After more than three months in the crew, the filming was not finished. It was the Spring Festival, so the director gave us a week off.
During the Spring Festival in previous years, Gu Yanshen would not accept any notices, but would choose to travel to other places alone.
Growing up, I spent many holidays alone. I used to want to spend holidays with my family, but after I passed the age where I needed my family’s company, I started to like being alone.
He still remembers the first New Year's Eve when he met Lu Wenxing. It was Lu Wenxing who agreed to take the role in "One Hundred Ghosts" and the two talked on the phone.
It was also the New Year's Eve of that year. In addition to the company of the bells, there was also Lu Wenxing's words "Happy New Year".
Gu Yanshen once again realized that it is a happy thing to have someone's company.
Lu Wenxing saw Gu Yanshen holding the script and wondering what he was thinking, so he walked over and asked him.
"The crew is on holiday for a week, how are you going to spend the Spring Festival, Mr. Gu?"
Gu Yanshen smiled and said, "I used to live alone and didn't have any plans. Now I listen to my boyfriend."
Lu Wenxing had heard about Gu Yanshen's childhood and knew that this was his personality. His parents each started a new family, and he didn't want to bother anyone, so he chose to live alone.
"My parents and I have discussed it and will take Xiao Cheng and the others to the Wen family. Teacher Gu, please come home with me."
"good."
Since he was going to the Wen family for the New Year, Gu Yanshen had to prepare New Year gifts. He also had to send New Year gifts to his mother who was far away abroad. He also had to go to the Gu family. In previous years, he also went to the Gu family in advance to deliver gifts, but he would not stay for dinner or stay overnight.
This year was no exception. Gu Yanshen drove to Gu's house carrying the gifts he had prepared in advance.
Unexpectedly, Gu Yanshen saw Gu Ansheng sitting on the sofa.
"dad."
"Um."
Gu Ansheng responded and didn't say anything else. Gu Yanshen took the New Year's gift as usual.
"Brother." Gu Yanning had already talked to Gu Yanshen on the phone. When he saw him coming, he came down with a game controller. "Want to play games with me?"
"No."
"Please play with me. It's boring to play alone."
Gu Yanning had already connected the TV in the living room and forcefully handed the game controller to Gu Yanshen, "It's so boring at home during the winter vacation."
"How old are you? Do you still need someone to play with you?"
"That's different."
Gu Yanning stole a glance at Gu Ansheng and saw that his father didn't say anything, which meant that he tacitly allowed him to play games in the living room. He had played in the living room before, but Gu Ansheng was dissatisfied and asked him to go back to his room to play.
The TV in the room is not as big as the one in the living room.
"Left, left."
"Hit him!"
Gu Yanning stood up while playing the game. Gu Ansheng sat there without saying a word and glanced at his young son who was about to rush into the TV screen.
He looked at Gu Yanshen, who was sitting cross-legged on the ground, calmly, not like he was controlling a game controller, and sighed imperceptibly. He rarely saw Gu Yanshen express too much emotion.
When he was very young, Gu Yanshen was like this. No matter how he scolded him, or even when he got angry and started hitting him, Gu Yanshen would just stand there motionless and let him scold and beat him.
He doesn't even know how to hide, and he doesn't explain. He has a very stubborn temper.
Later on, Gu Ansheng didn't even know how to get along with his son, and he hardly paid any attention to him after he entered high school.
Gu Yanshen chose his own boarding school, and except for coming back once a week, the father and son rarely met. At that time, the company was busy, so Gu Yanshen didn't need him to worry about his studies.
Gu Ansheng felt guilty, but he always compensated Gu Yanshen financially. Every time he brought a gift to Gu Yanning, he would ask Gu Yanshen what he wanted, and the answer he got every time was "no thanks".
He didn't know what Gu Yanshen liked, so he just bought whatever other children of his age had. However, Gu Yanshen would not show any joy when receiving gifts.
