Chapter 44: I Love Little Ali Very Much
Only at this moment was Lu Lishen's consciousness particularly clear, and he shook off Ye Musi's hand.
"There's no chance to start over. I'm destined to be possessed by the devil. It was like this in my last life, and I can't escape it in this one." Lu Lishen paused, as if accepting the truth. "I will hurt you, so please don't show mercy next time you see me."
"My blood can suppress your demonic aura. I am the son of a goddess, and I have the blood of a demigod in my body. I..."
Before he could finish his words, Lu Lishen raised his hand to cover his mouth, stopping him from speaking any further.
Lu Lishen's eyes were sharp, no longer as youthful as before. His lips opened and closed, and a dull voice came out of his throat, "So what? Even if you are the son of the goddess, you are still a mortal now. There will always be a day when your blood will dry up."
He met Ye Musi's sad eyes and said, "Since you don't want to stay, why bother saying all this."
Ye Musi held Lu Lishen's hand, put his face close to his palm, and the warm touch on his skin made him feel that what the other party said was not true.
"I do."
"Even if I have to be used as a furnace, as long as I am yours, I am willing to do it."
But Lu Lishen was unwilling to do so. He did not want Ye Musi to accommodate himself, and did not want to see Ye Musi degenerate. He said that he wanted Ye Musi to be his cauldron, and his original intention was to let his master give up, rather than rushing to join him after knowing the consequences.
Without waiting for Lu Lishen to speak, Ye Musi seemed to see something from his eyes. He took a step forward, stood on tiptoe, tilted his head back, held Lu Lishen's face, aimed at his lips, and kissed him.
Lu Lishen's pupils suddenly contracted the moment Ye Musi's lips touched his. His body instinctively wanted to push Ye Musi away, but deep down in his heart, he had an indescribable desire. His hand froze in mid-air, and finally slowly fell to Ye Musi's waist, holding him tightly in his arms.
Ye Musi's kiss was gentle and firm, as if he wanted to convey all his emotions and determination through this kiss. A warm current surged in Lu Lishen's heart. He closed his eyes and responded to Ye Musi's kiss. The emotions of the two blended at this moment.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, everything around became blurred, leaving only each other's heartbeat and breathing.
Lu Lishen's heart was full of contradictions. He knew that he should not accept Ye Musi's sacrifice, but he could not resist this deep affection, which was the result of his love for two lifetimes.
Finally, Lu Lishen gently pushed Ye Musi away. His eyes were complicated, showing both pain and reluctance.
"Why are you so obsessed with me?" His voice was hoarse, revealing his inner struggle.
"What are you worried about?" Ye Musi's voice was equally hoarse, with a hint of tears in it. "Is it that you are the only one allowed to do things for me, and I cannot sacrifice for you?"
"Who made that rule?"
"If you really don't love me anymore in this life, why would you use the Reverse Spirit Technique to save me, why would you look for a magic doctor to heal me, why would you..." At this point, he grabbed Lu Lishen's wrist with the marriage bead, "Conclude a marriage contract with me."
"If you really don't love me anymore in this life, I will naturally leave and not bother you anymore, but how can your actions indicate that you don't love me anymore?"
"The marriage contract has been concluded, how dare you say you don't love me anymore?"
Ye Musi let go of Lu Lishen's hand, and after thinking for a while, he seemed to have figured it out. "A-Li, I will take this step back and let bygones be bygones."
He was waiting, waiting for Lu Lishen to answer him, to respond to him.
Complex emotions surged in Ye Musi's heart, and his eyes gleamed with a mixture of determination and confusion. He would take this step, and if Lu Lishen still didn't respond, he would let it go.
Lu Lishen's heart was filled with struggle, his eyes becoming increasingly complex as Ye Musi pressed on. He knew that every word Ye Musi said was sincere, but he felt an insurmountable obstacle in his heart. He was afraid that his demonic nature would hurt Ye Musi, that he would lose control of that power, and even more afraid that Ye Musi would be hurt because of him.
His hand unconsciously caressed the marriage beads on his wrist. They were the indelible bond between them, the testimony of their love. A warm feeling welled up in Lu Lishen's heart, but it was soon replaced by a deep fear. He was afraid that this love would eventually become a shackle for Ye Musi, and that he would be unable to give Ye Musi the happiness he deserved.
so……
He pushed Ye Mu out.
"I'm sorry, don't love me anymore." But don't forget me...
The moment Ye Musi was pushed out, a flash of shock and disbelief crossed his eyes. His heart felt as if it were being gripped tightly by an invisible hand, the pain so intense that he could barely breathe. He looked at Lu Lishen, his eyes filled with confusion and pain.
