Chapter 119 I can’t live without you anymore.

"elder brother……"

The word came out of his throat. Xia Yu'an didn't know why he called this man brother, but it came so naturally.

The hoarse voice seemed to be mixed with thousands of years of longing.

It’s as if I have known this person for thousands or even tens of thousands of years.

The heavy rain hit Xia Yu'an's body, and beads as big as lotus dewdrops splashed on her face, blurring her vision.

The rain flowed into Xia Yu'an's mouth. Xia Yu'an took a sip gently. The wet and salty taste invaded Xia Yu'an's taste buds.

"It's me... I'm late..."

If love had a chance, could it start over again?

He regretted it. The treasure meeting, the mission, the glory of the demon world, proving his ability, were not as important as the person in front of him!

He should have gone back directly, but he rushed here with the ransom money instead of going to some treasure club!

There is a young man in the world who is truly in love with you.

Once upon a time, Xia Yu'an liked listening to the sound of rain and falling asleep to the accompaniment of the sound of rain.

But at this moment, Xia Yuan hoped that the rain would stop, be lighter, and lighter, so as not to wash his skin and eyes.

Xia Yu'an's legs felt as heavy as if they were filled with lead. He walked slowly towards Xia Silan, step by step.

But it seems like I can't get there.

It was as if the two of them were trapped in the heavy rain.

He has always been the little prince of the demon world, the center of attention, spoiled and never suffered a major loss. The biggest setback he experienced was being laughed at by his ignorant classmates when he was five years old.

However, today Xia Yu'an felt his heart aching. He, who had always been successful and proud, suddenly felt weak and afraid.

The first time you fall in love with someone, does that person have to die?

He hadn't had the time to express his feelings to her, hadn't had the time to tell her what impression she had of him when she first saw him, hadn't had the time to... ask her if she was willing to be his Crown Princess?

No...no...it can't be like this. It won't end like this.

The wind and rain are too cold and shouldn't hit him like this.

So Xia Yu'an trotted back, quickly took the umbrella, and rushed towards Xia Silan.

Heavy rain is no longer a barrier, and life and death are no longer a barrier.

He just wanted to shield the other person and protect the person he liked from the storm, that's all.

They met in the world of mortals and met again, but they never imagined that it would be such a reunion.

Xia Yu'an wanted to tell herself that everything was fine, that the other party would be fine...but there were corpses everywhere in the mountains and across the wilderness, and Xia Yu'an could not deceive herself no matter what.

Lies hurt no one, but the truth is the sharpest knife.

Xia Yu'an tried hard to open his eyes, through the rain's line of sight, held up an umbrella to shield Si Lan from the heavy rain, and slowly knelt in front of Xia Si Lan.

Si Lan... Si Lan...

Brother...Brother...

Xia Yu'an's inner voice was very penetrating, but at this moment it seemed that the person in front of him would never be able to hear it.

Xia Silan was wearing a gorgeous red dress in the dust, her skin was exposed, and her thighs were covered with flower marks left by the rain.

His whole body was covered with jewels made of gold, pearls, jade and precious stones. They were so luxurious and expensive, but they reflected the most beautiful body and the most evil desires in the world.

Everyone loves your beauty, and everyone wants to get your body.

But you are mine! Ha...

Hahahahaha…

I won't let you go, I won't let you go...

Xia Yu'an smiled, very quietly, then raised her head and looked calmly at the heavy rain pouring down from the sky. It was this kind of quietness that made people feel horrified, because in those quiet eyes was a reckless madness.

Xia Yu'an held Xia Silan's pale face and slowly placed it on his knees.

"You're not going to die, are you?"

“…”

The voice was small and hoarse: "Answer me..."

Xia Yu'an's hand gently inserted into Xia Silan's hair, caressing it gently as if he were treating a lover.

Obviously... obviously we just met not long ago.

But why is it so natural? Why do I feel that I should be with him, from the past to the future, forever and ever.

Xia Yuan raised his head, feeling a little dizzy. Raindrops swirled down, and the world suddenly closed in on itself like a time-lapse video of the starry sky.

Raindrops hit Xia Yu'an's eyes, and suddenly, the person in his palm seemed to move.

Xia Yu'an turned around happily, but it was the bird next to him.

I can’t tell if it’s loss or something else.

Where will it fly in such weather?

Is there someone it is looking for?

"You said you would wait for me."

"Why did you break your promise?"

"Your Highness, please go away. You will get a fever if you stay like this..." The maid who came over could not open her eyes in the heavy rain, and her hair stuck to her cheeks.

"Don't mind me."

"Your Highness and the Second Highness care about you, so they sent this servant..."

"Tell them I'm fine and don't worry about me. Go back and report."