Gu Ansheng had a headache because of this, but later he thought about it and let it go. After all, he didn't spend enough time with him when he was a child, so it was natural for Gu Yanshen to be dissatisfied. During the high school period, he thought he was very indulgent to Gu Yanshen.
Gu Yanshen kept silent and looked obedient, but he was secretly preparing a big move. When he found out that Gu Yanshen had changed his major, he was so angry that he lost all reason.
He believed that Gu Yanshen was deliberately using his future to take revenge on him.
This reminded Gu Ansheng of the time when Gu Yanshen was abused by his nanny as a child but the nanny kept silent and waited for him to find out.
It was like taking revenge on him, seeing him feeling guilty.
This really felt like a thorn in Gu Ansheng's heart. He had never thought about why a five-year-old child would have such a strong desire for revenge.
Knowing that Gu Yanshen decided to become an actor, he slapped Gu Yanshen, suspended his card, and kicked him out of the house.
He thought he could wait until Gu Yanshen admitted his mistake, but he underestimated Gu Yanshen. How could he possibly come back and admit his mistake?
Since then, Gu Yanshen rarely went home. But on the eve of the New Year and other festivals, Gu Yanshen would go home, just to visit, give some gifts and leave.
It was almost dinner time, and Gu Yanning asked him to stay for dinner. He had already guessed that he would be rejected, but Gu Yanning would always ask.
"Yan Shen, your father is here today. You haven't eaten at home in several years, so just stay." Jiang Li took off her apron and walked over.
"Yes, brother, please stay for dinner. Today's dishes are made by my mom and my aunt. Didn't you like my mom's cooking?"
Gu Yanning held Gu Yanshen and kept glancing at Gu Ansheng, hoping that his father could say something.
"No, I..."
"Let's have a meal before we go."
Gu Yanshen was slightly startled. When he left home a few years ago, he would avoid coming when his father was at home, just drop off some things and leave. When they met occasionally, they would just exchange a few words and the conversation would end.
This was the first time that Gu Ansheng kindly invited Gu Yanshen to stay for dinner after he left home.
"I made the shrimp and crab today." Jiang Li advised again, "Your father asked me to make them. He said you like them."
Jiang Li knew that Gu Yanshen liked to eat shrimps and crabs, but she specifically mentioned that it was Gu Ansheng who told her to do so, because she wanted to ease the relationship between the father and son.
"good."
Hearing Gu Yanshen's agreement, Gu Yanning happily pushed Jiang Li to the kitchen, "Mom, I want to eat crabs too."
At the dinner table, Gu Yanning and Jiang Li were the ones who livened up the atmosphere, while Gu Yanshen and Gu Ansheng were both listening silently, occasionally responding with a few words.
After dinner, Gu Yanshen had no intention of staying.
"It's getting late, Dad. Aunt Jiang, I'm leaving first."
"Drive slower."
As soon as Jiang Li finished speaking, Gu Ansheng suddenly asked, "When did you and Lu Wenxing meet?"
Gu Yanshen paused and Gu Ansheng asked again.
"When did you start liking men?"
"After meeting Lu Wenxing."
Gu Ansheng opened his mouth, and Gu Yanshen raised his eyes and looked straight at Gu Ansheng.
"If it's not a blessing, then there's no need to say it."
"Whether you accept it or not, I will only be with him. Just like when you disagreed with me going to film school and entering the entertainment industry, it would not change any of my decisions."
Gu Ansheng frowned, "He likes you now, but what about in the future? Will he be with you? He is one of the heirs of the Wen family, and he will definitely find a girl to marry in the future."
"He won't."
"Even if not, can you definitely be together?" Gu Ansheng said calmly.
"You've never been in a relationship, and you don't have any close friends or classmates. Since you're with him, you must really like him. But if you like him so much, will he always like you?"
"He is seven years younger than you, and he doesn't have much experience. How much does he like you? Maybe they fell in love while filming together. If he works with other people in the future, or meets someone who is more compatible with him, and they have more contact, will he still like you?"
