When Song Qingrong left the coffee shop, she looked to be in a bad mood.
She didn't go straight home, but walked alone on the road.
As I listened to her murmur my name from time to time, my feelings became increasingly complicated. I couldn't help but have a thought: I hoped that Song Qingrong would give my ashes to Gu Nianci, or simply throw them away and be done with it.
Don't pay attention to my existence.
Just consider my messages as a prank by some bored person.
so……
She won't still be affected by my traces after losing my memory, because that would be too unfair to her.
Watching her retreating figure, I wanted to comfort her, but seeing people constantly passing by me, I could only smile bitterly and accept this reality. This torment seemed to be the punishment that guy had deliberately left for me.
It seems to like seeing this.
People who love each other cannot be together.
The one you love deeply, but cannot have.
Those who love to the core collapse in despair.
I sighed softly, but just then, I suddenly saw a figure run up to Song Qingrong and block her way.
"I don't understand why you hate me."
"But I feel that Xu Ruo should be very important to me."
"So, I'm asking you..."
"I ask you to give me his ashes."
“You don’t even remember him anymore, what’s the point of having his ashes?” Song Qingrong looked at the panting Gu Nianci, her brows furrowing slightly, but her attitude softened a little. However, she still didn’t give in, and after thinking for a while, she said, “Giving you his ashes is fine too.”
"but……"
"You need to go to his grave and apologize."
"And I buried him myself!"
“Okay!” Gu Nianci nodded decisively without hesitation.
“And there’s that Yan Yin!” Song Qingrong said, as if suddenly remembering her.
“I don’t know her,” Gu Nianci said instinctively.
Song Qingrong said calmly, "She and Xu Ruo are buried together. Although they are not buried together, the same sunflowers are planted in front of their graves. Although those sunflowers have not fully grown yet, you should be able to notice them."
"Their relationship is definitely not ordinary. Even if they are not husband and wife or lovers, they would be very good friends."
“If you are not willing, then I will not give you his ashes.”
“Okay, I agree.” Gu Nianci did not refuse this time.
"Aren't you afraid your fiancé will be unhappy?" Song Qingrong said with a half-smile.
Gu Nianci paused, then fell silent. After a while, she said, "If Xu Ruo really is my husband..."
"Then I shouldn't get married again!"
To be honest, I didn't expect Gu Nianci to say that. In my memory, Gu Nianci is not that kind of person. Even if she has no memory of me now, her attitude towards Xu Yan should not be like this.
Unless the loss of my memories also caused her attitude towards Xu Yan to change.
I looked at Gu Nianci, somewhat puzzled.
Or is it that something else happened between Gu Nianci and Xu Yan without my knowledge? Is that why I know Gu Nianci is acting this way now?
I subconsciously glanced at Gu Nianci again, and my mind recalled that before I died, Gu Nianci's attitude towards me had always been ambiguous, and she had told me some things about her and Xu Yan.
It seems...
What she said is true.
But thinking about it carefully, it makes sense. When I came to this world, the information I received was that Xu Yan's feelings for Gu Nianci were not genuine.
Thinking of this, I sighed softly.
Actually, Gu Nianci was a pitiful person, but it was impossible for us in the end, and I could never fall in love with her again, even though I was still alive at this time. Then she told me: Xu Ruo, I regret it.
I would refuse without hesitation as well.
Belated affection is worthless.
There's no going back in this world.
If it exists, I think I'll be the first to try to find it!
Just then, after a long silence, Song Qingrong finally spoke: "I hope what you said is true."
"I think that way I wouldn't feel inexplicably disgusted whenever I see you now."
Gu Nianci gave a bitter smile and remained silent.
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