Chapter 116 Unworthy
Lin Xiyin quickly put Pei Muyi's words out of her mind.
She didn't have time to think about those unnecessary things.
Since deciding to leave Pei Muyi, that person has completely disappeared from her heart.
She will not let herself get hurt again.
She is also very satisfied with her current life.
Whether it's work or children, this is the best state to be in.
Lin Xiyin was busy until after 11 p.m., then went to sleep.
The next morning, I received a message from Qu Jingyou.
Over the past three years, the two have maintained intermittent contact, and Qu Jingyou even went abroad to visit her.
Lin Xiyin never expected that the person she hadn't initially intended to get to know well would actually become a good friend.
At first, Lin Xiyin still harbored some resentment because of what Qu Jingyou's brother had said.
But after getting to know her better, she discovered that Qu Jingyou was a truly innocent and lovely girl, and that her kindness towards her was without any ulterior motives.
So now, Lin Xiyin genuinely treats her like a younger sister.
Not to mention her, even Xiao Ruoyi really likes Qu Jingyou.
It's clear that as time goes by, getting to know someone and seeing their true character over time is a reliable approach.
Qu Jingyou arranged to meet her.
But that's definitely not possible today.
Lin Xiyin is going to buy a child safety seat and also look at early childhood education classes.
After replying to Qu Jingyou's message, she quickly called back: "Sister, we can have dinner together!"
Lin Xiyin smiled and asked, "Don't you have any plans for tonight?"
She had heard from Qu Jingyou that she had a boyfriend and that the two had a very good relationship.
Therefore, Lin Xiyin was afraid of interfering with her date.
She casually replied, "I didn't make any plans. I broke up with my boyfriend."
Even though her voice was calm and collected, Lin Xiyin could still hear the disappointment in her voice.
This morning, Lin Xiyin bought a child car seat. She originally planned to go to the early education class so she could finish early and then spend time with Qu Jingyou.
But there was an unexpected event at the early childhood education center, so the teacher told her to go in the afternoon.
Unfortunately, she had no choice but to arrange her meeting with Qu Jingyou for the evening.
Although Qu Jingyou had only met Lin Youxing twice, it didn't stop her from liking the little guy very much.
She originally intended to come directly to her home, but Lin Xiyin felt that with the children present, there were some things that were inconvenient to say.
So we met at a restaurant outside.
When the two met, Qu Jingyou came over and hugged her: "Sister!"
Lin Xiyin hugged her too, then patted her back: "Jingjing."
After they separated, Lin Xiyin looked her over and said, "You've become even more beautiful."
The girl was in the prime of her youth, with a face full of collagen, delicate features, flawless skin, and a touch of baby fat. Coupled with the temperament she had developed from being pampered since childhood, at first glance she looked like a little princess spoiled by her family.
After they sat down, they first shared their daily lives over the past few days.
Lin Xiyin didn't ask, and Qu Jingyou brought it up herself in the end.
"I broke up with him..." Qu Jingyou looked a little unhappy: "I really liked him, but..."
Lin Xiyin patted the back of her hand: "Our Jingjing is so outstanding, so cute, so beautiful. It's his loss if he doesn't cherish her."
Qu Jingyou smiled through her tears: "Yes, that's right, he's blind!"
Lin Xiyin didn't want her to bring up painful memories again, so she smiled and said, "Our Jingjing will definitely meet someone better in the future."
"I don't want to be in a relationship for the time being," Qu Jingyou said, then sighed, "but my parents actually want me to go on blind dates."
"You're still so young." Lin Xiyin was also a little surprised. "Aren't your parents a little too anxious?"
“Because… they were afraid I would be scammed,” Qu Jingyou said. “The person who broke up with me… he also liked my family’s money.”
Lin Xiyin was genuinely surprised this time.
Girls like Qu Jingyou are really likable.
How could there be no boys who genuinely like her?
She asked, "Is there some misunderstanding?"
Qu Jingyou was on the verge of tears again: "What misunderstanding is there? My brother only looked for him once, and he's so scared that he wants to break up with me!"
Lin Xiyin thought about the way Qu Chongyou had approached her back then and felt that the boy was quite wronged.
She said, "Jingjing, I think you should ask that boy about some things. It's not necessarily that he likes you because of your family background. Also, if your brother doesn't agree, then if you're with him... it's probably because you're not a good match. The problem lies with you in that respect."
Qu Jingyou blinked and looked at her.
Lin Xiyin said, "If you want to pursue freedom in love, that's fine. But you must know that in this world, love has no expiration date; it's elusive and unpredictable. But the love your family has for you is permanent, a lifelong bond thicker than blood..."
As she spoke, she thought of herself and gave a bitter smile.
But not everyone is like her, unloved by their parents.
Qu Jingyou, in particular, is clearly a pampered little princess in her family, cherished by her parents and even her brother.
"I know," Qu Jingyou said softly, "but I feel really suppressed when my family controls me like this."
