Chapter 20 No Regrets



Seven o'clock in the evening.

Lu Wenxing and Gu Yanshen made an appointment to have dinner at a restaurant near the shopping mall. When Lu Wenxing was brought to the private room by the waiter, Gu Yanshen was already waiting for him inside.

The heating was turned on in the restaurant. Gu Yanshen took off his coat and put on a slightly loose gray wool sweater. With his eyelashes drooped, he looked at the script in his hand.

"Sorry, I'm late."

Gu Yanshen closed the script in his hand and turned to look at Lu Wenxing. He was wearing an off-white coat and holding a paper bag in his hand.

"I'm early."

After Lu Wenxing sat down, he took off his coat and asked, "What do you want to talk to me about, Teacher Gu?"

Gu Yanshen handed the menu to Lu Wenxing, "Eat first, and talk while you eat."

We would have to wait a while for the dishes to be served. The box was too quiet, and there were only him and Gu Yanshen there. Lu Wenxing felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't help but ask another question.

"Teacher Gu, are you looking for me because of the audition?"

"Yes." Gu Yanshen asked straight to the point.

"I don't know if you have read the novel 'One Hundred Ghosts'."

Gu Yanshen believed that Lu Wenxing would take notes while watching movies, and if he had a hobby of reading, he would definitely take reading notes as well.

Lu Wenxing has actually read this novel. He is an omnivore and is usually very curious. No matter if it is a novel, gossip or unofficial history, as long as the story is interesting, he will read it.

He would read novels with strong literary qualities, as well as some melodramatic novels.

"One Hundred Ghosts" was a very popular fantasy novel last year. Lu Wenxing was recommended to read it by his roommate. This novel has a sufficient plot, suspense and hooks, and it is probably the kind of novel that you want to finish reading it in one go and can't stop.

This is different from the type of movies Gu Yanshen has made in the past. Lu Wenxing has seen all of Gu Yanshen's movies, most of which are realistic themes.

Gu Yanshen won the three major award for Best Actor for the first time at the age of 25. Before that, he had won many awards, big and small, from supporting roles to leading roles.

In addition to Gu Yanshen's excellent acting skills and character portrayal, a good movie also includes an interesting story itself, as well as profound ideas and themes.

They all complement each other.

Lu Wenxing was still a little surprised, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was nothing.

Gu Yanshen has never filmed this kind of fantasy movie, but an actor has to constantly challenge himself and his role.

"Is this Mr. Gu's new movie?"

"right."

"I'm looking forward to it." Lu Wenxing is not a fan of Gu Yanshen, but he is a fan of the movie. To be precise, he is only a fan of the character and not the person.

So when he first met Gu Yanshen, he had no other thoughts except being a little surprised.

“I’m looking forward to it, too.”

Gu Yanshen looks serious and cold when he has no expression. The tails of his eyes are slightly long. When he looks at you seriously, it gives people the illusion of tenderness and affection. The contrast is particularly strong.

Lu Wenxing had been looked at so seriously by Gu Yanshen more than once, but he still couldn't stand it. He lowered his eyes, and his thick and long eyelashes covered the unnatural eye color.

Gu Yanshen withdrew his gaze, picked up the goblet on the table and took a sip.

"But I look forward to working with you even more."

The deep and pleasant voice was like a feather falling on Lu Wenxing's heart, very light but a presence that could not be ignored.

Lu Wenxing's hands tightened unconsciously, his expression remained unchanged, and his voice was calm, "I'm sorry, I have no interest in filming, so I can only disappoint Teacher Gu's expectations."

His answer seemed perfunctory but there was nothing to fault with because his appearance was so deceptive.

It was difficult for Gu Yanshen to deny his words, especially when Lu Wenxing looked at him seriously.

The two of them sat face to face, apparently not far apart, yet seemed very far apart.

