Even Han Chenyi, who was so arrogant and conceited, stepped into a bottomless dark road without looking back for Yan Rufeng.
Yan Jiang didn't know what kind of person Yan Rufeng was when he was young.
The Yan Rufeng that Yan Jiang heard from Han Qingshen was very different from the father in Yan Jiang's memory.
Yan Jiang said: "As far back as I can remember, he was a taciturn man. He rarely smiled, rarely praised me, and I don't even remember if he ever hugged me."
Since childhood, Yan Jiang has not had a close relationship with his father.
His father always looked at him with complicated eyes. There were several times when he got into fights with others at school and bled, and he went home to complain to his parents.
Nan Yiyi was so distressed that she held him in her arms, kissing and hugging him, loving him for a while. During this time, Yan Rufeng just sat on the sofa and watched the scene of deep affection between mother and son with indifference.
But on that Saturday, Yan Rufeng took Yan Jiang to the Taekwondo gym, enrolled him in classes, and let him practice Taekwondo.
Yan Rufeng loves Yan Jiang, but that love is mixed with too much hatred and helplessness.
Yan Jiang put himself in the other person's shoes and thought about it.
If a woman conspired with Nan Yiyi to give him an aphrodisiac while he was already married to Song Fei and had a child, causing the woman to secretly give birth to their child, Yan Jiang would not like the child either.
He wanted to strangle the child to death, let alone love him!
Yan Jiang should actually be grateful to Yan Rufeng for not killing him.
But, although understanding it in his heart was one thing, Yan Jiang still felt sad.
"He hates me, right? After all, my appearance disrupted his life and broke up his relationship with Han Chenyi."
Yan Jiang drank the half glass of water in one gulp. He shook his head and smiled bitterly, then added, "He hates me, and there's nothing wrong with that. After all, I'm his stain."
His existence is a stain.
Although he didn't want to admit it, Yan Jiang could see the truth clearly.
When Han Qingshen heard the adjective "stain", he subconsciously refuted him: "You are not a stain. In this feud, you are the innocent one. The real guilty ones are Nan Yiyi and your grandmother."
What does the grudges between parents have to do with children?
"Yan Jiang, never think that you are a stain." Staring at Yan Jiang's handsome face, Han Qingshen smiled and said, "You are so beautiful, you are an angel."
Han Qingshen is particularly beautiful when she smiles.
Yan Jiang thought of someone saying that Han Qingshen looked a lot like Han Chenyi. So, Han Chenyi must also be a dashing, romantic, and charismatic man.
"Thirteen years ago, my father was diagnosed with brain cancer, and it was in the late stage."
Han Qingshen held the cup tightly in her hand. She said, "Twenty-seven years ago, Nan Yiyi showed up at my father's office with a big belly and told him the child was Uncle Yan's. When my father found out, he almost went crazy."
"The two of them had a complete falling out and had a huge fight at home. I was very young at the time and don't remember much. I just heard from the housekeeper that during the fight, my father stabbed Uncle Yan with a fruit knife, and Uncle Yan almost lost his life."
"After Uncle Yan saved his life, my father let him go. He didn't want to face Uncle Yan again, and he was also afraid that in his madness, he would do something else to hurt Uncle Yan."
"After Uncle Yan passed away, my father always had headaches, but he never took them seriously. Years later, when the headaches became increasingly severe, he went to the hospital for a checkup and discovered he had advanced brain cancer."
"When his life was judged to be over, my father finally realized what he had lost. For the first time, he bowed his head to someone. He went to Uncle Yan and told him about his physical condition."
"Father's cancer is the fundamental reason why Uncle Yan decided to abandon your family and leave the Yan family."
After listening quietly to Han Qingshen's story, Yan Jiang's mood suddenly became clear.
It turns out that this is the truth behind why Yan Rufeng abandoned his wife and children!
Yan Jiang asked Han Qingshen: "What happened next?"
"later..."
Recalling those unhappy memories, Han Qingshen felt a little sad.
She recounted the memory in a straightforward manner, "In the late stages of brain cancer, my father's eyesight worsened, until he couldn't even see my face clearly. Furthermore, he suffered from recurring vomiting and headaches. When the headaches were severe, he would bang his head against the wall."
"One time, my father hit his head so hard that it was bleeding. It scared Uncle Yan and me. After that, whenever my father wanted to hit his head against the wall, Uncle Yan would stand by the wall and use his body as a wall..."
"During that time, Uncle Yan's stomach was always covered with bruises." When it comes to deep love and loyalty, few people can compare to Yan Rufeng.
Yan Rufeng did feel guilty towards Yan Jiang.
But Yan Rufeng has a clear conscience towards Han Chenyi!
"Less than eight months after Uncle Yan returned, my father passed away. When he died, he was emaciated, with loose skin clinging to every bone. He looked utterly ugly. At that time, my father was suffering every day, and he didn't want Uncle Yan to see him in such an ugly state."
"He smashed things every day and yelled at Uncle Yan to get out. Uncle Yan would always obey and leave. When my father's anger subsided, he would come back as if nothing had happened."
When talking about those things, tears gathered in Han Qingshen's eyes.
The disease is very cruel. It tortured the man who was once full of vigor and ambition into a monster that is neither human nor ghost.
"Witnessing my father's suffering from illness until his death only intensified the hatred in Uncle Yan's heart. He hated your mother, and even more so your ignorant grandmother. So after your grandmother passed away, Uncle Yan never went back to see her."
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