It really can't be blamed on Shen Mingzhu for being unable to accept it at this moment.
I still remember that the last time he was struggling most mentally, he always maintained his domineering and paranoid personality, pinching Shen Mingzhu's face and forcing her to face her problems.
But this time it was completely different. From Shen Mingzhu's perspective, she only heard Wen Shuangnian say that he fainted on the side of the road.
When I hurried over, I only found out that he might have done something that made Wen Shuangnian uncomfortable.
There was no way she could know what happened before Shen Zejing fainted.
So it is normal to not understand or even feel unable to accept Shen Zejing's transformation.
But from Shen Zejing's perspective, all this did not happen suddenly.
Instead, it is a complete process of intense struggle, reflection, regret and remorse.
Especially while waiting for Shen Mingzhu to arrive.
In his mind, like a slide show, he replayed all the experiences between himself and Shen Mingzhu.
This time, he almost experienced these things from a third-person perspective.
He could clearly feel that after Shen Yuan returned home, he became extremely indifferent to Shen Mingzhu.
Then he repeatedly magnified the scene of Shen Mingzhu's gradual disappointment in him in his limited memory.
Those fragments that he had never paid much attention to before suddenly appeared before his eyes, and even repeated uncontrollably.
It was like he was standing in Shen Mingzhu's position and experiencing her despair firsthand.
This emotion enveloped him completely and he couldn't escape it at all.
So the moment Shen Mingzhu saw him, the atmosphere he showed was not accidental or created by the angle, but real sadness.
It’s a pity that Shen Mingzhu didn’t have a God’s perspective. She just frowned and looked at Shen Zejing who kept saying sorry over and over again.
"That's enough! I'm already annoyed even if you're not annoyed. What else can you say except sorry?"
"If you think these two incoherent apologies can have any effect, I'm sorry, I just think it's ridiculous."
These two sentences seemed to awaken the obsessed Shen Zejing. He suddenly remembered at this moment that he just apologized without explaining the reason.
It's understandable that Shen Mingzhu doesn't want to listen.
But if Shen Zejing was really asked to explain the reason, he actually had no way to organize the language to describe it.
How should he explain to Shen Mingzhu all the events that had just occurred to him?
Seeing that he was silent for a long time and couldn't explain clearly, Shen Mingzhu's eyes gradually turned cold.
"Oh, I'm really crazy. I'm wasting time listening to him here. I don't know what he wants to say. I guess he's apologizing frantically now because he's a little far away from Shen Yuan and is temporarily out of control."
"Anyway, he will return to his previous state when he returns to Shen Yuan, so why should I bother doing useless work here?"
control? ! !
These two words instantly awakened all of Shen Zejing's consciousness, and the situation that seemed chaotic just now suddenly became clear.
Temporarily out of control?
Shen Zejing chewed on this sentence repeatedly, and in a flash, he found the most reasonable explanation for the situation he had just been in.
If it was really as Shen Mingzhu said in her heart, then her contradictory behaviors were all due to being controlled.
Doesn't that mean that I never intended to hurt Shen Mingzhu?
So he didn't want to do anything like that.
After figuring this out, Shen Zejing was extremely excited and grabbed Shen Mingzhu.
He couldn't wait to tell Shen Mingzhu all this.
Unfortunately, before he could say anything, he felt as if his entire brain had been overloaded to the point where it could no longer sustain itself, and was attacked by a severe pain like an explosion.
Finally, under Shen Mingzhu's puzzled gaze, he opened his mouth but fainted before making any sound.
"No? Why are you dizzy? Are you trying to scam me?"
Wen Shuangnian, who was waiting outside, heard the voice and pushed the door open and went in.
The result was that Shen Zejing fainted on the ground, while Shen Mingzhu stood there at a loss.
She rushed out without hesitation to find medical staff to help. After a flurry of activity, Shen Zejing was sent to the emergency room for examination.
Wen Shuangnian patted Shen Mingzhu who was still in a daze, "It's okay, he might just not be feeling well."
Shen Mingzhu nodded woodenly.
In fact, she could feel that Shen Zejing was eager to express something before he fainted, but he just didn't have time to do it.
At the same time, a sneaky figure smiled awkwardly at the ball of light in front of him.
"Uh, you can't handle a little bit of pressure? This human is really fragile."
"I was originally thinking of helping the troublemaker, but it seems I accidentally made things worse. Never mind, he's not dead anyway, and I can still repair myself!"
In fact, according to the original development trend, Shen Zejing would be able to break free from control in the near future.
It was just that some guy who was too impatient couldn't help himself and created such an outrageous scene.
The troublemaker who lost his real name, no, it was Shen Mingzhu, with a complicated expression, hesitated for a moment and then called Shen Zeshuo.
This is her only remaining connection in the Shen family.
Fortunately, after listening to Shen Mingzhu's description, Shen Zeshuo immediately agreed to Shen Mingzhu's request to come and take care of Shen Zejing.
When he hurried over, Shen Mingzhu directly pulled Wen Shuangnian away, and her speed was as if there was a ghost chasing her.
Before Shen Zeshuo had time to say anything to Shen Mingzhu, he only saw her fleeing back.
He suddenly began to wonder what his elder brother had done to make the fearless Shen Mingzhu flee in panic.
After they left the hospital gate, they continued running for a long time before stopping.
"Mingzhu? What's wrong with you?"
Wen Shuangnian's bangs were blown away by the wind. She took off her glasses and adjusted them, and her eyebrows and eyes were fully revealed at this moment.
This scene made Shen Mingzhu stunned, and she murmured.
"I think I know why Shen Zejing reacted so strongly! This, this is exactly the same, I was shocked when I saw it."
"Ah? What did you say?"
Wen Shuangnian felt that she could not hear clearly without her glasses, so she smoothed her bangs while putting on her glasses, returning to her original appearance.
"Wait, don't move." Shen Mingzhu took direct action, sometimes lifting up her bangs, sometimes letting them down, and finally helping her to recover.
"Shuangnian, if I hadn't met your parents, I would have doubted your true identity!"
"What's the meaning?"
"Oh, that's right. Do you remember that Shen Zeshuo had a similar reaction when he saw you last time?"
"Yeah." Wen Shuangnian nodded.
"Actually, it's because your eyes resemble those of the brothers' biological mother, so they reacted this way."
"But I don't mean to question you. Your parents love you so much. There are some things you can't doubt."
"I see."
Wen Shuangnian said she understood, but she subconsciously turned her head away and didn't dare to look directly into Shen Mingzhu's eyes.
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