That day, Li Miaomiao returned home. Apart from coming back a little late, she didn't show any abnormality at all. She was still chatting and laughing with Chu Chu and An Lina.
At night, she pretended to go to the bathroom, but locked herself in the bathroom and didn't come out for a long time.
Chuchu and Anlina were both very worried about Li Miaomiao, so they went to see what was wrong. They were relieved when they found out that she was fine.
The next day, Anlina went to work. Li Miaomiao said she wanted to eat fruit cake and asked Chuchu to buy it for her.
"Let's order takeout."
"No, I want you to buy it for me yourself."
Chu Chu couldn't persuade Li Miaomiao: "Okay, then you go with me."
"I'm so tired now. I don't want to go. Go ahead. I'll call you."
Chuchu finally realized that she couldn't win the argument, so she went out to buy a cake.
At this moment, Li Miaomiao was thinking about Ji Yixiang's words, I wish you success in the postgraduate entrance examination and don't fail again.
Li Miaomiao cried, she cried loudly.
"I failed the postgraduate entrance exam, my studies weren't good, my job wasn't good, my parents didn't love me, and I was causing trouble for them every day. I was also a patient, I couldn't maintain good interpersonal relationships, and I had even been detained.
I'm really worthless and everyone hates me. What's the point of living? Am I just here to cause trouble for others? Is my existence just to lower the average of the world?
Li Miaomiao looked out the window and saw people coming and going. She looked at the sky and saw it was clear and cloudless.
Maybe I shouldn't live in this world. I am incompatible with this beautiful world.
Dad, Mom, and brother, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Even if I have to be a slave in my next life, I will treat you well. I know you love me. I knew it the moment I was detained. I misunderstood you before. I'm sorry.
But I am so old now, but I make you worry and cause you trouble every day. I have never repaid my parents in any way, but I make them so tired. I am really not a human being and I should not be alive.
Thank you world, I'm leaving.
Li Miaomiao had an inner monologue, and then she finally lit the charcoal fire and burned it in the bathroom.
Soon after, the smell started to rise. Li Miaomiao first felt choked, then began to feel dizzy and nauseous, and slowly she lost her strength.
She was still very happy. She didn't expect that her first charcoal burning would be so successful.
At this time, Chuchu felt uneasy, so she quickly turned back and went home to see Li Miaomiao.
Jiang Yin downstairs also felt something was wrong. She immediately ran upstairs and knocked hard on Li Miaomiao's door, but couldn't open it.
Jiang Yin called Yu Cheng, who was outside meeting the middle-aged man who came with him at that time. As soon as Yu Cheng answered the phone, he heard Jiang Yin's anxious voice.
"Yu Cheng, come back soon, something happened to Miaomiao."
Yu Cheng quickly said goodbye, took a taxi and went back.
After arriving, Jiang Yin couldn't open the door of Li Miaomiao's house, but Yu Cheng had already asked on the way, and fortunately there was a locksmith downstairs in the community.
Yu Cheng called a master, opened Li Miaomiao's door, and Jiang Yin ran in immediately.
As soon as Jiang Yin smelled smoke when he entered the house, he felt that something was wrong.
As soon as I opened the bathroom door, I found that Li Miaomiao was in shock inside, and her face looked very bad.
Yu Cheng ran in immediately, picked up Li Miaomiao and took her to the hospital.
The last time Li Miaomiao committed suicide, she was discovered by Jiang Yin, and this time it happened again, but this time Yu Cheng was much more responsible than Qu Jing last time.
Although Qu Jing helped at that time, he looked reluctant. Afterwards, he quarreled with Jiang Yin and did not care about Li Miaomiao's safety at all.
As for Yu Cheng, he didn't care about anything else but Li Miaomiao's safety.
As soon as they went out, they ran into Chu Chu, who looked anxious.
"Jiang Yin, what happened to Miaomiao?" Chuchu asked anxiously.
"There's no time to go into details. Let's send her to the hospital first. I'll tell you later." Jiang Yin almost cried.
Miaomiao went to the hospital. The problem was not serious, just carbon monoxide poisoning. Fortunately, it was discovered in time. If it was a little later, it might not have been so serious.
Everyone was with Li Miaomiao, quietly waiting for her to wake up.
After Li Miaomiao woke up, everyone was with her. Jiang Yin asked gently, "Miaomiao, what's wrong with you? Tell us if you have any difficulties."
This time no one found her suicide note.
After everyone persuaded her for a while, Li Miaomiao finally couldn't hold it in anymore and started crying loudly.
"I can't get into graduate school. I'm a loser. I can't accomplish anything. I'm hated by everyone. Why are you saving me? Why are you saving a loser?"
Chu Chu quickly held her hand: "Miao Miao, you are very smart, you are not a waste. If you are a waste, then what am I? I am not even a waste."
An Lina also grabbed her: "Miao Miao, why are you belittling yourself again? This is wrong. What do you mean by being hated by everyone? You've expelled us all. This is not okay."
The last time there was a car accident, Li Miaomiao stayed by Anlina's bedside and advised her a lot. This time it was her turn to advise her.
Yu Cheng came over and said, "Miao Miao, someone bullied you, right? Tell me who bullied you and I'll beat him up. Director Li? Or Ji Yixiang? Or Zhang Xiaodong?"
When Yu Cheng said this, Li Miaomiao started crying again. Director Li and Ji Yixiang were bullying her.
The doctor asked everyone to leave, leaving only one person to accompany the patient. Jiang Yin stayed to accompany Li Miaomiao, poured her some water, and took good care of her.
"Miaomiao, tell me what happened. Did someone say anything again?"
"Yes, it was Ji Yixiang. He said that I failed the postgraduate entrance examination, and Director Li also wanted to bully me."
Jiang Yin was also very angry when she heard this, but she was always calm, which was why she stayed to accompany Li Miaomiao first.
If it was Chuchu, she might curse in the street; if it was Anlina, she would be so angry that she would cry; if it was Yu Cheng, the consequences would be even more unimaginable. He would go down and fight directly, and might even end up in police station again.
Only Jiang Yin's quiet listening also helped Li Miaomiao's mood.
Jiang Yin held Li Miaomiao, and Li Miaomiao finally calmed down.
"Jiang Yin, I'm so scared. I'm so scared that I'll fail the exam again. I'm still spending my family's money. I can't do any job well. I feel like I'm a loser and I'm causing my parents to worry every day."
Jiang Yin was very relieved to hear this. After only a year of not seeing each other, she felt that Li Miaomiao had grown up. In the past, she only complained about her parents not loving her and giving all their love to her younger brother. She also complained about her parents. Now, she actually cares about her parents and knows that her parents love her.
Jiang Yin patted Li Miaomiao and said, "Miaomiao, don't worry. You're already great. You've been working for so long, and you're still preparing for the postgraduate entrance exam while working. How many people can do that? Don't belittle yourself. You're very strong. You are my superman."
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