"Your mother and I were very romantic from the time we met to the time we got married. I loved her very much, and she loved me, too. I never doubted our love for each other, but how long can love last? As time went by, we realized that it was not suitable."
Gu Yanshen said seriously: "I know whether it is suitable or not."
"I'm worried about you." Gu Ansheng suppressed his anger, "Yes, what happened to you when you were a child is because I was not competent as a father. I don't want you to forgive me, I'm just reminding you."
"Especially in the entertainment industry where it's easy to be blinded, feelings never maintain their value."
"I don't doubt that he likes you now, but how long can his love last?"
"So..." Gu Yanshen asked calmly, "What do you want to say? To make me break up with him?"
Gu Ansheng was choked. When he knew that Gu Yanshen was with a man, his first reaction was anger, but Jiang Li stopped him and prevented him from looking for Gu Yanshen.
Knowing that Gu Yanshen would be back today, Jiang Li also talked a lot with Gu Ansheng last night. Just as Gu Yanshen said, he opposed Gu Yanshen entering the entertainment industry, but opposition could not change any results.
During the first few years after Gu Yanshen entered the entertainment industry, Gu Ansheng also thought that perhaps the novelty would wear off and it would be difficult to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry without the support of capital, especially for a nobody who had just debuted.
Until now, Gu Yanshen has shown through his actions that he does not need to rely on anyone, nor does he need the help of his father.
In Gu Yanshen's life, he seemed to be just a father in name only, but had never really participated in his life.
Jiang Li immediately came out to smooth things over, "Your father is just concerned about you, he has no other intentions. You and the child will be fine, let Yan Ning see you off."
Receiving Jiang Li's eye signal, Gu Yanning walked over. "Brother, when will you take me to see Xing Xing? I want to show off my picture with him to my classmates."
Gu Yanshen didn't go to see Gu Ansheng, but said to Jiang Li, "Aunt Jiang, I'm leaving first."
"Okay, Yan Shen, drive slowly on the road and be careful."
Gu Ansheng opened his mouth but said nothing more. He looked at Gu Yanshen's back and sighed.
Jiang Li sat next to Gu Ansheng, "I've learned about it. Lu Wenxing is a good kid, he won't have the things you worry about. The kid finally agreed to stay for dinner, why do you keep saying things he doesn't like to hear."
"You are just like this. If you had said something nice, Yan Shen wouldn't have refused to live at home for so many years. When he was a child, his father didn't care about him and his mother wasn't around. He had no one to talk to about anything. Even if you don't feel sorry for him, I feel sorry for him too."
"He has such a stubborn temper. If I ask him to stay, will he stay?" Gu Ansheng was also angry. "He seems to be quiet, but when he makes a fuss, it makes a big noise."
…
"Brother, don't take Dad's words to heart." Gu Yanning carefully observed Gu Yanshen's expression, but Gu Yanshen often had no expression and his emotions could not be seen at all.
"You and Brother Xingxing will definitely be together forever."
"When you get married, I will give you a big gift..."
Gu Yanshen walked to the car door and glanced at Gu Yanning who was not wearing a coat. "Come in, it's windy outside."
"I'm not cold. I'll wait until you leave before going in."
Gu Yanshen didn't say much, started the car and left Gu's house.
Gu Yanning felt relieved when he saw the car leave, but he also felt a little upset. He remembered some things from his childhood, but not others.
All I know is that he was naughty when he was a kid and he often made trouble for Gu Yanshen. Sometimes he would be jealous that Jiang Li treated Gu Yanshen better than he did, and he even said some unpleasant things to him.
He heard from Jiang Li that when she married Gu Ansheng, Gu Yanshen was eight years old.
Gu Yanshen did not resist nor show any unhappiness towards the appearance of his stepmother Jiang Li.
Very quiet, unlike a child of this age.
