After listening to Li Miaomiao's story, Anlina first fell into deep thought and then felt a little uncomfortable. However, she did not expect that Anlina's character of standing up for the weak was actually influenced by Ji Yixiang.
After listening to Ji Yixiang's story, Li Miaomiao just felt that the greasy uncle Zhang Ge was too scary. How should she do this job in the future?
But what An Lina was thinking was, Ji Yixiang, you were bullied by the greasy uncle, you were angry, you didn't dare to go to the greasy uncle to settle the score, but you took your anger out on the even weaker Li Miaomiao, and asked her to wait on you and bring you food? Who do you think you are?
In fact, Li Miaomiao also felt uncomfortable these days, and she hadn't had a holiday for a long time. Li Miaomiao thought it was due to work fatigue, so one day she talked to Afang about her work fatigue and feeling breathless.
Afang gave her the same feedback and was also very tired, so Li Miaomiao thought that she might be feeling uncomfortable because she was too tired from work.
Finally, the holiday came. On this weekend, Li Miaomiao stayed in bed until noon as usual, got up, cooked some food, and ate with Anlina. During the meal, Anlina became serious, but the seriousness was not scary, and it was full of concern.
"Miaomiao, I want to talk to you about something today. Don't be angry." Anlina said gently.
"Ah? What's the matter? Just tell me." Li Miaomiao responded.
"Miaomiao, I think Ji Yixiang has gone too far with you. You are too kind. You sympathize with him because of his misfortune, but have you noticed that he takes your sympathy for granted?"
When Li Miaomiao heard this, she realized that she was not the only one who felt that way. In fact, she also felt uncomfortable. When Ji Yixiang asked her to help bring food, she wanted to refuse, but she just couldn't open her mouth.
"Miaomiao, don't be angry, listen to me." Anlina held Li Miaomiao's hand. "You have a bit of a people-pleasing personality. You always try to make others have a good impression of you by being nice to them."
Li Miaomiao originally thought that she had changed well enough or pretended to be real enough over the years, but she didn't expect that Anlina still saw through her. Suddenly, her tears fell.
An Lina took a tissue and helped Li Miaomiao wipe her face: "Miaomiao, there's nothing else. I just hope you won't be so enthusiastic in the future and learn to say no. You know Ji Yixiang is not a good person. If you stay with him for too long, there will be trouble."
In fact, Li Miaomiao had already listened to An Lina's words. She decided to stay away from Ji Yixiang and tried her best to do so in the next few months. But how could she change her people-pleasing personality that had lasted for more than 20 years?
Li Miaomiao ignored Ji Yixiang for several months afterwards, and the real reason was that Ji Yixiang had hurt her very seriously.
However, her people-pleasing personality could not withstand the PUA of everyone in the unit. She was asked to consider the overall situation and continued talking to Ji Yixiang, although she later found out that it was a setup by that greasy uncle Brother Zhang.
A year later, Li Miaomiao learned that Brother Zhang had become mad because of excessive jealousy, so he arranged for Ji Yixiang to coax Li Miaomiao and teach him tricks to pick up girls, with the purpose of destroying Li Miaomiao's innocence, which eventually led to Li Miaomiao's depression and manic depression.
Of course, these are all later stories. At this time, Li Miaomiao was still the kind, simple and people-pleasing Li Miaomiao. Anlina's persuasion made her think a lot.
Come to think of it, the reason why those relatives at home are so rampant is because of my people-pleasing personality. I have been wronging myself for so many years.
At night she dreamed of the pain she experienced when she was twelve years old. That year, Li Miaomiao, who had just entered the first grade of junior high school, was asked by her parents to go to her aunt's house for dinner because her parents were busy. Her parents kept thinking about the past and felt that her grandmother was too old to take care of Li Miaomiao.
Li Miaomiao actually didn't want to go. She just wanted to follow her grandmother, but because of her people-pleasing personality, she didn't dare to refuse her parents. She wronged herself and made her grandmother misunderstand that she didn't want to come.
Li Miaomiao was at her aunt's house. An Ran, who dropped out of school at the age of seventeen, always bullied her. One day, her aunt went out for something, and An Ran suddenly appeared and grabbed Li Miaomiao's shoulders.
Li Miaomiao screamed in fear, but An Ran covered her mouth and put his hands into her clothes to touch her randomly.
Li Miaomiao has been struggling, but she is only twelve years old, still a child. How can she be as strong as a man who is about to become an adult?
An Ran pushed her onto the bed, cursing at her, "I hate you. Don't you have a home of your own? You have to come to my house and eat and drink for free. You and your mother are both bitches!"
"You are not allowed to scold my mother. You are a bitch and a bad guy." The little girl's childish voice was crying, full of trembling and fear.
An Ran kept pressing her down, and she felt very painful, but for some reason she subconsciously didn't dare to shout. In fact, if she shouted a few times, the neighbors might hear her.
"My girlfriend actually broke up with me, so you can satisfy me today. Who made you so annoying to always show up at our house?"
An Ran tore off Li Miaomiao's clothes as she spoke. She was wearing a small vest. At this moment, Li Miaomiao blushed, her heart was beating fast, and she didn't dare to make a sound.
An Ran grabbed her neck, and now she couldn't say a word. "You're already thirteen, why haven't you developed yet? Hurry up and grow breasts. Who would like you with such a flat chest?"
An Ran kept saying he was disgusted, but his body was honest. He cruelly kissed Li Miaomiao on the lips, and Li Miaomiao couldn't breathe.
After kissing for a while, the door opened. Anran was so scared that she stood up immediately. Her mother came back with a man. The two adults walked in and saw this scene and felt very embarrassed.
It is said that the man was in love with my aunt at that time, but later broke up with her after seeing this incident, so my aunt hated Li Miaomiao very much.
At that time, the man said: "An Ran, you are quite precocious. Your mother even praised you for being sensible. It seems that she doesn't understand you."
Li Miaomiao was so scared that she curled up in the corner. Her aunt stared at her and scolded her, "Why don't you wear proper clothes in such a cold day? Are you freezing yourself to death?" Then she handed Li Miaomiao a piece of clothing.
Li Miaomiao was embarrassed to change clothes in front of so many people. She was really shy.
Li Miaomiao woke up from her dream in a startled sweat. She breathed a sigh of relief after waking up. In fact, she had been living in An Ran's shadow for so many years, so she wanted to go far away and stay away from these people.
Anlina was right. Even though Li Miaomiao had died once, her people-pleasing personality had not completely improved. She always consumed herself because of others.
She was diagnosed with depression during college, but she felt deeply that she had a period of time in high school when she had no interest in anything and felt weak all over. She even mistakenly thought she had hypothyroidism.
No one in the family takes her physical condition seriously, and she is not sure whether her mother loves her or not. Her father and brother definitely don't love her, or maybe her mother and father only love her brother, and she is a superfluous person in the family.
Perhaps it is because you are not loved at home that you choose to please others, to please your family, relatives, classmates, friends, and colleagues.
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