Chapter 194 Only My Boyfriend Can Kiss Me
Lin Xiyin wasn't as drunk this time.
At least when she needed to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, she didn't have any bizarre dreams.
As soon as Lin Xiyin moved, Pei Muye woke up.
After all, he was right behind Lin Xiyin, her back pressed against his chest.
This time it was bolder than the last time.
It was even more despicable than last time.
Taking advantage of someone's intoxication, they engaged in such intimate contact.
In the past, such behavior would have been looked down upon by Pei Muyi.
But now, it is Pei Muye who is playing this despicable villain.
"Awake? Would you like some water?"
He moved away from Lin Xiyin's body before she regained consciousness.
He's the epitome of someone who feels guilty.
He spoke only after maintaining a certain distance.
Lin Xiyin shook her head and muttered softly, "I need to go to the restroom..."
This time, Pei Muye was more experienced. He helped her out of bed, put on her shoes, and then took her to the bathroom.
Hearing the noise inside, he opened the door again and saw Lin Xiyin washing her hands with her eyes closed.
Thinking of the little match girl from last time, a smile crept onto his lips.
This version of Lin Xiyin is completely unguarded, innocent, and possesses a fatal attraction.
Pei Muye didn't give her a chance to speak, and directly picked her up in his arms.
"Let me hug you, and you can sleep in my bed," he said as he walked. "This is the kind of treatment only a girlfriend gets. Lin Xiyin, Ruanruan, Yinyin, I hereby unilaterally declare that you are now my girlfriend."
"OK."
Pei Muye paused in his steps.
In the middle of the night, he thought he had seen a ghost.
Was he hallucinating?
He stopped, holding her in his arms, and looked down at her.
Lin Xiyin had her eyes closed and looked as if she hadn't woken up yet.
Pei Muye sighed inwardly.
He did indeed have a problem with his ears.
Is it because I'm overthinking things that I'm experiencing auditory hallucinations?
Could he have hearing problems at such a young age?
He shook his head, took long strides, and placed Lin Xiyin on the bed.
Torn between the dilemma of "sleeping with her but feeling physically uncomfortable" and "not sleeping with her but feeling even more emotionally uncomfortable," he made his choice in just a few seconds.
He lifted his leg onto the bed and reached out to pull the person into his arms.
He's endured it for over three years. If he can endure it for just one more day, how could he possibly hold back?
But he forgot that it had been more than three years, provided that Lin Xiyin was not by his side.
Now, surrounded by the warmth and softness of her body, his breathing quickly became heavy.
His lips were right next to Lin Xiyin's ear.
With such loud breathing, Lin Xiyin seemed disturbed by a small animal, and unconsciously raised her hand and waved it near her ear.
Pei Muye took her hand and kissed her fingertips.
So be it, he wanted to use up all the despicable things he could in this one night.
But in the end, he just held her in his arms and kissed her hair, forehead, and fingertips.
He despised himself for being so cowardly.
Yet he held her even tighter, never crossing the line.
Lin Xiyin was woken up by being raped.
It's hot and dry.
In winter, houses with heating can easily become dry.
But in Qu Jianhang's house, there is a ventilation system that can adjust the temperature and humidity at any time.
It won't make you feel dry at all.
Before she even opened her eyes, she felt as if she were being bound by something.
Sultry, powerful, expansive...
It's a man's chest.
In an instant, Lin Xiyin struggled to her feet.
"Yinyin?"
The familiar voice instantly calmed her down.
"It's you?"
Her voice was a little hoarse.
Pei Muyi reluctantly let go of her but quickly moved away, trying to give her the illusion that he hadn't held her all night.
"Have some water." Lin Xiyin sat up as well, and Pei Muye handed her a water glass.
Lin Xiyin gulped down half a cup before feeling a little better.
"If it wasn't me, then who was it?" Pei Muye finally looked at her: "Whose bed would you be in?"
Lin Xiyin looked up at him.
He stood by the bed, dressed in dark gray loungewear.
It was the same look she used to know.
In a daze, Lin Xiyin even thought that the two of them were not divorced yet.
It was an ordinary morning.
Pei Muye had just worked hard on her.
Then, she just looked down at him.
But now, Pei Muye's eyes are completely different.
Previously, his eyes were cold and indifferent, and when he looked at Lin Xiyin, they seemed to carry unspeakable resentment and disgust.
But not now.
Even when he says things that seem like a joke, his eyes are still gentle.
Pei Muye braced himself on the bed and moved closer to her: "Hmm, whose bed did you think this was?"
Lin Xiyin couldn't help but swallow.
She turned her face away: "How did I end up here? Didn't I ask you to take me..."
“I told you,” Pei Muye pinched her chin, “I only give gifts to my own girlfriend.”
Lin Xiyin blinked.
Pei Muye's Adam's apple bobbed, and he quickly released the person and stood up.
Lin Xiyin's eyes followed his movements and rose higher.
Pei Muye unbuttoned one button of his pajamas.
Actually, the buttons didn't feel restrictive at all.
But he just felt uncomfortable.
"Then why didn't you give it to me?"
Upon hearing her question, Pei Muyi lowered his eyes and looked down: "I already said, I only give gifts to my own girlfriend."
He repeated it again.
Lin Xiyin nodded: "Yes, but why didn't you give it to me?"
"You're not my girlfriend..."