If it wasn't the first time they met, Gu Yanshen would have accidentally witnessed Lu Wenxing's casualness, and during the interview, he discovered Lu Wenxing's inattentiveness.

He was almost intimidated by Lu Wenxing's well-behaved and humble behavior.

Gu Yanshen was sure that the Lu Wenxing he saw when they first met was the real him.

When Lu Wenxing was complaining about his interview attitude, he accidentally heard it. Anyone else would be embarrassed and at a loss.

But Lu Wenxing was not embarrassed at all, and greeted him calmly and calmly as if nothing had happened.

But after two episodes of recording, not only did they not become more familiar with each other, they seemed to be even more distant.

The only time Lu Wenxing showed a little bit of his true self was when he was recording in a bar.

Perhaps it was because of his interest, or perhaps it was because of the atmosphere, Lu Wenxing half-jokingly asked him to make cocktails and also urged him to go watch the show.

In short, it is much more frank than calling him "Teacher Gu" all the time now.

Gu Yanshen did not realize at this moment that his excessive attention to Lu Wenxing was unprecedented.

The waiter knocked on the door to deliver the food, and the conversation between the two was temporarily suspended.

Gu Yanshen had ordered a few dishes before, and when Lu Wenxing came, he added a few more dishes, so the table was full.

This is a Chinese restaurant that brings together specialties from various regions.

He had eaten with Lu Wenxing when he was recording a variety show before. Lu Wenxing always chose spicy dishes, so Gu Yanshen ordered a few delicious appetizers based on the spicy taste.

"Let's eat first."

Gu Yanshen said so, and Lu Wenxing had no objection. He just didn't understand why Gu Yanshen was so persistent in getting him to film and even came to him in person. This was too magical.

Shouldn't the person he is looking for be the protagonist, Shou Wenyu?

Why is it different from the plot he knows?

Is there another deviation, or is it caused by his change?

The reason why Lu Wenxing is determined to quit the industry is not because he really wants to quit. He likes filming, and he likes it very much. But he is worried that changing the plot will lead to a butterfly effect.

Assuming he doesn't leave the entertainment industry and doesn't follow the cannon fodder plot, will the world consciousness eventually force him to complete the plot line, as written in the novel?

This is the problem that Lu Wenxing has been worried about.

What he could be sure of now was that the plot had not yet been disturbed by the world consciousness.

But not now, what about in the future?

Lu Wenxing thought that quitting was the best option because even if the world consciousness forced the plot to be triggered, as long as he quit before that, he would not pose any threat to the protagonist at all, and perhaps the world consciousness would not be able to interfere with him.

But in fact, Lu Wenxing has an even bolder idea.

The world consciousness does not exist at all, or it can't interfere with him, so even if he stays in the entertainment industry, as long as he doesn't provoke the protagonists, there will be no forced plot.

But all the examples listed are just Lu Wenxing’s guesses and cannot be verified at present. He can only choose to withdraw from the circle in a safer way to reduce the risk.

"Try the spicy chicken."

Gu Yanshen can eat spicy food, but he usually doesn't eat much. He still pays more attention to eating light and healthy food. He often shoots movies and schedules non-stop. In order to stay healthy, he regulates himself through diet and fitness.

Most of the dishes ordered today were to cater to Lu Wenxing's taste, and we chose oily and spicy foods.

Lu Wenxing reached out and picked up a piece of spicy chicken.

The color is shiny brown and red, and it looks quite appetizing.

At home, Ms. Lu, Mr. Xie and Xie Chengfei all don't eat spicy food. When Lu Wenxing eats with them, he will accommodate their tastes, but if he eats alone, he can't eat anything without spicy food.

The spicy diced chicken has a strong spicy flavor, a salty and fragrant taste, and is crispy and soft with a slight sweet aftertaste.

When Lu Wenxing ate the delicious food, his eyes lit up and he was in a very good mood.

During the meal, Gu Yanshen only recommended delicious dishes to Lu Wenxing and did not mention any topics related to filming.

