"The person I love is forcing me for another man, my former family has abandoned me like trash, and even my only friend, you, Song Qingrong,..."
I didn't say the last two words.
I just stared at Song Qingrong, hoping she would refute me at this moment, but I waited for several minutes and she remained silent.
This gave me the answer.
I gave up on asking any more questions, grabbed the clothes, and prepared to leave.
But then she spoke again.
"Xu Ruo".
"You're my only friend."
Do you understand?
I stopped and looked at her again. At this moment, she seemed to have completely lost control. She was hugging the blanket, curled up, and sobbing softly.
"You asked me what I would do if you completely disappeared from this world, whether I would cry."
I dare not answer you.
"Because when I heard this question, my subconscious thought was, what would I do if you disappeared... I thought and thought and thought, and finally I realized that if you disappeared, I would probably be very, very sad."
"I'm scared."
“I think it must be because of Gu Nianci that you had those thoughts. I didn’t want you to do anything rash, so I contacted her when you weren’t looking.”
"I actually know her. Have you forgotten? I met you at your wedding. Even though I was your makeup artist, I still have her contact information."
"But……"
"Xu Ruo, I'm sorry. I was too naive. I naively thought that as long as you and Gu Nianci had a good talk and resolved your issues completely, everything would be fine."
"sorry!"
"Xu Ruo, I'm sorry!"
Song Qingrong looked at me with pain. At that moment, I felt like a heinous bastard. I was controlled by my emotions and magnified everyone's behavior without limit, thinking that everything was a betrayal of me.
So at that moment, I hated Song Qingrong.
Looking at Song Qingrong's current state, besides feeling extremely confused, I had only one thought.
I, Xu Ruo, what have I done to deserve this treatment from her?
I took a deep breath, suppressing the urge to apologize to her, and quickly walked out of the hotel room with my clothes in hand. I didn't even dare to stop, turn around, or listen for any sound of Song Qingrong.
Only after closing the door did I take deep breaths to make myself feel more comfortable.
Reason tells me...
I cannot have any lingering feelings for Song Qingrong.
I am a person who is about to die.
A person abandoned by this world should not, and is not allowed to, hurt anyone who loves or cares about me.
Now that I know Song Qingrong's attitude, the best way for me to deal with her is to sever all ties.
That way, after I divorce Gu Nianci, no one will be sad when I die.
I know this is a bit extreme.
But me now.
That's the only way.
Because next, I will have to face the pressure from Xu Yan and Gu Nianci. Even though I am not afraid of them, I am not sure what they will do to achieve their goals.
after all……
Lin Qingxue is one such example.
A real example of someone betraying me.
I'm scared.
Even so, when I left the hotel, I was still somewhat lost and disoriented. I didn't feel any relief at all; instead, I felt so suffocated that I couldn't breathe.
I have no lover.
No family.
I have no friends left.
Fortunately, I still have my wretched life!
I narrowed my eyes slightly, took out the cigarettes I hadn't been able to finish smoking the last few times, lit one, put it in my mouth, took a deep drag, and then hailed a taxi and headed straight for the Xu family's house.
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