"I've failed the exam, landed a job, organized people to demand wages, launched strikes, quit my job, been arbitrated, and gotten into fights every other day.
I've cut people's heads, knocked out their teeth, chopped them all over, and even broken bones and been put in jail.
He attempted suicide twice in one year and was almost killed by him.
I'm a very steady driver, but unfortunately I can only drive other people's cars.
I witnessed my girlfriend getting engaged to someone else, but unfortunately I could only watch secretly from outside and didn't have the courage to win her back.
I am a good citizen who knows and abides by the law. I have never done anything bad. I just don't understand why there are always people around me who dislike me. When I live an orderly life, someone comes to beat me.
I never cause trouble, and I'm not afraid of trouble when I encounter it. When I was in school, I behaved myself most of the time, but occasionally I would break someone's leg and then be put on probation and sent home to reflect on my actions.
I have experienced separation from life and death, and been penniless.
If you don't provoke me, I will be obedient. If you provoke me, I don't care whether you are a teacher, a director, a principal, a leader, a boss or a director, I will confront you.
I was sexually assaulted when I was a child, and the trauma still looms large in my mind. But now I’m not afraid of sex, and I’ve slept with both men and women.
I'm good at smoking, drinking, and perming my hair. I'm also good at drinking tea, appreciating flowers, and painting.
I go to bars, internet cafes, and KTVs, and I don't stay in parks, libraries, or photo studios.
I am such a person who has a strong presence wherever I go and leaves a deep impression on others.
A senior once said that I looked like an old friend of his who was sentenced to death, and everyone also said that I was reckless.
I am Li Miaomiao. After hearing so much, you may think I am already very old, but I am actually 23 years old.
Li Miaomiao's words always carry a sense of vicissitudes, as if she has experienced all the ups and downs of life.
This thin girl, standing there, looked a little more mature, but still more impulsive.
At first glance, she is just a very unremarkable person. She is not beautiful, not outstanding, and is just an ordinary person in the crowd. Even if you look at her name on the list, she is very ordinary.
However, when she is around others, her friends feel safe and her enemies feel afraid.
After being tentatively admitted, Li Miaomiao felt a little tired, but she was very happy. She had applied for secretarial work because of a man, and now she finally got what she wanted and made up for the regret she had when she was eighteen years old.
She returned home and saw someone there. After greeting them, she went into her room and collapsed on the bed.
"Why is this child so unruly? I'll go call her." The mother stopped what she was doing and went to call Li Miaomiao.
"Auntie, don't go." Li Tianbao stopped her, "My sister must be tired, let her rest for a while."
Her mother stopped calling her, and everyone continued to busy themselves outside. Li Miaomiao began to think in the room.
She once dreamed that an immortal told her that she was the chosen one. At that time, she also said that she was the chosen enemy. Now she believes it. She is very sure that she is the chosen one.
Li Miaomiao looked in the mirror and found that she had become much more confident in the past two years.
She also knew deeply that her condition was very unstable and she suffered from bipolar disorder. Whenever she thought of this disease, she felt like an eggplant hit by frost.
Li Miaomiao often had attacks when no one was around. That night, when no one was around, she picked up a stick and hit her legs hard.
Her level of self-abuse was very serious. In addition to the injuries she suffered from being beaten during fights, many of them were also caused by herself.
After spending a few days traveling with friends in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, Li Miaomiao returned to Panzhou and met Yu Cheng. This time, she brought Chuchu with her.
Chuchu's family strongly opposed them being together, but they refused to listen and would not give in anymore. They were determined to fight this evil red tape to the end.
The five people who had been at the barbecue restaurant gathered together again. Li Miaomiao also brought two new friends, and everyone came to eat barbecue.
"Everyone, let me introduce you. Actually, you all know each other. I guess Yu Zheng doesn't know him. Let me introduce him to you.
This is my girlfriend Chuchu, and this is my good friend Han Yue."
"So you are Chuchu and Han Yue. I've heard a lot about you. I'm Han Yuzheng."
Han Yuzheng's speech was still a little awkward for some reason, but no one cared about it and just ate and drank.
Li Miaomiao was originally joking, but she burst into tears and drank a glass of wine: "Everyone, I really don't understand what I did wrong, why am I always so upset?
Although my family life since I was a child was not very good, it was not bad either. I don’t have Han Yue’s ability. I can’t earn money to support the family because I get tired after working eight hours a day. I am too weak.
But I try my best to be sensible and treat my family well. Why do my parents still not love me? I always feel guilty.
I know my parents were very worried when I was put in jail, but when I committed suicide, even if they explained it, I really don’t believe that they would have not looked for me for half a year.
My mother has always wanted to shape me into the person she wants me to be, so she has never been satisfied with me. My father never talks to me, and when he does, he always scolds me.
I'm tired, I'm really tired. My brother had a fight with Zhou Jiayue at that time, and I was the one who stepped in to resolve it. But my parents didn't thank me at all. They cared more about my brother.
I know they are sometimes suspicious of my younger brother, but they have never been that suspicious of me.
That day, there was a girl, I think her name was Wen Yi, she was very cute and came to my house to play. My brother was just playing with her, and my mother started to think that my brother was in a premature love relationship.
How come she didn't pay attention to me when I was that age? Not only then, but she doesn't pay attention to me now."
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