Chapter 274 Jiang Shuyin Extra: Explaining Misunderstandings

Lu Yan had almost never seen Jiang Shuyin smile in front of him.

When she smiled, she was bright and cheerful, like the peach blossoms that had just bloomed in spring, so beautiful that people could not take their eyes away.

Jiang Shuyin saw Lu Yan's eyes getting darker, and she quickly looked away.

To be honest, she was still quite moved by Lu Yan's willingness to lower himself to accompany the child.

Through these two days of observation, she found that he really liked children.

In front of the child, he was not the slightest bit strong, but was endlessly doting and gentle.

It was a world of difference from his usual tough guy image.

After Xiao Tiancheng finished riding the horse, she ran to play with Barbie dolls.

Lu Yan walked up to Xiao Yiyi, he squatted down and touched his head, "Boy, Daddy will be leaving tonight, how about Daddy take you to shoot next time we meet?"

Xiao Yiyi's eyes flashed. He

was inexplicably moved.

But he would not recognize him casually like Xiao Tiancheng.

He would not forgive him until his mommy forgives him.

"Let's talk about it later!" Quite cold and arrogant.

That night, Lu Yan left Yuzhou Island.

Jiang Shuyin played with the children for nearly a week, and only returned to Gangcheng after sending them back to Country M.

During this period, Lu Yan did not contact her.

After he completes the task with Mr. Qin San, he should go to Country M to visit the two children.

He promised not to fight with her for custody, and Jiang Shuyin would not interfere too much with his meeting with the children.

After Jiang Shuyin came back, she eavesdropped on Ji Shaoqin's latest information.

Upon hearing this, she discovered a huge secret.

Ji Shaoqin and Qin Xiaoxiao were actually lovers!

The two were talking in the car at this moment.

Qin Xiaoxiao's tone sounded very angry:

- You told my dad that Lu Yan was an undercover? Are you sick? My dad is a suspicious person. In order to test Lu Yan, he set up a trap, but Lu Yan was shot twice and fell from a cliff into the sea. His life or death is unknown now. Are you happy?

Jiang Shuyin's breath was choked when she heard this.

Lu Yan was shot twice and fell off a cliff. Is his life or death unknown now?

Ji Shaoqin sneered:

- Lu Yan has only been with Third Master for three years, and Third Master has handed over important business to him. Three years ago, Lu Yan saved Third Master and gained his trust. Don’t you think it’s a coincidence? I reminded Third Master to be more careful for the sake of you and Third Master.

Qin Xiaoxiao became more and more emotional:

- What do you mean for the sake of me and my dad? I think you are doing this for your Ji family. Recently, my dad has reduced cooperation with your Ji family. Are you anxious? Anyway, if Lu Yan dies, I will not forgive you!

Without waiting for Ji Shaoqin to say anything else, Qin Xiaoxiao slammed the car door and left.

Jiang Shuyin put down her headphones, her heart was shaken and she couldn't calm down for a long time.

She picked up the phone and dialed Lu Yan's private number.

Prompt, turned off.

She suddenly felt a little panicked.

Could it be that he really got into trouble?

This feeling of panic had briefly appeared when he almost died in the black desert.

She didn't want to delve into the reasons.

But in the final analysis, although she hated him, she didn't want him to be in danger of his life.

He was an undercover agent, and if she went to find him now, it would only arouse suspicion from others.

She could only wait and see and wait for news.

But for several days, there was no news about Lu Yan.

He seemed to have disappeared from this world.

Just when Jiang Shuyin was about to ask Ji Chi, a man in a suit and glasses found her.

"Ms. Jiang, I'm Mr. Lu Yan's psychiatrist. Can we chat for a minute?"

Jiang Shuyin opened the door of the apartment and let Lu Yan's psychiatrist in.

The psychiatrist took out a file bag and handed it to Jiang Shuyin, "This is what Mr. Lu Yan's lawyer asked me to give you. Mr. Lu made a will after returning from Yuzhou Island. All the property under his name was transferred to you and the two children. Mr. Lu's only request is that if he has any accident one day, I hope you can take the children back to see his parents."

