But the atmosphere today is just too wonderful.
It was so wonderful that Lu Zhengjun felt she shouldn't miss this opportunity.
One kiss wasn't enough.
"Crescent Moon." Lu Zhengjun stepped back briefly, his voice hoarse as if he were trying his best to endure something.
Su Yueya mustered her courage to look at him, her eyes sparkling brighter than the stars in the sky.
"I want to consummate our marriage, is that alright?" he asked, his eyes filled with longing.
Su Yueya's first reaction was not to agree or refuse, but to be puzzled.
"Husband, you...you're not good at it, are you?"
I know asking this question is a killjoy, but if I don't ask anything and then find out halfway through that Lu Zhengjun is impotent, wouldn't that be even more of a killjoy?
Not only would it spoil the mood, it would also be very awkward.
Su Yueya was afraid of hurting the pride of the man who belonged to Lu Zhengjun.
It's better to ask beforehand.
A hint of embarrassment flashed across Lu Zhengjun's face. It was truly an embarrassing matter to talk about. He had no choice but to tell such a lie that would do him no good.
I feel ashamed to even try to explain myself now.
"I'm not incapable. I didn't lie to you on purpose. I just thought you didn't know anything and I didn't want you to lose your innocence in a confused way. It was also a way to leave you a way out."
It wasn't that Lu Zhengjun was incapable or unwilling; at that time, she was more reluctant to do so.
"I really couldn't find any other excuse at the time, so I just... said I couldn't do it. That way, you would be considerate of my pride and wouldn't ask too many questions, and I wouldn't let it slip..."
Su Yueya was shocked, her eyes widening in surprise.
Lu Zhengjun thought she was angry.
"Crescent Moon, can you please stop being angry with me about what happened in the past? I really didn't mean to lie to you."
No man would willingly tell such a lie; Lu Zhengjun wouldn't have done it unless she was forced to.
"I'm not angry." Su Yueya smiled shyly, feeling that she and Lu Zhengjun were, in some ways, truly in sync.
“I told my parents the same thing when I was at my parents’ house. I said that you lied to me and said you weren’t good enough so they wouldn’t bully me, because I was afraid they would dislike you even more because of your inability. I never expected…”
Unexpectedly, I guessed the truth!
Lu Zhengjun smiled too.
"What a coincidence?" He thought for a moment. Su Yueya was willing to say those things to protect him without knowing the truth, which meant that Yueya also had feelings for him.
“So, you don’t want your family to dislike me,” Lu Zhengjun said firmly.
"Of course!" Su Yueya replied without pausing for even a second.
Just like when Lu Zhengjun was worried that her parents wouldn't accept Su Yueya, when introducing her, she only talked about Su Yueya's good points and pitiful points.
"Then..." After explaining, Lu Zhengjun's eyes regained their aggressive look, "Crescent Moon, is that alright?"
Su Yueya was stunned for a moment before realizing what the "Can I ask?" question was about.
Her face turned even redder.
My face is burning hot. Luckily it's late at night, so Lu Zhengjun probably didn't notice.
"Mmm," she replied in a very low voice.
As if afraid that Lu Zhengjun hadn't heard clearly, she nodded again, blushing.
With permission granted, Lu Zhengjun scooped Su Yueya up in his arms and carried her to the bedroom without hesitation.
Silence speaks louder than words.
Neither of them spoke. The bedroom felt like it was burning hot, as if a brazier had been placed inside.
Before they knew it, the two kissed again.
This wasn't just a light peck; their kiss deepened and their actions became increasingly passionate.
The saying "dry wood and raging fire" is nothing more than this.
When the two of them, panting and out of their minds, reached the final step, it came to an abrupt end.
Su Yueya: "..."
Lu Zhengjun, who had been very proactive and aggressive, suddenly stopped. His chest was still heaving, but his eyes gradually became clearer.
The temperature in the bedroom gradually dropped.
"Honey, what's wrong?" Su Yueya asked shyly.
She even suspected there was something wrong with her heart, wondering how it could beat so fast and so strongly.
“I…” Lu Zhengjun found it difficult to speak.
But there's nothing we can do.
"I don't know what to do..."
Which direction should we go from?
Neither of them had any experience and had never talked to anyone about what this kind of thing between husband and wife was all about, which led to this embarrassing situation.
The two: "..."
Time seemed to freeze for a second.
Then, Lu Zhengjun sat down dejectedly, seemingly arguing with someone, though her expression showed she was quite angry.
What a great opportunity and atmosphere tonight! It was all going so smoothly and naturally, but he messed it all up because he was completely unprepared.
Never before had the life of a top soldier been so bleak.
For a moment, Lu Zhengjun couldn't accept it.
Su Yueya was stunned at first, then found it funny, but she didn't dare to laugh out loud at that moment.
"No, it's alright." Su Yueya quickly got up, put on her clothes, and went over to comfort Lu Zhengjun.
"After all, this is our first marriage, and we don't know these things... that's understandable. Not only do you not know, but I don't know either. Well, we'll naturally understand in the future," Su Yueya said awkwardly, trying to comfort her.
But it actually had no comforting effect whatsoever.
No matter how eloquent one's words may be, they probably cannot alleviate Lu Zhengjun's current mood.
What kind of mess is this...?
"Forget it, let's go to sleep!" Lu Zhengjun chose to give up on herself for the time being.
What can you do?
Does this kind of thing really have to be initiated by the wife?
Lu Zhengjun secretly made up his mind that he would go all out and ask others for help tomorrow.
Even if it's embarrassing, he has to ask.
Such an embarrassing situation must never happen again!
"Okay, okay, let's go to sleep." Su Yueya followed Lu Zhengjun to bed and lay down.
Lu Zhengjun, who usually loves to hug Su Yueya while sleeping, was completely well-behaved tonight. He even felt ashamed and didn't dare to face Su Yueya.
He stood alone, dejected, facing the other side.
I don't know who I'm competing against, or what I'm competing against.
How frustrating!
Su Yueya was initially quite taken aback, as she genuinely didn't understand matters between husband and wife. However, she didn't expect that Lu Zhengjun also didn't understand. Then, seeing Lu Zhengjun's childish reaction, her initial surprise, confusion, and embarrassment turned into wanting to laugh.
Lu Zhengjun is so cute like this!
But Su Yueya dared not say it!
So she gently turned over, lay down on the other side, covered her face with the blanket, and then silently chuckled to herself.
To prevent her giggling from being noticed, she tensed up, afraid that she would laugh too loudly and her whole body would tremble.
so cute!
Despite the laughter, once she calmed down, she actually felt that the whole thing was quite awkward.
It's understandable that Lu Zhengjun lacks experience, but what about her?
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