"But..." The maid gritted her teeth, "If you continue like this, I will take you away by force..."

“I know what I’m doing.”

"I..." The maid's chest heaved, "Your Highness, this is just a dead person..."

"Get lost."

"He's dead..."

Xia Yuan suddenly felt a pain as if being stabbed by needles.

It was as if... many years ago, he had also experienced such a death...

"I said, get lost." Xia Yu'an stood up and approached the maid step by step: "Don't you understand?"

The maid took a step back subconsciously, a feeling of fear that gave her goosebumps spread all over her body.

She had never seen the little prince look like this or say such cruel words...

In those deep eyes, there is an abyss burning with endless dark fire...

The demon world, the purest and deepest bloodline.

Finally, his true nature was revealed.

"Yes..." Out of fear and instinct of submission, the maid almost ran away crying.

Xia Yu'an knelt back down beside Xia Silan.

"Wait for me...you said wait for me..."

"I just said that three days ago."

"I believe you. You will do what you said, right?"

"Does what you just said mean nothing so soon?"

"You have to be able to do this, right?"

"Little Melon, didn't you say that all the script content is in the melon field? Isn't it all there?"

"Why, why, I didn't know before that Si Lan would have such a thing..."

Xiaogua also said sadly: "Because you are the male supporting role, this plot was only briefly mentioned by the original author, and therefore was not recorded in the key melon field..."

"Besides, the world line has already changed, so the host has to come here to change his fate. Because of the host's arrival, many things have deviated from the original route, producing a butterfly effect..."

Xiaogua didn't tell anyone about Xia Yu'an's amnesia.

Moreover, no matter how much you say or how many excuses you find, it cannot change the fact that it has failed in its duty.

"Is that so..."

Xia Yu'an didn't pursue the matter any further.

Because he just asked casually, soon, his whole heart and soul fell on Xia Silan.

"Little melon, I feel that there seems to be warmth in the palm of my hand..."

That's a slight body temperature.

A glimmer of hope also rose in Xiaogua.

If something happened to Xia Silan, it would not know how to face its host.

Xia Yu'an moved his fingers and pressed them against the artery on Xia Silan's neck.

It felt like a slight beat, almost like an illusion.

The wind blew, blowing up the fallen leaves.

But is this...really an illusion? !

Again and again... tapping the palm of his hand.

Xia Yu'an lowered his head, and the face of the person in his arms seemed to have become a little redder. This change... was correct! He was sure of it!

But this red is not a healthy red. Xia Yuan put one hand on the other's forehead. It was hot!

Xia Yu'an's breathing was rapid and he felt like he would faint from lack of oxygen at any moment.

Si Lan...

The beautiful silver eyelashes blinked, and the person who had been lying down finally opened his dazed eyes, as if the world had finally let them go. Xia Yu'an's fingers trembled slightly.

Xia Silan raised his hand with difficulty, inch by inch, as if he had used up all his strength.

His little finger gently hooked around Xia Yuan's.

Xia Yuan didn't move for a long time, but he felt that the wind was no longer cold and the rain was warm.

It was so warm that it felt like a grand hallucination.

The rain hit the hands of the two, flowing from Xia Silan's fingers, along the place where the two were tightly holding each other, and onto Xia Yu'an's fingertips.

The bird that flew away circled back, followed by another one, as if celebrating something.

Rain falls on the fields, birds return to their nests, and those who have been waiting finally get the moment to be embraced.

"Si Lan!" Xia Yu'an finally called out.

Great! He's still alive! Xia Yu'an was overjoyed, but soon the joy turned into heartache and sadness.

Great, great...they were finally together and didn't have to worry about anything else.

But his body...

"Well, I promised you that I would wait for you..." Xia Silan smiled slightly, "I won't break my promise to you."

Xia Silan's thin lips are outlined, the most beautiful brushwork in the rain.

When he smiled, Xia Yu'an felt the flowers in her heart bloom.

He gently embraced Xia Silan and asked in a low voice: "Are you willing to be my Crown Princess?"

"No."

“…”

"I am willing to be your paramour."

“…”

Xia Silan put his arm around Xia Yu'an's waist and said, "Husband, please don't let me be bullied by your wife in the future, okay?"

Xia Yu'an tried to smile, but tears flowed from her eyes: "As long as you try hard to please me."

"I can even be a foolish concubine for you, leaving the position of the queen vacant." Xia Yu'an pinched Xia Silan's face: "You must behave well."

"Then wouldn't I become a demon concubine who brings disaster to the country?"

"You are not even a concubine."

"Yes, being a parasite is not enough. I want to be your mistress, hiding underground, and I want my husband to come out every day to have an affair with me and cannot leave me."

Xia Yu'an hugged Xia Silan tightly: "I can't leave you anymore."