I originally thought that the goodbye before life and death would mean never seeing each other again.
I only realized it now.
It turns out that meeting again is also possible.
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Spring, 2017.
I have returned to this familiar yet strange world.
What I am familiar with is that I have lived in this world for seven years, experiencing depravity, despair, hope, love, and life and death.
What's unfamiliar is...
I arrived in the spring of 2017, a year I had never experienced before.
This time point is three months earlier than the time I last came into this world.
Three months is neither a long nor a short time.
Because three months is enough time for a lot to happen, and most importantly, if I don't make any changes, I might have to be a beggar for another three months.
I don't know if you can understand that feeling of 'a pang of sadness,' or perhaps a sense of relief in the face of despair? That word might not even be the most vivid description...
But these adjectives probably describe how I feel right now.
It was only at this moment that I understood what that guy meant by 'embracing the past'.
It brought me back to this world; to put it simply, I was reborn.
This means that I can see Song Qingrong, Yan Yin, Lin Qingxue, and all the people I've already said goodbye to once again.
How could I not feel a pang of sadness?
It took me half a day to accept this fact.
After that, I started to think.
What do I need to do, and what should I do?
In conclusion, I summarized three things.
First, find Song Qingrong.
If I follow the timeline of my previous life, I would need to meet Song Qingrong, the makeup artist, four years later, at my wedding with Gu Nianci. But that would take four years, and I can't wait. I owe Song Qingrong so much. I also promised her that if possible, I would give her a future.
Now that I have the opportunity, I will naturally go to her, even if she doesn't like me or know me at this time, it doesn't matter.
This time, it's my turn to pursue her.
Second, find Yan Yin.
Yan Yin's passing has always been a regret for me. If I had found that doctor named Xu Wei earlier, perhaps Yan Yin wouldn't have died. Now, seven years earlier, it means that Yan Yin's cancer has unlimited hope. The only potential problem is that Xu Wei may not be an expert in cancer yet, but that's okay. I have plenty of time to wait. As long as I can find Yan Yin, I can find Xu Wei later.
However, Yan Yin should be around fourteen years old now, and most likely still in junior high school.
And one last thing...
It's important to me, yet it's also not important.
Because of this matter, concerning the Xu family.
Before Gu Nianci and Xu Yan's wedding, I had no lingering attachment to the Xu family. However, the questions asked by Song Qingrong and Lin Qingxue at the wedding, and the silence of Xu's father's family, seemed to tell me that my being taken away by the Xu family was not a misunderstanding, but rather there was another hidden story behind it.
This hidden story is what I care about.
I can disregard the Xu family, even if I were to live a second life.
But I don't like being deceived.
Especially playing around like a clown.
If my guess is true, then they will naturally have to pay the price for it.
Of course... even without this incident, I don't intend to let Xu Yan off the hook.
In my previous life, I had given up and didn't want to fight, so I didn't care much about what Xu Yan did or said to me. I just treated him as a clown. But Xu Yan destroyed Yan Yin's tomb. Just for that, he deserves to die a hundred times over.
Even if it's something they did in the future.
It's reasonable for them to take on this responsibility now, isn't it?
It is natural and reasonable.
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The weather by the sea in late spring wasn't very hot. I followed my memory and walked for several hours until I arrived near Sunshine Park. Originally, I wanted to look for Song Qingrong first, but after thinking about it carefully, I realized that Song Qingrong should have just started university at this time and might not even be in this city. If I wanted to meet her sooner, I guess I could only rely on fate.
But Yan Yin is different.
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