised. I even thought for a moment that there was something wrong with your brain, that's why you said you like me." Auston laughed at himself softly, no longer hiding his inferiority in front of Ruan Tang.
Ruan Tang blurted out: "How could it be?"
"Now, I want to ask you one more question. Now that you know and see that I am a crippled person who will die soon, do you still want to be with me and want to get me?" Auston looked at Ruan Tang deeply, and it seemed as if Ruan Tang's shadow was reflected in his eyes.
He appeared calm on the outside, but inwardly he was extremely flustered and anxious.
Ruan Tang looked at him steadily, holding his hand tightly, and said word by word: "Sir, you should know my answer. Even if your body is not healthy, even if you only have one day left to live, I still want to be with you and make you my Alpha."
"because I love you."
When he fell in love with Auston, he already knew that Auston was physically disabled and had facial flaws.
What he liked was the real, complete Auston, so how could he give up on him just because he had another disease that he was not aware of on top of his disability?
No matter what the future holds, he has already decided to stay with Auston.
"Think it over before you answer! If you make a choice today, I will never let you go even if you regret it later. If we are together, I will never let you leave my side unless I die..." Auston was somewhat burned by the sincerity in his eyes. He wanted to bite Ruan Tang's neck, mark him, and make him stay by his side from now on, but in the end he still turned his eyes away, suppressed the desire in his heart, and asked again.
He gave Ruan Tang the power to regret one last time.
If Ruan Tang doesn't leave, she will be destined to belong to him only.
Ruan Tang lowered her eyes and said firmly, "I can't think any clearer."
Just as he had never liked anyone as much as he liked Auston, he didn't feel that he had missed Auston, and he didn't feel that he had met someone who could move him as much as Auston.
"You..." Auston looked at his profile, somewhat dissatisfied with his quick answer, and wanted to say something else.
Ruan Tang interrupted him directly: "Sir, life is short, you should enjoy yourself while you can, do whatever you want and grab what you want most at the moment, don't worry about anything else, think about the future, you taught me."
"And now I only know that what I want most at this moment is you..." Auston always said in the past that he was indecisive and hesitant, but at this moment he felt that although Auston seemed to be free and unscrupulous in his daily life, he was actually the most indecisive and unable to be free and easy person.
Austin stood there for a moment, startled by his burning gaze, his heart pounding, and suddenly, he didn't know where the courage came from, and he picked up Ruan Tang by the waist.
His palms were full of sweat, and he didn't know how he and Ruan Tang ended up in bed.
In the past, Auston treated Ruan Tang as a human aromatherapy lamp, a pillow and a pet, and had sexually assaulted her countless times.
But it was the first time that he was so close to an OMEGA in this way. Even in the dark night, he could clearly see the dense beads of sweat on Ruan Tang's forehead, her flushed face, her lips bitten due to nervousness, and her eyelashes fluttering with unspeakable emotions.
The pheromone smell that was unique to Ruan Tang and that usually made people feel calm and peaceful, a scent that smelled like orchid but not orchid, and plum but not plum, also changed its smell, and suddenly became rich and slightly fishy...
Soon after, Auston's own pheromone smell also involuntarily spread out as if being summoned...
The smell of the two people's pheromones combined together, like an overturned jar of honey, making the air strangely sweet and slightly greasy.
The sweet smell of pheromones on Auston's body made him feel itchy and painful, and it felt like a hundred ants were crawling all over his body.
He had never done such a thing before, and he was extremely nervous for a time, fearing that he would lose his mind due to the influence of pheromones and use violence against Ruan Tang without any mercy. He could only try his best to suppress himself and be as gentle as possible.
"...Are you scared? Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable." Auston was breathing rapidly and sweating all over, but he still pretended to be calm and spoke to Ruan Tang.
Ruan Tang was also very nervous, but when she heard what Austin said, she fell silent.
After a long while, he said, "...Sir, why are you shaking? I'm not afraid. In fact, you are the one who is afraid, right?"
He also wanted to be shy and scared like other OMEGAs, but facing an ALPHA like this, he really couldn't do it.
Austin: “…”
The two looked at each other in the dark in silence. Ruan Tang suddenly regretted his quick words. He was about to say something, but then he said, "No, I..."
"I'm not shaking! I just saw you were sweating and was afraid that you would be scared!" Austin was immediately furious and used actual actions to prove to him that he was calm and not afraid at all.
The two were entangled in the darkness.
Before marking the act, Auston suddenly leaned close to Ruan Tang's ear and asked him nervously, "Will you regret it?"
For some reason, Auston always felt that Ruan Tang would regret choosing to be with him.
Because he is really a good-for-nothing person.
"Stop talking nonsense here! Are you ready?" Ruan Tang took the initiative to hug his neck and blocked his mouth with hers.
I told him through body language that I would not regret it.
And Auston also proved himself with practical actions...
When Auston's canine teeth with pheromones bit through Ruan Tang's glands, Auston's lips were very hot, but Ruan Tang didn't feel hot at all. Instead, she felt inexplicably warm and satisfied...
At the moment when their pheromones blended, Ruan Tang felt as if she had tasted Baileys, just as sweet as Austin's.
Use your vision to watch the person you love entangled with you, and every movement is the rhythm of love. Ruan Tang felt that he did not feel any fear or pain at all. He just felt extremely happy and grateful that there was such a distance in the world that was closer than a hug.
There was complete silence all around. After trying to mark the target once, Austin was eager to try it a second time.
Ruan Tang immediately opened his eyes wide and asked him: "Sir, don't you think this is dirty? Why do you want to do it a second time?"
"I think others are dirty, but you are not." Auston immediately kissed Ruan Tang's forehead gently.
He had to apologize for his previous superficiality. He used to think that this kind of thing was dirty, violent and full of bestiality, but now that he had experienced it himself, Auston couldn't help but feel that sometimes it was a happy thing for people to feel the bestiality appropriately.
He is now somewhat addicted to it and never gets tired of it.
The two of them chatted until dawn. They were both people with a strong sense of personal territory and had never slept with others.
But in the quiet space, the two hugged each other tightly, and could clearly hear each other's strong heartbeats and the pheromone scent emanating from each other.
The two of them, who originally thought that they would not be able to sleep well if they slept with others, both felt an inexplicable peace of mind and body, and slept very soundly.
The next morning, Auston woke up early.
He was so excited that he walked around the room filled with Ruan Tang's scent like a child. He ran to Ruan Tang's bed and kissed him secretly, then gently touched his hair, just like a naughty child who got a precious treasure.
Finally, he sat on the edge of the bed and stared at Ruan Tang motionlessly, as if he could never get tired of looking at her.
It can be said that Ruan Tang was finally awakened by him.
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