Pei Muye's words came to an abrupt end.
He looked at Lin Xiyin abruptly, his eyes filled with disbelief.
"Yinyin, what... what do you mean by that?"
His voice trembled slightly.
Lin Xiyin turned her face away, refusing to look at him.
But her cheeks were flushed, and her earlobes were red from the heat.
"Didn't you...didn't you ask last night?" Lin Xiyin's voice was very soft: "I agreed."
Pei Muye's body trembled.
These words struck him like a thunderbolt.
I almost killed him with that.
Pei Muyi remained silent, leaving Lin Xiyin feeling both embarrassed and awkward.
Perhaps she still harbored a worry deep down that she herself was unaware of.
She turned her face again, tilting her chin up to look at him.
"Have you changed your mind again?"
Pei Muye's Adam's apple bobbed violently.
His slightly open hand clenched into a fist.
He was suppressing himself.
He was afraid... he was afraid he wouldn't be able to control himself and would pounce on Lin Xiyin right now and penetrate her hard.
How could this be...?
How could she say such beautiful things?
She actually remembers what happened last night?
Seeing that he still didn't move, Lin Xiyin was now truly embarrassed and uneasy.
She raised her hand to tuck her hair behind her ear, feeling extremely embarrassed.
"I'll go first..."
Before she could finish speaking, Pei Muye had already moved closer.
He braced himself against Lin Xiyin with both hands and leaned his upper body against her.
Lin Xiyin had to lean back, and even her breathing changed.
“You last night…” Pei Muye’s voice was dry and hoarse.
He took a deep breath and spoke again: "How much do you remember about last night?"
He shamelessly slept in the same bed with her.
Taking advantage of her incoherent state, he brazenly pressed his body against her buttocks.
If Lin Xiyin were awake, it would probably be very uncomfortable.
But she was asleep.
He also kissed her hair, her forehead, and her fingertips.
Did she know all this?
Pei Muyi suddenly felt a sense of unease.
The way he acted last night was like that of a tasteless and shameless pervert.
It's not presentable at all.
Will Lin Xiyin look down on him?
“I remember…” Lin Xiyin didn’t dare look at him again: “I remember the question you asked him. Or, was I dreaming? Then I’m sorry…”
She didn't finish her sentence.
Or rather, she never had the chance to say it again.
Because Pei Muye kissed her.
He still braced himself on the bed with both hands, his upper body pressing down on him.
Lin Xiyin was forced to support herself with her hands behind her back, tilting her chin up to receive his kiss.
Three years later, she felt the man's presence and scent once again.
Three years later, he did kiss her.
But for Lin Xiyin, it was nothing but humiliation.
Unlike now.
With a kiss, she felt his tenderness, meticulousness, and carefulness.
This is nothing like Pei Muye.
He has always been rude and ruthless; his behavior in bed is completely different from his personality.
But now, he is gentle, as if Lin Xiyin is a fragile porcelain, making him afraid to use force.
Lin Xiyin felt a warm, moist sensation on her cheeks.
Is it raining?
But the rainwater was clearly cool.
The next second, Lin Xiyin realized that these were Pei Muye's tears.
She was somewhat apprehensive and at a loss.
She raised one hand, leaving only one arm supporting her behind her back.
She wanted to touch Pei Muye's face.
But her wrist was grabbed in mid-air.
"Don't look," Pei Muye's voice was hoarse. "Don't move."
It's so embarrassing.
Lin Xiyin relaxed and collapsed onto the bed.
Pei Muye pressed down on her body as well.
The two people were pressed together perfectly.
But Lin Xiyin still couldn't see Pei Muye's face.
He buried his face in Lin Xiyin's neck.
So, after her cheek, Lin Xiyin once again felt Pei Muye's tears on another part of her skin.
He kept crying.
Lin Xiyin's heart felt as if it were being soaked in a hot spring.
It feels warm and full.
However, she also had her doubts.
She couldn't help but ask, "Pei Muyi, are you regretting it? The way you're acting makes me feel... that being your girlfriend would make you feel very wronged."
Pei Muye remained silent at first.
After a few rustling sounds, he cupped Lin Xiyin's face, wanting to kiss her.
Lin Xiyin turned her face away.
She had her eyes closed.
He didn't want her to see him cry, so she wouldn't look.
She said, "Don't do that, I won't let anyone else kiss me."
They just kissed.
But Pei Muye did not stick out his tongue.
He simply lingered and caressed her lips.
I don't know what they mean by being a gentleman.
Pei Muye's voice was indeed even hoarse, tinged with sobs.
"Why?" he said. "I'm not just anyone."
It was quite unexpected to see a man who was usually as strong and composed as a mountain shed tears, appear vulnerable and disheveled.
Lin Xiyin was no exception.
This was the first time she had ever seen Pei Muye like this.
A pang of sadness began to well up inside her.
I feel sorry for you.
She whispered, "Only my boyfriend can kiss me."
"Then am I?" Pei Muyi asked, his lips close to hers. "Am I? Didn't you promise me last night?"
"I've forgotten about last night." Lin Xiyin closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling. "You know, I was drunk."
She is lying.
Pei Muye suddenly chuckled.
A laugh tinged with tears.
It sounds a bit pathetic.
"You are a teacher."
He said.
Lin Xiyin hummed in agreement.
Pei Muye added, "As a teacher, you cannot go back on your word."
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