This is the first time I've seen Gu Nianci like this.
In my memory, she used to be aloof and unapproachable. I would never have seen her in such a pitiful and distraught state.
Anyone who didn't know better would think someone had wronged her.
Listening to what she said, I gave a self-deprecating laugh.
Everyone says women are fickle, but I never imagined that amnesia could even change one's personality.
The answer she wants to know is one that no one can tell her. Even if I really had the ability to enter her dreams, I have no interest in it.
Call me cruel or cold-blooded if you will.
The moment feelings disappear, all that's left is unfamiliarity.
I stayed by her side all night, and apart from the very beginning, I didn't look at Gu Nianci even once. It wasn't until dawn, when I heard movement on the bed, that I subconsciously looked over.
The first thing Gu Nianci did when she woke up was to look at my urn. After a while, she sighed softly.
She seems to still be struggling with the question of who I am. Clearly, she wasn't dreaming, nor could she get the answer she wanted.
Seeing that she seemed a little annoyed, I couldn't help but laugh and say, "Gu Nianci, give up."
"I'm not important to you, so naturally you wouldn't remember me."
"Please return my ashes."
"I really don't want to stay here for even a second longer."
In the past, I always hoped that one day Gu Nianci could spend the night with me in this house, and we could lean on each other in bed, embracing each other and feeling each other's heartbeats.
Even if I do nothing, I feel I will be very happy.
But now, after spending the night with Gu Nianci, besides feeling depressed, annoyed, and eager to escape from here and avoid seeing her, I don't feel anything else.
I think this might be my true thought.
Just as Gu Nianci said before I died, we were not on the same path. All my actions were just self-indulgence. Now it seems that it was probably because I wanted to complete the task that guy gave me too much that I became obsessed.
That obsession also caused me to completely lose myself.
My feelings for Gu Nianci are not love.
Rather, it was the despair and helplessness of not being able to win her love and not being able to complete the mission.
Unfortunately, Gu Nianci can't hear my voice, so she can't return my ashes as I wish.
I watched her get out of bed, wash up, and then carry my urn downstairs.
Just when I thought she would continue to unpack those origami cranes and ponder what our relationship was, Gu Nianci simply left the room.
This scene immediately gave me a bad feeling.
As expected, Gu Nianci arrived at the Xu family.
She carried my urn into the Xu family home and placed it directly in front of them.
Not only me, but everyone in the Xu family was startled by Gu Nianci's action.
Xu Yao, in particular, was immediately terrified and turned pale. After a while, she angrily questioned, "Gu Nianci, why did you come to our house so early in the morning carrying an urn?"
"What do you want to do?"
Mr. Xu remained calm and waved his hand, saying, "Don't rush."
"Nianci, what's going on?" He looked at Gu Nianci.
Xu's mother stood up abruptly, glanced at Gu Nianci with displeasure, cursed her bad luck, and went upstairs. "You two talk about what's going on. I just can't stand looking at this thing."
"I'll have someone come and clean the house in a bit."
Seeing Xu's mother's reaction, I couldn't help but smile.
She started to hate me after she found out that Xu Yan was her son.
I never expected that seeing my urn would elicit such a reaction.
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