May 21, 2021, cloudy, in a good mood.
I don't know why, but I'm really happy today. Maybe it's because I discovered something... hahaha!
Let me laugh a little longer...
When I saw this, the corner of my mouth twitched slightly, because my first thought was that what Song Qingrong wrote next would most likely still be related to me.
Sure enough, after skipping a few ellipses, I saw the content I expected.
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Here's the thing: yesterday, after I added that young master Xu, I immediately sent him a hint, but he seemed not to understand my hint and just kept sending me emojis for a long time.
Later, I couldn't hold back anymore, so I stopped replying, thinking that he might realize what I meant later.
Who knew that as soon as I woke up this morning, I saw that he had posted a wedding photo of himself and that Ms. Gu on his WeChat Moments.
I'm now considering whether I should give it another hint.
After all, it would be such a pity if someone so innocent were to be hurt by love.
Fine, I'll just give him a hint. Hopefully, he'll understand my hint this time.
This concludes my diary entry.
My feelings were a mix of emotions.
A memory I had forgotten suddenly flooded my mind like a tidal wave.
On the night of my wedding with Gu Nianci, after the banquet, Gu Nianci went to the company and did not return home all night. I called her again and again, but in the end I only got Gu Nianci's cold reply: "Don't call anymore. There's something going on at the company. I have to work overtime at the company tonight. You go to sleep by yourself."
When he heard her repeat the same excuse she hadn't used in years, he couldn't hold back any longer and shouted for the first time, "Gu Nianci, today is our wedding day!"
"Are company matters more important than this?"
I clearly remember that after I asked the question, Gu Nianci remained silent for a moment before replying, "Xu Ruo, I always thought you understood everything."
"I have something to do, so I'll leave now."
Then, unsurprisingly, the call was disconnected.
After that, that night, I couldn't get through to Gu Nianci on the phone anymore.
And so, as the groom who should have been the happiest, I sat alone at home all night until noon the next day when Gu Nianci reluctantly returned.
At that time, I hadn't completely given up. I thought that Gu Nianci would accept me one day, and I had to redeem her. It didn't matter that she didn't love me now, as long as I loved her, that was enough.
I was using intense self-management, so when I saw her, I still smiled and said, "You're back! Have you had breakfast?"
"If you haven't eaten, I'll make you something."
Unsurprisingly, the response was the same: "No need, I've already eaten."
Then, as she went upstairs, she said, "I'll go back to the Gu family home in a bit."
"The car is already waiting outside."
She didn't look at me even once throughout the entire process.
But when people become obsessed with a relationship, they subconsciously forget their grievances and sadness, and force themselves not to think about those unpleasant things anymore.
I felt the same way at that moment.
When Gu Nianci and I got into the Gu family's car, I forgot about her staying out all night on our wedding day, and I forgot about her cold attitude towards me.
I've also forgotten that even after we got married, she never gave me a second glance.
In the car, I secretly took a picture of her and me, posted it on my WeChat Moments, and then foolishly added the caption: Happy wedding, having you is enough.
...
Thinking about this, I chuckled self-deprecatingly.
Although I've come to terms with it now, looking back, I realize that I was somewhat morbid back then, or rather, it was the matter of redeeming Gu Nianci that made me unconsciously become paranoid.
They are obsessed with completing it.
So obsessed that he forgot himself.
The result of this approach, however, left me battered and bruised.
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