Chapter 111 Goodbye Nanchuan Shijue.
"Nanchuan Shijue... I don't want you to torture yourself like this. If you really want to vent your anger, just hit me..." Seeing him abusing himself like this, she felt really distressed.
Nanchuan Shijue's Adam's apple rolled as he asked, "How long will it take this time?"
Ning Fengsheng was trembling all over and tears kept flowing.
"Go to New Zealand with Gong Ye... and leave me forever, right?"
"There's no Gong Ye, only me, only me—I no longer love him—"
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"I was planning to leave, but I did it to escape Gong Ye. Sorry, Nanchuan Shijue, it's all my fault!"
The thunder rumbled so loudly that it seemed as if the sky was about to fall.
Nanchuan Shijue hugged her, his face full of pain...
"I don't love Gong Ye... I don't love him, do you believe me..."
"Ning Fengsheng, would you love someone twice?" Nanchuan Shijue said with a strange smile, "I would."
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"I had already promised myself to hate you, to forget you, and never love you again... but you appeared in front of me again, blinding my eyes." His face twisted in pain. "Not just twice, three times, four times... My life is over. I will fall in love with you over and over again."
Ning Fengsheng's heart ached violently, and at that moment she felt so guilty.
"You said you don't love him anymore, but you will fall in love with him again... After all, you have loved him for so many years..."
"No..."
"I lost, I lost to you because I never loved you." He staggered and looked embarrassed. "It's better for you to leave, go far away... It's better to go to a place where I can no longer see you..."
He suddenly loosened his grip and pushed her out fiercely—
"In order to avoid me, you have to adopt a new identity, leave your hometown, and leave your beloved family... Ning Fengsheng, I really am a demon, right? I make you avoid me so much."
Ning Fengsheng stood there motionless, tears streaming down his face.
"Go away! Since you believe I'm a demon, why stay in this hell?"
He had set her free a long time ago, but she had stayed and refused to leave, giving him one last illusion.
It turned out that she came back with a knife, intending to kill their last child...
"Ning Fengsheng, if you leave this time, I will never look for you again!"
"Ms. Ning, please go..." Moss also cried, wiping his tears continuously, "Go far away... Be free... and never look back..."
Ning Fengsheng really wanted to stay, hug him, and comfort him——
Because at this moment, Nanchuan Shijue is about to fall apart.
But she knew that this was the moment they truly parted.
Even if she didn't leave, Nanchuan Shijue would drive her away.
She fiercely closed her tearful eyes, and suddenly felt relieved. It was okay for him to misunderstand her and leave. He wouldn't miss her. He wouldn't search the world for her frantically after she left.
I won't abuse myself, be sad and painful, or go crazy for her.
He will hate her and never forgive her!
Ning Fengsheng bent down with difficulty, picked up the things that fell on the ground and stuffed them back into the bag, then put the backpack back on his back: "Goodbye, Nanchuan Shijue."
It was raining heavily outside the window and the sky was extremely gloomy.
When she reached the door, Moss rushed over and thrust an umbrella at her.
"Miss Ning, have a safe journey. I can't see you off..."
Nanchuan Shijue had said before that she was leaving and he would not see her off, as it was unlucky to do so.
When she returns home, he will greet her no matter how violent the storm is.
"Thank you, Moss..."
Ning Fengsheng walked into the sudden downpour, as if he could see the rainstorm of that year. He stood in the long river of time, his face blurred by the rain...
"Ning Fengsheng, if you think holding an umbrella is insincere, then I will love you in the rain."
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