Chapter 50 Lu Mingze, can you please come back?
I saw that everything in the box was in tatters.
Obviously, they are all people Qin Zhang knows.
Some of them were brought to Lu Mingze by him when he returned from business trips.
Some of them he bought in department stores.
Some of them he made himself.
He had only seen Lu Mingze wearing that watch once.
But this time the dial was broken and the strap was missing.
The shirt was cut into tatters.
He still remembered how high-spirited Lu Mingze was when he wore this dress.
There were others, all of which were completely destroyed.
It was as if his feelings were being ruthlessly trampled upon.
In an instant, countless thoughts flashed through Qin Zhang's mind.
Is everything my mother said true?
Does Lu Mingze really not like him at all?
So that the things he sent had to be made like this?
"Bang!" The tears that had been held back for so long finally fell.
Qin Zhang took out the things in the wooden box one by one, as if he was looking at his own ridiculous sincerity.
When the wooden box was empty, he saw another envelope inside and was stunned again.
He picked it up tremblingly.
The envelope looked bulging.
When he opened it, he found a stack of big unity notes and a thin piece of letter paper inside.
He quickly put the money aside, opened the letter and read its contents.
"Qin Zhang."
"When you see this letter, I will have boarded the train to the South."
"I'm sorry to have kept you so long."
"Actually, I should have known that you couldn't go far with me."
"You have always been a dazzling man."
“No matter where you go, you will be the focus of the crowd.”
"I am attracted to you and fall in love with you."
Qin Zhang's hand couldn't help but tremble, shock appeared in his eyes, and then he continued to look down.
“I knew from a young age that I was different.”
"People like me will never walk in the sunshine."
"I am very happy during this time with you!"
"It's no exaggeration to say that you gave me the happiest time of my life."
"However, happy times are always short-lived. You need to get married and have children. You can't spend your whole life hanging out with a gutter rat like me."
"It feels like I stole this time."
"In fact, you have been thinking about getting rid of me for a long time."
"So you never denied your relationship with Qi Xinyan."
Seeing this, Qin Zhang couldn't help but curse: "Bullshit, I didn't!"
"Lu Mingze, why don't you let me explain?"
Qin Zhang's hand was holding the thin paper, almost tearing it.
"It doesn't matter, as long as you say it, I will fulfill your wish."
"I'm not the kind of person who would pester you, and you don't have to deliberately let Qi Xinyan provoke me."
"If you say break up, I will leave completely."
"Look, I wanted to return everything you gave me intact."
"But Qi Xinyan destroyed all these things with your permission."
Qin Zhang gritted his teeth. It turned out that these things were not broken by Lu Mingze himself, but by Qi Xinyan.
But how could he allow that woman to do such a thing?
"But the moment I decided to let go and leave, I didn't blame you."
"I still hope you are doing well, if that is what you expect."
"I lied to you about something. I actually went to see your mother."
"She is a very good person. I was able to enter the factory because of her efforts to protect me against all odds."
"That time I went to her to compensate you for giving me these things, and she agreed."
"And she was willing to give me an extra 500 so that I wouldn't have a hard time navigating this strange city."
Qin Zhang suddenly thought of the receipt he had seen, and sure enough, there was something wrong with the receipt.
Given Lu Mingze's personality, he would definitely do things perfectly.
It is impossible to write so generally.
"I'm a loser. I'm not sure about going to the south. I'm worried that I won't have enough money."
“I’m worried that my job won’t be stable for a while.”
“So I took the money.”
"The money in the envelope is my return to you. Consider it as compensation for my poor management of these things you gave me."
"I know it would be irresponsible of me to just walk away like this."
"But I know if I tell you clearly in person, you will definitely not let me."
"Because of your possessiveness, I'm actually a little afraid of you."
Qin Zhang's tears flowed more and more fiercely: "I'm sorry, I scared you."
"Lu Mingze, can you please come back?"
"I just wanted to scare you. I didn't want you to leave."
He was in tears and choked up several times, almost unable to hold the letter in his hand.
The handwriting below was blurred, but I still forced myself to finish reading the letter, suppressing my sadness.
"Originally I wanted to wish you and Qi Xinyan the best before I left."
"But Qin Zhang, if you want to get married and have children, you'd better think about it carefully."
"Because I don't think she's a good match for you."
"Even if the person you want to marry is not good-looking and has a bad family background."
"But I think the minimum thing is to be kind. I hope your significant other is a very good person who can bear children for you, take care of your parents with you, and you can spend your whole life together."
"As for me, I may have a chance to come back in the future. After all, my home is here."
"Oh, by the way, there is also the matter of Brother Zhaoyi. If you have any connections, I still hope you can help him."
"If you don't want to, just ignore what I said and don't feel burdened."
"Well, finally, I wish you happiness!"
"I'm leaving!"
"Qin Zhang, goodbye!"
The signature is Lu Mingze.
Qin Zhang burst into tears after reading it.
It’s not someone else, it’s him!
He hadn't noticed Lu Mingze's little thoughts long ago.
The one who forced Lu Mingze away was not someone else but him.
It was because he did not explain that Lu Mingze misunderstood.
He had no idea that the misunderstanding between them was so deep.
And he never explained.
Lu Mingze is an inferior and sensitive person. He keeps everything to himself and never speaks out.
He regretted it.
Why didn’t I notice something was wrong earlier?
He never firmly told Lu Mingze that he loved him!
Love him to the core.
It's too late to talk about it now.
I failed to give him a sense of security.
Make him feel that he is not presentable.
He didn't even know he had gone to see his mother.
At this moment, Qin Zhang felt unbearable heartache.
He read the letter several times, and his tears almost dried up.
I can’t believe how much pain Lu Mingze must have felt when he wrote this letter.
He sat in this room until the sun set.
Lu Mingze's presence was no longer in the room, but he was reluctant to leave.
It was not until late at night that the door outside was pushed open.
The light is turned on.
The sudden stimulation of light made Qin Zhang squint his eyes involuntarily.
"son!"
After hearing Qin's mother's exclamation, Qin Zhang slowly adjusted to the light and looked towards the door.
"Mom, why are you here?" Qin Zhang curled the corners of his mouth.
But he looked very bad, his eyes were slightly swollen, and he looked like he had lost his soul.
Mother Qin was heartbroken when she saw this.
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