When Lu Wenxing had almost finished eating, Gu Yanshen began to ask about some topics related to his interests and hobbies, and always ended up leading to movies or TV series.

For example, he would ask Lu Wenxing which one he prefers, science fiction or suspense films?

After mentioning suspense films, he would ask Lu Wenxing what movies he had a deep impression of or particularly liked.

Then Lu Wenxing discovered that as long as he could name a movie, even if it was a niche movie, Gu Yanshen had watched it all. And every one of them was very impressive. They could talk about the plot, the characters, and the movie itself.

Whether it is the film's theme, concept, casting, or character creation, Lu Wenxing has his own unique views.

Gu Yanshen does not judge right or wrong, and this is not a question of right or wrong, because different angles and perspectives will also lead to different understandings.

What surprised Gu Yanshen was that Lu Wenxing's views were in many ways the same as his.

Because of this, Gu Yanshen became even more certain that Lu Wenxing was definitely lying to him about not being interested in filming.

As long as Lu Wenxing is willing, they can have a lot of common topics.

"Which character do you like in the novel "One Hundred Ghosts"? "

"I like Xue Ningning."

Like all fans of the book, Lu Wenxing also likes the character of the heroine the most. The heroine takes her master’s surname, Xue, and her given name, Ning. Xue Ningning is the nickname that the fans of the book call her after their master.

Gu Yanshen was not surprised, "Except Xue Ning?"

"Mo Xu." Lu Wenxing said, and then asked, "Teacher Gu is playing Mo Xu, right?"

"yes."

"Xue Ning is cast as Song Jiajia."

"So is this the third time that Teacher Gu and Sister Jiajia have worked together?"

It was Gu Yanshen's turn to be surprised.

The first time Song Jiajia worked with him was three or four years ago. At that time, Song Jiajia was not as famous as he is now and was just a third or fourth-tier actor.

She didn't play the female lead, but the fourth female role.

The movie was broadcast and received good responses, but the character played by Song Jiajia was not likable and she did not become popular because of the movie.

But this movie gave Song Jiajia a new opportunity, and Song Jiajia made it this far step by step, steadily and steadily.

The second collaboration was a variety show recording.

The third time was the movie "One Hundred Demons".

Gu Yanshen grasped the key point in Lu Wenxing's words, "Have you seen "Chasing"? "

"Chasing" is the first film that Gu Yanshen and Song Jiajia collaborated on.

After asking, Gu Yanshen felt that it was not surprising that Lu Wenxing had seen it. He had a wide range of interests, so even if he had seen all his movies, it wouldn't mean anything.

"Yes, I have seen all of Teacher Gu's movies."

Gu Yanshen's heart suddenly started beating out of control, even though he knew that Lu Wenxing was simply saying that he had seen the movie he starred in, but Lu Wenxing looked too focused and serious, and even his peach blossom eyes were full of affection, so it was hard not to arouse people's imagination with his words.

"Then Xingxing is my fan?" Gu Yanshen felt a little nervous when he asked this question.

“I guess so.”

"What do you mean by considered?"

"Every role played by Mr. Gu happens to be one that I like." Lu Wenxing thought for a moment and said, fearing that he had not made himself clear, he added, "Only the roles."

Gu Yanshen: “…” His heartbeat instantly returned to calm, as if it had never been beating so violently.

"Then if someone else plays this role, would you be his fan?" Gu Yanshen suddenly asked a meaningless question.

Lu Wenxing: “Don’t answer hypothetical questions.”

Gu Yanshen: "..."

Even though it was a bit unpleasant, Lu Wenxing finally stopped being polite and there was a breakthrough in their relationship.

"You just said you like Mo Xu more, right?"

"I like Xue Ningning more, and Mo Xu second." Lu Wenxing corrected him seriously.

Gu Yanshen: "..."

Is it necessary to be so serious?