"They're doing this for your own good," Lin Xiyin could only say. "There's a lot of darkness and filth in this world, and they don't want you to be exposed to it."
Qu Jingyou was born with a head start in life.
Growing up in a simple environment and being overly protected by family members, I have almost no sense of caution towards others, which is why my family members are so worried about me.
"But there's also a lot of beauty and simplicity," Qu Jingyou retorted. "Just like you, sister. Back then, my brother wasn't..."
At this point, he quickly glanced at Lin Xiyin.
Lin Xiyin understood what she meant and smiled, "It's okay, I don't mind. Your brother is just worried that you'll be deceived."
Qu Jingyou pouted: "I'm so grown up, how could I be so easily fooled? So many people in my family treat me like a child. Only my aunt is the best, and my sister, you are the best too."
Then I heard her mention her aunt.
In the three years that the two have known each other, the person she has mentioned the most is her aunt.
Lin Xiyin had already learned from her what this legendary woman had done.
As their relationship grew stronger, she learned more about her aunt.
As for why she is over forty and still unmarried, Qu Jingyou explained that her aunt loved a man when she was young, but that man died, and her aunt has never been in a relationship since.
Anyway, according to Qu Jingyou, this aunt is a perfect woman.
Lin Xiyin liked Qu Jingyou because she loved her so much that she liked her too.
Another thing is that she greatly admires women who live such carefree and insightful lives.
The two chatted for a long time, and eventually the topic returned to blind dates.
Lin Xiyin said, "Blind dates don't necessarily mean the people you meet are unsuitable. You can get to know each other first and treat it as making friends."
That's what the elders in my family said too.
Qu Jingyou pouted: "I don't want to be friends with him. He has a terrible reputation in the industry. He changes girlfriends every few days and his private life is utterly decadent."
Lin Xiyin let out a soft "Ah".
Qu Jingyou quickly said, "I'm not talking badly about people behind their backs, it's true!"
She took out her phone, opened WeChat Moments, and easily found that person's name: "Look, he changes girls every few days to show off his love!"
Lin Xiyin looked down and saw a familiar face.
Lu Zuofan?
Lu Zuofan!
She remembered that he was about the same age as Pei Muyi, right?
She is about ten years older than Qu Jingyou.
What is Qu Jingyou's family situation? Why would they arrange such an old man for her to go on a blind date?
Qu Jingyou also noticed that Lin Xiyin was acting strangely and asked her, "Sister, do you know Lu Zuofan?"
Lin Xiyin snapped out of her daze, nodded, then shook her head: "I've only heard his name, I'm not familiar with him."
"Have you also heard that he's a womanizer?"
Lin Xiyin couldn't lie, so she could only nod: "Yes."
Besides, she really didn't want Qu Jingyou to go on a blind date with a man like that.
"So, how could I possibly go on a blind date with him?" Qu Jingyou put away her phone. "I don't know what my dad is up to."
Lin Xiyin said, "He is older than you, much older."
"Nine years older," Qu Jingyou said. "I know."
"And what about your home..."
"Because my parents think he's mature and stable at his age, and that he's had enough fun, so he'll definitely be able to settle down later. I don't know if they've lost their minds. How could someone like Lu Zuofan possibly turn over a new leaf?"
Lin Xiyin nodded: "Yes, that's right, I also think you two are not a good match."
"Don't worry, sister, I won't go on a blind date with him," Qu Jingyou said. "I don't like him anyway."
Lin Xiyin was relieved: "Then talk to your parents nicely. If you don't like it, they won't force you."
Lin Xiyin thought that was the end of the matter, but little did she know there would be more to come.
Of course, that's a story for another time.
At least for now, Qu Jingyou is still heartbroken over her last short-lived relationship.
In her words, the two of them only had time to hold hands.
"He didn't even dare to kiss me."
Qu Jingyou sounded regretful.
Lin Xiyin felt only relief. She held Qu Jingyou's hand and instructed her, "Jingjing, save your first kiss for someone you like, someone who likes you too, okay?"
Don't be like her, giving everything to the person you love.
In the end, he was exhausted both physically and mentally, and utterly miserable.
After parting ways with Qu Jingyou, she drove home.
We visited an early childhood education class today. Lin Youxing seemed to have a lot of fun there. On the way back, we asked him if he liked the teacher, and he loudly said he did.
This matter is now settled.
Thinking of Qu Jingyou, Lin Xiyin became a little worried again.
She was afraid that Qu Jingyou's family also believed in arranged marriages, so she wanted to marry Qu Jingyou to Lu Zuofan.
But Lin Xiyin had already heard about what kind of person Lu Zuofan was.
A man who can flirt with countless women without ever getting attached is simply not worthy of a pure and lovely little princess.
Lin Xiyin's mind was a jumble of thoughts. She stopped the car, got out, and looked up to see Pei Muye.
In an instant, four words flashed through Lin Xiyin's mind.
The ghost lingers.
She glanced at it only once, then quickly looked away and walked to the side without looking to the side.
Pei Muye strode forward and stopped her: "Ruan Ruan."
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