After Jiang Li arrived at Gu's house, he took on the responsibility of taking care of Gu Yanshen, and the two lived in peace.
For a while, Jiang Li could feel the change in Gu Yanshen's attitude towards her. Jiang Li was a little happy because she found that Gu Yanshen seemed to be a little closer to her.
Gu Ansheng was also slightly relieved, as this made him temporarily forget that he was an incompetent father.
The days seemed peaceful until one day, when Gu Yanshen came home from school and saw Jiang Li fainted at home.
Gu Yanshen was a little panicked. He didn't know how long Jiang Li had been unconscious or whether his life was in danger. He hurriedly called 120 and called Gu Ansheng, but no one answered.
When Gu Ansheng rushed to the hospital, the doctor said Jiang Li was pregnant and a little weak, so she needed to be well taken care of.
Gu Ansheng's first reaction was to go to Gu Yanshen. He felt a little guilty. He was worried that Gu Yanshen would misunderstand that he was being abandoned again, so he pulled Gu Yanshen to explain for a long time, and promised that he would not treat him badly because he had a younger brother or sister.
Gu Yanshen just looked at him indifferently and responded calmly without any special reaction.
This made Gu Ansheng feel a little uneasy, but he tried to get along with Gu Yanshen. However, Gu Yanshen's reaction made Gu Ansheng feel a little tired.
Later, Jiang Li's belly gradually grew bigger, and his mind was focused on his unborn child. He didn't want to be regarded as an incompetent father again, so he paid special attention to Gu Yanning.
Like all fathers, he appears when his children need company. Gu Yanning is indeed very lively and cheerful.
Most of the time, Gu Yanshen just stood far away, not disturbing or participating, as if he didn't consider himself a member of this family at all.
Gu Yanning has been spoiled since he was a child. Jiang Li has a gentle personality, and Gu Ansheng doesn't know how to make up for Gu Yanshen, so he can only turn all his guilt and fatherly love to Gu Yanning, wanting to be a good father, which leads to over-spoiling.
Gu Yanning was like a little bully when he was young, very naughty and bad.
Because Gu Yanshen didn't let anyone enter his room, and Gu Yanning was naughty at that time, and he insisted on entering even though he was not allowed to.
He also deliberately tore up Gu Yanshen's textbooks and exercise books.
After Gu Ansheng found out, he did not protect Gu Yanning. Instead, he lectured Gu Yanning for the first time and even scolded him until he cried.
Gu Yanning felt very wronged. He smashed anything he saw in the house, regardless of its price.
Jiang Li and Gu Ansheng both thought that Gu Yanshen would not care, but the result was beyond his expectation. Gu Yanshen hit Gu Yanning for the first time.
It was also that time that Gu Yanshen took the initiative to communicate with Gu Ansheng.
"I didn't beat him to vent my anger, I was teaching him a lesson. If you do something wrong, you should be punished. He got angry after doing something wrong and is now smashing things at home. What about in the future?"
Although he is still a junior high school student, Gu Yanshen speaks like a little adult.
After that incident, Gu Yanning especially hated Gu Yanshen, because his parents wouldn't really hit him, but Gu Yanshen would. And when Gu Yanshen hit him, Gu Ansheng and Jiang Li wouldn't intervene, so during that time, Gu Yanning learned to behave well.
For a long time, he hated Gu Yanshen. Until he was in primary school, everyone else wrote about their closest family members, but Gu Yanning wrote about his most hated brother.
Later, Gu Yanning entered junior high school and was in his rebellious period. He was always making trouble. Somehow he got in trouble with some gangsters and they even threatened to start a fight.
Gu Yanning was no match for them and was beaten. His face was bruised and his hand was broken. He was too scared to go home and wandered around the street and met Gu Yanshen who lived nearby.
At that time, Gu Yanshen had been kicked out of home and had not returned for several years.
Gu Yanshen forced Gu Yanning to take him to find the gangsters who beat him up, and called the police, who sent the gangsters directly to the police station.
