I continued reading.
But what followed made my heart leap into my throat again.
But in my diary, I found someone named Lin Qingxue. I contacted her and discovered that she, like me, didn't remember who you were. However... she also had many of your things.
She said she learned something from what she found about you.
She wanted to go with me to a wedding, and the bride was Gu Nianci.
I don't believe there are such coincidences in this world. She, Gu Nianci, and I are all related to you, yet we have all forgotten about you, and I... inexplicably hate Gu Nianci.
So I think if Lin Qingxue and I were to attend Gu Nianci's wedding, the reason would definitely not be to wish her a happy wedding.
And today... Gu Nianci invited me.
I told her I might not go.
But actually, I will go.
As for what they went there to do...
Let's go and see what happens.
This seemingly ordinary passage has left me deeply disturbed.
Song Qingrong didn't think of me.
But she seemed to have made some decisions. Although she didn't say it in her diary, what she said and her expression at my grave made me realize that she knew what she was going to do at Gu Nianci's wedding.
"They've clearly forgotten me."
"Even though I've already disappeared from your world."
Why must you remain so stubborn?
I looked at Song Qingrong.
I don't know how to describe my current feelings. I can only marvel that the world seems to be showing me what love is through Song Qingrong.
Unfortunately, this is not what I wanted to see.
"Four days left."
"Perhaps there will be other changes?"
I comforted myself inwardly.
...
The night was long, and only after the rain stopped did the sky slowly begin to brighten.
When Song Qingrong woke up, she didn't go to wash up immediately. Instead, she went to the table, picked up her pen and thought for a while before continuing to write in her diary.
Seeing this, I quickly looked over, because her diary was the only way for me to understand her thoughts at that moment.
Song Qingrong quickly finished writing the first sentence.
I've made up my mind.
Next, I will follow the path I wrote in my diary and walk the path I may have walked before.
Finally, I'll decide what I should do if I attend Gu Nianci's wedding.
in addition……
I had a dream last night. Maybe it's because I saw the video today and saw what you look like, that I dreamt about you. In the dream, you were always by my side.
You seem very anxious, and also as if you're afraid I'll do something.
It's as if you're telling me: Song Qingrong, don't overthink it.
But if you knew me, you'd know I'm a stubborn person who likes to overthink. I told Gu Nianci to let go, but as for who you really are...
But I want to know more than anyone else.
Whenever I glance at the memorial tablets on the altar, I silently recite a phrase.
I think maybe I really wanted to marry you?
So, if you were here with me right now, don't try to persuade me. Just stay by my side and see if I still think of you.
If I can remember you, then I think... I must love you very much.
I will go to your grave then and tell you: I love you.
If not, then I'll say goodbye.
"I hope you'll never think of me again." After reading it, I took a deep breath and smiled bitterly.
Song Qingrong also got up at this moment. She looked at the diary and then turned to another page.
I saw two words above: Xitang.
"Let's go to Xitang," Song Qingrong murmured.
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