The psychiatrist took out the contact information of Lu's father and mother.

Jiang Shuyin frowned, "Lu Yan...did he really get into trouble?"

The psychiatrist's face was serious, "IBI has sent people to search and rescue secretly, but there is no news yet. It is possible that he is dead, but it is hard to say. Mr. Lu has been undercover for so many years, he has experience in self-rescue and escape."

Jiang Shuyin lowered her eyelashes and pursed her lips into a straight line.

The psychiatrist looked at the expression on Jiang Shuyin's face and narrowed his eyes slightly.

As a psychiatrist, he can see the emotions hidden deep in Jiang Shuyin's heart through her micro-expressions.

Perhaps, such emotions, even she herself did not have time to capture.

He felt that she was not like what Lu Yan said, that she only had hatred and disgust for Lu Yan.

The psychiatrist took out a black diary and handed it to Jiang Shuyin.

"This is Lu Yan's diary. It was originally a top-secret file in my psychology room. No one except me has read his diary, but I think it is necessary for you to take a look."

"Maybe after you read it, you will understand why he tortured and abused you in the Black Desert."

The psychiatrist did not say much to Jiang Shuyin. After he explained what he wanted to say, he stood up and left.

After the psychiatrist left, Jiang Shuyin lowered her head and looked at the diary in her hand.

She closed her eyes for a long time, and then opened it with complicated emotions.

xx year xx month x day.

This morning, the first, second and third bosses called me to the conference room for a meeting.

I didn't expect Jiang Shuyin to be sent in. They all knew that she was a member of the special forces. When she came, several bosses discussed how to torture her, abuse her, and finally cut her into pieces. I

was horrified when I heard the plan they discussed. In order for Jiang Shuyin to survive, I arranged for someone to take Jiang Shuyin to the sun and expose her to the sun, so that her skin would be red and swollen. But I didn't expect that the boss would see her skin injuries and actually wanted to send her to those subordinates who didn't regard women as human beings, so that they would take turns to rape her.

I had no choice but to stand up and publicly choose Jiang Shuyin. At night, the boss arranged for someone to monitor the door of my room, so I had to take out the belt, pretend to be a devil, and beat Jiang Shuyin, and forced her to become my woman.

I saw hatred in her eyes, but there was nothing I could do. If I didn't treat her like that, she would be abused by countless men and would die miserably.

After the boss's people left, I saw tears rolling down Jiang Shuyin's eyes. At that moment, my heart felt like it was pierced by a needle and it was very uncomfortable.

I'm sorry, in order to keep you alive, I can only go against my will and become a demon.

xx/xx/xx.

Jiang Shuyin's sunburn on her face healed, and her skin became much whiter. When the boss saw her appearance, he actually asked me for her. He said he wanted to use Jiang Shuyin's head to sacrifice those who died in the criminal group.

I was panicking. I thought of the rules of the criminal group's sacrifice, that women cannot have burns from cigarette ashes, so I went back to the room and burned her skin with cigarette ashes without saying anything.

Her eyes were red and she stared at me with anger. At that moment, I knew that she would never forgive me again in this life.

But as long as I can save her life, it doesn't matter if she hates me.

...

...

xx/xx/xx.

It's been four years, and all this should be over soon.

Regardless of whether I can leave here in the end, I must send her out safely.

xx/xx/xx.

Every time I tortured her, I felt very uncomfortable.

I didn't know how to explain to her that if I was good to her, she would not be able to survive.

Her hatred for me became stronger and stronger, and it seemed that she and I had reached a dead end.

If I die here in the end, it can be regarded as a kind of compensation for her!

Maybe if I die, she won't hate me so much.

xx/xx/xx.

She is pregnant.

I am going to be a father. This feeling is like a dream.

But she said that she will not keep the child.

I really want to tell her that the hurt over the years was not intentional. Will she forgive me and keep our child?

...

He didn't write many diaries. They were all written when he was extremely upset and needed to vent.

Jiang Shuyin was silent for a long time after reading the last article.

When she moved, she found that her face was blurred by tears.