"Or are you saying you're going to die just because you're divorcing Gu Nianci?"
"Xu Ruo..."
"If you are that kind of person, I really will look down on you."
"Is that how you see me?" I stared blankly for a while before looking at Song Qingrong in disbelief and asking, "Or do you think that I'm destined to suffer a fateful marriage with Gu Nianci?"
Song Qingrong still looked at her with the same gaze she used when looking at a stranger, "Then why did you want to die?"
“I…” I was speechless. “I don’t know how to say it.”
"But this is indeed my predicament."
"I will indeed die in a month."
Believe it or not.
“Okay, I believe you!” Song Qingrong suddenly nodded, then turned around and looked at me so seriously. “So just because you think you’re going to die, you’re going to hurt me like that?”
"Do you know what I felt when you left the hotel without hesitation after we slept together, leaving me all alone there?"
Song Qingrong seemed to collapse all at once. I watched as tears streamed down her face. She said with self-mockery, "At that moment, I felt like I was really pathetic."
"I'm so pathetic that I have to use my body to even try to have you."
"The most important thing is that I gave you everything without hesitation, but all I got in return was your heartless departure."
"It's not like that... It's me, it's my fault..." I wanted to comfort her, but I really didn't know how to start. At that moment, I felt like a piece of trash.
He is an utterly wicked person.
It is a...
People who deserve to be abandoned by this world.
I actually hurt someone who loves me so much in the cruelest way.
I deserved it!
"Do you know?" Song Qingrong wiped away her tears, still smiling as she looked at me, but that smile was still like a knife.
"When you came to me, I longed to hear you say: 'Qingrong, don't marry him, let's be together.'"
"But you didn't."
"You're telling me again that there's no possibility between us, and you're telling me again that you can't love me."
"If that's the case, why do you keep appearing in front of me?"
"And now you're telling me you're going to die?"
"Xu Ruo... how can I trust you?"
"I'm so scared, so scared that you won't want me again, you know that!"
"I'm sorry..." At that moment, I finally couldn't hold back any longer and hugged Song Qingrong tightly. I held her tightly, ignoring her struggles, and just held her like that.
Only when she finally stopped struggling did I speak in a trembling voice: "I only have one month left."
"Are you still willing to be with me?"
Are you really going to die?
"Um……"
"I do."
"Even for just one day, I'd be willing!"
...
What does it feel like to be loved?
In all those years, I never truly experienced this. Only now do I realize how wonderful it is to be loved.
Song Qingrong forgave me.
But she didn't ask me again why I was destined to die.
She seemed to believe what I said, yet she also seemed not to believe it at all.
"Xu Ruo, dinner will be ready soon!"
"Okay." Hearing Song Qingrong's voice coming from the kitchen, I quickly got up.
I used to cook for Gu Nianci, but this time Song Qingrong took the initiative to cook for me. Even though I asked her to cook for me repeatedly, she pushed me out of the kitchen.
She said: "A man who works hard all day and doesn't get a full meal when he comes home won't be happy."
She started planning our future...
I walked into the kitchen and watched Song Qingrong busy in the kitchen wearing an apron. Before I knew it, I felt a lump in my throat. Once again, I felt how unfair it was.
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