Gu Yanshen finally understood that Lu Wenxing would not actively fight for the camera when recording variety shows, probably because he was not very interested. No matter what topic was discussed, Lu Wenxing was similar to him and always stayed out of the group chat.

Only when he is cueed individually will he look at the camera and answer seriously.

Because Lu Wenxing was not very interested in those topics, when it came to topics that he cared about, he would argue about them clearly.

"Okay, anyway, your favorite ones are Xue Ning and Mo Xu." Gu Yanshen paused for a second and continued, "If that's the case, I don't think you have any reason to refuse the audition."

"If the audition is successful, you can get close to 'Xue Ning' and 'Mo Xu' and incorporate your own views on the characters into the roles you play."

"There are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand people." Gu Yanshen looked at Lu Wenxing with a focused expression and a serious tone.

"But stars, if you want, maybe you can be Hamlet."

What Gu Yanshen meant was that everyone has different opinions on a work, but as long as Lu Wenxing agrees to audition, he may be able to become the work itself, and he can use his own opinions to shape the role.

This is an irresistible temptation for actors who love acting.

Lu Wenxing: “…!”

Wrong decision!!!

He was completely led by Gu Yanshen today. Gu Yanshen had been lowering his guard from the beginning. Starting with the plate of spicy diced chicken, Gu Yanshen had been testing his preferences.

Talk to him about movies, roles... All the topics discussed before were actually to pave the way for the last part.

I have to say, Gu Yanshen is really good.

He had to admit that Lu Wenxing was moved.

But reason still pulled Lu Wenxing's impulsive heart back, and the words of rejection circled on his lips.

To be honest, he himself felt that he was a bit ungrateful. If it were anyone else, there would be no need for Gu Yanshen to invite him again and again.

Not to mention other people, even Lu Wenxing himself, if he didn’t know the so-called plot, he would agree to it at the first moment.

Perhaps seeing Lu Wenxing's dilemma, Gu Yanshen did not urge Lu Wenxing to agree. He raised the goblet and shook the bright juice in the glass, then gently touched Lu Wenxing's glass.

Gu Yanshen came by car and couldn't drink alcohol, so he had a glass of juice instead, but it didn't affect his ability to taste the juice as red wine.

Lu Wenxing came back to his senses, picked up the wine glass on the table and returned the toast. The two of them took a sip with different thoughts.

"Xingxing, there's no need to rush to answer me." Gu Yanshen curled his lips into a smile, and was particularly considerate to give Lu Wenxing time to think.

"I want to ask a question."

What Gu Yanshen said was "I want to", not "can I".

After saying this, Gu Yanshen asked directly, "You actually like filming very much, why do you say you are not interested?"

"No need to explain. I can tell whether you like it or not." Gu Yanshen's eyes have never left Lu Wenxing since then.

"You know what? The most rebellious thing I did when I was 18 was to give up studying abroad despite my father's opposition and change my college entrance examination application to choose the Film Academy."

Lu Wenxing looked at Gu Yanshen in surprise. He never expected that the growth history of a generation of movie emperor would be like this.

“This is the most rebellious thing I have ever done, but also the luckiest thing I have ever done.”

"I don't know what you are worried about. I just want to tell you that a rebellious decision is not necessarily a wrong one."

These words made Lu Wenxing's heart beat violently several times.

The most rebellious decision is not necessarily the wrong one.

Seeing Lu Wenxing's reluctance, Gu Yanshen continued his efforts. "Xingxing, can you tell me what you are worried about?"

Lu Wenxing suppressed his violently beating heart. When it came to this, he had too many worries.

He was worried about the plot, worried about being cannon fodder, worried about getting his family involved...

However, he couldn't tell this to Gu Yanshen. No one would believe him even if he did. Gu Yanshen might even think he was suffering from paranoia.

Lu Wenxing calmed himself down and told a lie.

"The workload is tight next semester, so I can't spare the time."

"Can't you spare a month?"

