Chapter 285 Jiang Shuyin Extra: Rejected, failed confession

Jiang Shuyin stared at Lu Yan without blinking, not daring to miss any expression on his handsome face.

I don't know how long it has been, maybe a minute, or maybe just a few dozen seconds, but to Jiang Shuyin, it seemed like a long century.

"Jiang Shuyin." He called her by her full name, his eagle eyes were particularly deep and cold.

Jiang Shuyin's heartbeat seemed to be faster.

She had a bad premonition.

Before she could say anything, she heard his low and hoarse voice, "You hated me before, but just because you read my diary, you changed your mind? Are you sure it's not Stockholm syndrome?"

He finished speaking and rolled up her sleeves, wanting her to see the scars on her arms.

As a result, he found that the scar on her arm had faded a lot.

Jiang Shuyin followed his line of sight and looked at her arm. She smiled and said, "I had scar removal surgery recently. Let the unpleasant past go with the wind. Life is only a few decades long. The most important thing is the present and the future."

After Jiang Shuyin saw her own heart clearly, she was no longer a submissive person.

Although she was afraid of being rejected, she still bravely and honestly opened her heart.

"In fact, in the Black Desert, I not only hated you, but also liked and depended on you. At that time, I thought you were a criminal. I dared not admit it. Only by constantly hypnotizing myself and making myself hate you to the core could I feel at ease."

"Your diary just gave me the opportunity to accept you. If I hadn't been deeply in love with you, how could I like you just based on a diary?"

She said "like" one by one, and her bold and direct confession made Lu Yan's tall body tense uncontrollably.

She had a clear distinction between love and hate in her bones, which was so charming and so heart-warming.

However,

he was no longer worthy of her love.

He looked at her beautiful face with his eagle eyes deeply, and her skin radiated a white light under the light.

He couldn't help but recall the year when she was still in the special forces, only nineteen years old.

She and her teammates went to the primitive jungle for training. At that time, he was injured while chasing criminals during a mission. He rolled down a hillside and his life was in danger.

Jiang Shuyin was the first to find him.

He still clearly remembered the scene when she squatted in front of him, held him in her arms, and fed him water.

Her eyes were clear, and there was a rare heroic spirit between her eyebrows that girls rarely had.

After feeding him water, she fed him painkillers.

Not long after, his teammates came over.

At that time, his face was disguised, and she didn't see his true face.

But he always remembered her. He recognized her the first time he saw her in the black desert.

The little girl who helped him that year.

Fate is strange. When he wanted to be liked by her, she hated him to the core.

When he could no longer like her, she took the initiative to confess to him.

Lu Yan sighed helplessly, "Sorry Jiang Shuyin, I can't agree to you."

His refusal made Jiang Shuyin's heart seem to be pricked by a bee.

The fine and dense pain spread to her limbs.

The tip of her nose was slightly sour and her eye sockets were a little swollen and painful.

She didn't expect that the first time she confessed to someone, she would fail like this.

But after all, she is not a little girl, and she has experienced ups and downs in her life. She can still control her emotions, at least not show it on her face.

"Our relationship, as you said before, is limited to the daddy and mommy of the little girl and the brat, and each of us fulfills our obligations and responsibilities. As for emotional matters, we are both fine."

Jiang Shuyin felt very sad. She wanted to say something, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

She lowered her eyelashes, and her slender body froze in place.

Her hands and feet were slightly cold.

"Why don't you go back first, and I'll cook this meal myself." Lu Yan whispered.

Jiang Shuyin tried to adjust her mood. She raised her eyelashes and looked at the man, "Why, since we can't be a couple, you won't even let me have a meal? What's more, I bought all these ingredients."

Lu Yan was slightly stunned.

He thought that after he rejected her, she would leave in anger.

"I'm afraid it will be embarrassing for you to stay."

Jiang Shuyin chuckled. "You have been rejected by me so many times before, and you were not embarrassed. I have only been rejected once. What is there to be embarrassed about?"

Lu Yan, "..."

After Jiang Shuyin sorted out his emotions, he took out a document and several bank cards from his bag. "I'm returning your property to you."

Lu Yan did not stretch out his hand. He put his hands into his trouser pockets. "If I give it to you, it's yours. If you don't want to use it, leave it to the two children in the future."

Jiang Shuyin's long eyelashes trembled slightly. "You can give it to them in person in the future."

"Take it if I give it to you. I'm not a billionaire. I don't have so much property that it will burn your hands."

Jiang Shuyin, "..."

He refused to take it back, and Jiang Shuyin didn't know what to say.

Anyway, she would not use his money. If he kept it with her, she would only give it to the two children in the future.

Although she looked calm and as if nothing had happened when her confession was rejected, she was very bitter in her heart.

When she was washing crabs, she was distracted for a moment and her finger was accidentally pinched by the crab clamp.

The skin was broken and bright red blood flowed out.

She remembered that once in the Black Desert, she accidentally hurt her finger. When Lu Yan saw it, he sucked her finger without saying anything.

But now -

he was clearly standing beside her and clearly saw that she was injured, but his face was calm and indifferent.

He was poisoned by the five-color flower, but Qin Xiaoxiao gave him the antidote.

Why did he reject her?

Could it be that he never liked her, and it was just a man's possessiveness that was at work?

At this moment, Jiang Shuyin admitted that she really couldn't understand him.

After cooking, Jiang Shuyin did not stay to eat with them. Lu Yan's men tried to keep her several times, but failed.

Lu Yan said nothing from beginning to end.

Jiang Shuyin left in a hurry.

When she got downstairs, she realized that she had left her cell phone on the kitchen counter and forgot to take it.

She had to go back upstairs.

The door of the apartment was not closed tightly. Jiang Shuyin walked over and was about to press the doorbell when she suddenly heard Qin Chuan say,

"Captain Lu, do you like Miss Jiang or not?"

Lu Yan pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"Chuanzi, I remember now. Army has a white moonlight in his heart. About seven or eight years ago, Army was injured. I heard that a young girl saved him. Later, when Army returned to the headquarters, I secretly saw Army draw the girl's appearance. It's just that it's been too long, so I can't remember what the girl looks like. Anyway, I remember that she looks very beautiful."

As he said, Dalong seemed to think of something, and he slapped his head suddenly, "I remember now, Army's favorite white moonlight looks a bit like Miss Jiang. No wonder Army took special care of Miss Jiang in the Black Desert. It turns out that he used her as a substitute!"