Chapter 198 He Ruined Her Life
"Why are you crying? What right do you have to cry? Damn it, this is all you deserve, Nanchuan Shijue. You don't deserve happiness in your life. You didn't accept your fate... You almost killed her... And you still have the nerve to cry? You're the one who should be lying here dead--!!!"
He roared softly, wishing he could be torn to pieces.
His broad shoulders began to tremble uncontrollably, as if they were under some invisible and enormous pressure.
A suppressed sob escaped with great difficulty from between his clenched teeth.
He punched himself hard in the face.
But more tears burst out from the corners of his tightly closed eyes, rolling down his pale cheeks continuously, and then being blocked by his hand pressed tightly against his brow -
"Shengsheng... why don't you just stab me to death? Let's die together... Let's just die!"
"Young Master, please don't be so depressed. You promised Miss Ning that you would protect her as long as she is alive." Moss came in with the photo album, and trembled with fear when he heard what Nanchuan Shijue said.
Nanchuan Shijue's back was stiff.
"Besides, Miss Ning is pregnant with your child..."
“…”
"It's been over four months, and we can test the sex of the fetus..."
“No!”
Nanchuan Shijue flatly refused.
"Master, aren't you hoping it's a girl?"
"What if it's not?" Nanchuan Shijue sneered. When he thought that there was a 50% chance that it was a boy, he was afraid that he would just hug Ning Fengsheng and commit suicide. The last bit of hope disappeared.
Moss sighed and handed over the photo album. "I just sent someone to Nanchuan Prefecture to secretly sort it out. There are still more than a dozen photos of you when you were a child. You've never seen them. I guess you've forgotten what you looked like when you were a child?"
Nanchuan Shijue doesn't like to recall his childhood, as it is filled with a lingering shadow...
He rubbed his aching head and glanced at the photo album, without any desire to open it.
"Who told you to sort it out? If your hands are too much, why not just cut them off?!"
"Ms. Ning has been asking me about this before—it's rare that she wants to see it."
When Ning Fengsheng was mentioned, Nanchuan Shijue's heart felt like it was being cut and tortured by thousands of knives.
The woman had never been interested in his past.
Suddenly want to see him as a child?!
Nanchuan Shijue's eyes were red as he stared at Ning Fengsheng: "The child can't possibly look like me. It's useless to look at my photos!"
"Perhaps Miss Ning doesn't mean what the young master thinks. She simply wants to see the young master's childhood?"
“What’s so good about it!”
"Of course it's because... Miss Ning loves you."
Miss Ning loves you.
These words made Nanchuan Shijue tremble all over again.
He stood up suddenly, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his back to the bed, and pressed the tinderbox with trembling hands, but could not light the flame.
"If the young master hadn't faked his own death this time, I'm afraid I would never have known that Miss Ning loved you so much..."
Nanchuan Shijue's hands were shaking even more violently.
"I really regret that Miss Ning wanted to see the young master's childhood photos so much, but I didn't show them to her..."
"Stop talking!" Nanchuan Shijue suddenly growled.
Moss silently placed the photo album on the bedside table. "Perhaps one day Miss Ning will wake up... On that day, the young master will show it to her personally."
Nanchuan Shijue dejectedly put out his cigarette and said through gritted teeth, "I wish she had never loved me..."
He had dreamed of her loving him.
But at this moment, he would rather she was the cruel and heartless Ning Fengsheng, would rather she run away, would rather she marry someone else...
No one wants to see her lying here, a half-dead vegetable.
He ruined her life.
Nanchuan Shijue clenched his fist and slammed it hard against the wall.
"Shengsheng...what should I do? Tell me..."
He had the idea of dying with her in his arms countless times, but they still had a child.
He could only hope for a miracle every day and pray that she would wake up, even though the chance of a vegetative person waking up was only one in ten thousand...
But once Ning Fengsheng wakes up, Master Nanchuan will not tolerate her existence, and they will have to separate.
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Ning Fengsheng had a very long dream, as if she was going to live out her entire life in the dream.
At the end of the dream, I returned to the rose garden that exuded rich fragrance...
Nanchuan Shijue sat on the edge of the wide bed, holding a golden comb and gently combing her thick long hair.
"A fishbone braid today?" He kissed her neck gently and chuckled softly, "You used to like it the most, saying it made your neck look longer."
The teeth of the comb slowly pass through the soft hair.
He expertly separated the hair into strands, his fingers moving deftly through them.
She used to laugh at him for being clumsy and unable to even braid his hair properly...
But he is now very good at it, which is the result of many times of practice.
"So lazy." He murmured, his lips curled into a usual sarcastic arc, "You've been sleeping for so long and you still refuse to wake up. If you sleep any longer, I'll comb your hair out."
His fingertips traced the outline of her sleeping eyebrows and eyes, which were once filled with vivid stubbornness, a sly smile, or the fire ignited by being annoyed by him.
"Ning Fengsheng, I got an injection today, an azoospermia injection."
"Guess how exciting it would be if the old man knew about this?"
"Don't even think about letting me be a reproductive machine for the Nanchuan family in this lifetime."
"He wants to kill the baby in your belly, so I will make the Nanchuan family extinct..."
Nanchuan Shijue raised the corners of his devilishly scarlet lips, with a hint of pride, "Is your Nanchuan husband smart?"
Outside the window, the roses are blooming in a blazing red.
The bedroom was gray and colorless, so quiet that you could hear a pin drop...
"Ning Fengsheng, I will never have another woman besides you in this life. I promised that if I'm yours, I'll always be yours... If you don't wake up, I'll cut off your exclusive happiness. Do you hear me?"
"I'm afraid if I cut it off, will you hate me for being a cripple when you wake up?"
"When will you wake up? If you don't wake up, I'll go crazy in front of you..."
He leaned over and gently pressed his forehead against her slightly cool forehead, as if trying to gain some proof of her existence.
The faint fragrance of her body lingered in my nose...
The overwhelming sense of desolation and grief overwhelmed him again.
"Ning Fengsheng..." The sobs that had been suppressed to the extreme finally broke through his throat, and scalding liquid rushed out of his eyes without any warning, "You won... You are so cruel... You make me... live a life worse than death every day..."
He rested his forehead against hers, his shoulders shaking silently.
Time seemed to freeze in the great sadness.
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Nanchuan Spyker...
Ning Fengsheng was so heartbroken that he burst into tears. He suddenly opened his eyes and saw a strange face.
"Who are you?" Her head hurt.
"Doctor, please take a look at the child. She doesn't even recognize her mother. Is her brain damaged?" The woman seemed to have been hit hard. She grabbed the doctor's arm and cried uncontrollably.
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