"One month?" Lu Wenxing looked at Gu Yanshen in surprise.

Gu Yanshen didn't know why he reacted so strongly to this, and nodded.

"Yes. I want you to audition for the role of 'Mo Xu' in my youth, which is another me."

In "One Hundred Demons", one of them is an illusion, and the other is a real existence.

The transformed "Mo Xu" does not play a large role in the plot, but he is a very important existence. In addition to the contrast between the two characters, one good and one evil, he plays a more supporting role. The comparison between the two will make the character of "Mo Xu" who has gone through all kinds of difficulties more full.

"Teacher Gu asked me to audition for the role of 'Mo Xu' in his youth?"

Lu Wenxing didn't know whether he should be surprised that the role was played by two people, or whether he should be surprised that the audition spot Gu Yanshen reserved for him was for such an important role.

"Yes." Gu Yanshen had noticed Lu Wenxing's emphasis on time, so he continued the topic.

"The young man 'Mo Xu' will not appear in many scenes, so the filming can be completed in a month at most."

"There are still three episodes of variety show recording to go until early March. But this movie will start shooting in February, and if everything goes well, it will be finished before March."

Lu Wenxing wants to quit the entertainment industry. He has set a time limit for himself to announce his retirement after the broadcast of "Weekend Without Limits". But if according to Gu Yanshen, the filming period is before his retirement, then...

"It's getting late. I'll take you back."

"Don't bother Teacher Gu. I can go back by myself."

Gu Yanshen chuckled, "You call me Teacher Gu, so it's only right that I take care of you."

"Let's go."

Without giving Lu Wenxing a chance to refuse, Gu Yanshen took the car keys and left with Lu Wenxing.

Gu Yanshen went out alone today and drove a low-key car. The car drove out of the underground garage and soon disappeared into the night.

Along the way, Gu Yanshen did not mention anything related to the audition. He only left after sending people to the school gate.

It was not until Gu Yanshen's car disappeared from Lu Wenxing's sight that he withdrew his gaze and walked towards the dormitory building.

There are not many students staying on campus during the winter vacation, but there are still teachers on duty and students can live in the dormitories as usual. The only difference is that the cafeteria is not open, so students have to eat out or order takeout.

After returning to the dormitory, Lu Wenxing took a shower, lay on the bed and played with his mobile phone for a while, and sent a WeChat message to Gu Yanshen at the right time.

【ET】Has Teacher Gu arrived home?

【.】Just arrived,

【ET】Thank you, Teacher Gu, for treating me to dinner today. Go to bed early.

【. 】Good evening.

Lu Wenxing also typed out a "good night" and sent it out. After turning off the lights and lying down, Lu Wenxing couldn't sleep. He couldn't help but think of what Gu Yanshen said before he left.

"I hope that this time, the stars can give me the answer I want."

After Lu Wenxing woke up, he received a WeChat message from Xie Chengfei with a photo at the bottom.

The photo was taken in Xie Chengfei's classroom, facing the blackboard with a few big words written on it.

-No regrets

【x】Inspirational quotes from our class as they prepare for the college entrance exam

Lu Wenxing stared at the photo for a long time.

Finally, he exited WeChat, opened the call log, and called back the first call.

Since you can't change the result of quitting the circle, don't leave any regrets for yourself before you quit.

——Beep.

The phone rang for a long time but no one answered. The ringing tone and Lu Wenxing's heartbeat gradually overlapped, and the phone was automatically hung up when it was about to exceed a minute. Lu Wenxing's breathing slowed down.

——Beep.

"Hello, Star?"

A familiar cold voice came from the receiver, and Lu Wenxing's heartbeat quickened unconsciously. He suppressed the nervousness in his heart and tried to make his voice sound calmer.

"Teacher Gu, can I... still take part in the audition?"

The author has something to say: Gu Shen Shen: The stars have taken the initiative, and they are getting married. Happy New Year's Eve!!!

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