For the 14-year-old Gu Yanning, asking his parents to call the police was extremely embarrassing and not cool at all. But that was also the first time he knew that Gu Yanshen didn't seem to hate him.
But Gu Yanning only found out later that the group of thugs who beat him were beaten up by Gu Yanshen.
When he saw that he was injured, Gu Yanshen said coldly that he deserved it and warned him not to fight. In the end, he still secretly helped him vent his anger.
After that, Gu Yanning stuck to Gu Yanshen. Even though Gu Yanshen said some disdainful words, he would still take him home.
He changes so many fans every year, not because he is really a fan. It's just that when discussing the entertainment industry, he and Gu Yanshen have more topics to talk about. He will also help him get autographed photos of fans, and can also stay at Gu Yanshen's house under various excuses.
Thinking of this, Gu Yanning suddenly felt that he was right to be a fan of Lu Wenxing. He also found a girlfriend for his brother. In the future, there will be someone to accompany his brother, and they will definitely be together forever.
…
As soon as Gu Yanshen opened the door, he saw Lu Wenxing sitting on the floor choosing a disc.
"You're back?"
Lu Wenxing smiled when she saw him, her eyes sparkling. At this moment, all the unhappy emotions in Gu Yanshen's heart disappeared.
"The last time I went to your villa, you gave me the key to this place, and I came in by myself." Lu Wenxing stood up and took the bag from Gu Yanshen.
"What did you buy? Let me see."
"Snacks and your favorite dishes."
Gu Yanshen and Lu Wenxing agreed to meet tomorrow. On his way back, he went to the supermarket and bought some of Lu Wenxing's favorite food.
But I didn’t expect Lu Wenxing to come early.
"Have you been waiting for a long time? Why didn't you call me?"
"I want to give you a surprise." Lu Wenxing opened a bag of potato chips with curved eyes.
"I was planning to come early tomorrow, but when I woke up in the afternoon I suddenly missed you, so I came to see you."
Lu Wenxing raised his head to kiss Gu Yanshen.
When Gu Yanshen opened the door and came in, he noticed that Gu Yanshen was in a low mood, and guessed that something must have happened after he got home. But Gu Yanshen didn't say anything, so he didn't ask, and waited until Gu Yanshen wanted to say it.
"Teacher Gu is not happy to see me?"
"Happy." Gu Yanshen raised his hands and hugged Lu Wenxing, responding to him seriously. "Very happy."
"I haven't eaten yet." Lu Wenxing let Gu Yanshen hold her and leaned on his chest. "I wanted to wait for you to come back and eat together. Why are you so slow?"
"I didn't know you were coming over. You ate at my dad's place."
"No matter what, you have to eat with me." Lu Wenxing took out his phone from his pocket and asked him. "Is there anything delicious near your home? I'll order takeout."
"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."
"I love everything you cook."
Gu Yanshen was worried that he might feel uncomfortable in the stomach after being hungry for too long, "Let's cook a bowl of noodles, it's faster."
"OK."
Lu Wenxing followed Gu Yanshen into the kitchen, "Why did you come in? Go sit on the sofa."
"Didn't I just say that?"
Gu Yanshen:?
"I missed you so much when I woke up that I want to follow you now."
"If you recruit me again, I will..."
"So what?" Lu Wenxing's eyes hid a smile, and there was a bit of recklessness.
"Kiss you."
Lu Wenxing raised his chin, as if waiting for Gu Yanshen to kiss him. "Hmm? Go ahead and kiss me."
Gu Yanshen: "..."
"Don't make trouble, I'll cook you a bowl of noodles first."
"If you don't kiss me, I'll kiss you."
Before Gu Yanshen could react, Lu Wenxing put his arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips.
The two of them were very close, they could hear each other's heartbeats and feel each other's breath.
Soft and hot.
It makes people unable to stop sinking.
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