"Okay, I understand." Ye Musi's voice trembled and his lips could hardly make any sound.
Tears glistened in Ye Musi's eyes and his body trembled slightly, but he tried hard to stand straight, unwilling to show any more vulnerability in front of Lu Lishen.
But his chest hurt so much, not only from the heartache, but also from the backlash of the marriage bead. If Lu Lishen really had no feelings for him anymore, then he would die of grief.
But no, he just felt that he was about to die.
The white surroundings gradually became colorful and gradually returned to the appearance of a palace. Lu Lishen had regained consciousness.
Lu Lishen turned away, unwilling to meet Ye Musi's gaze. His heart was filled with pain and struggle. He knew he was only temporarily awake. He didn't want Ye Musi to be dragged into this dispute, nor did he want Ye Musi to sacrifice himself to redeem himself.
The former goddess expended her semi-god cultivation and even destroyed her divine nature but still could not fully evolve into the demon world. Even though Ye Musi was the son of the goddess, he was now just a mortal, not a god, and had no divine power. How could it be easy for him to save Lu Lishen?
"Ye Musi, go now." Lu Lishen's voice was cold, without a trace of warmth. "I don't need your sacrifice, nor do I need your love. If you see me in the future, I won't show you mercy."
"good."
Ye Musi left, really left, without looking back.
Lu Lishen turned around and stood at the door of the palace, trying to find Ye Musi's figure, but he saw that everything around him was dark, without a trace of white.
He clutched his chest. His heart had been aching for a long time, but he was trying not to show it in front of Ye Musi. Now he had reached his limit. The smell of blood spread to his mouth, and he finally vomited it out.
“Master… I’m sorry…”
After he finished speaking, he fell down.
Ye Musi did not leave, but hid in the dark. He knocked Lu Lishen unconscious with a stick and brought him back to the human world.
Emotionally, he couldn't let Lu Lishen go. Logically, he was the master of Yinyou Valley and Lu Lishen's master, so he wouldn't leave Lu Lishen alone.
Even if he doesn't love Lu Lishen anymore, he still has the responsibility to protect him. He has an unshirkable responsibility for Lu Lishen's demonic aura. Since his blood can suppress Lu Lishen's demonic aura, it is a second chance given to him by God.
He was carrying Lu Lishen on his back, and because of his difficulty walking, he was obviously struggling.
The demon soldiers and demon queens of the demon world all hid themselves and secretly watched Ye Musi send away the big Buddha Lu Lishen. Seeing Ye Musi struggling, they all wanted to step forward to help, but they were afraid that Lu Lishen would suddenly wake up and take their lives.
It is not easy for them to practice and they don’t want to die.
Ye Musi brought people to the human world, a few hundred miles away from Sunset Mountain, and found a courtyard on a mountain peak. It looked quite old and no one lived there.
As soon as the door was opened, dust rushed towards him. Ye Musi cast a tidy spell to make the place clean.
He put Lu Lishen on the bed.
He sat on the edge of the bed, his whole body weak. He lay beside Lu Lishen, feeling the warmth of the person next to him.
"A-Li, your master will definitely save you."
He was very tired and took a short nap, but it was already late at night.
The first thing he did when he woke up was to check if the person next to him was still there. He originally just wanted to rest for a while, but he was too tired and fell asleep.
He felt around, but there was no one there. The bedding on the bed was no longer warm, so it seemed like he had been gone for a while.
He sat up dejectedly and found Lu Lishen sitting not far away, looking at him quietly.
A bit scary...
He walked forward and called softly, "Lu Lishen."
Lu Limu: "Lu Limu."
“…”
"What? Are you sad that it's not him?" Lu Limu stood up, approached Ye Musi, and pulled him in front of him. "You are really restless. Even after going to a place like that, you can still escape?"
After Lu Limu returned to the Demon Palace, he never came out and had no idea how Ye Musi got out.
But he knew that Ye Musi had come to see Lu Lishen, and Lu Li had gone mad and hurt Ye Musi, and he had not seen him since then...
It’s so strange, how come he can’t see what’s happening outside?
When he woke up, he found himself lying in bed with Ye Musi. If it weren't for the wound on Ye Musi's palm, he would have suspected that their old love had rekindled.
"Let go, just hold on to me if you want to, why are you using so much force!" Ye Musi tried to break free, but he fell into Lu Limu's arms before he could stand firmly.
"Don't move, or the wound will open and I won't rebandage it for you."
Ye Musi looked at his own hands, which were wrapped like a pig's head. Did he think he had good skills?
Lu Limu lifted Ye Musi's chin and said, "Ah Si, how should I punish you for being so clever and incompetent?"
Ye Musi was about to speak when he was stopped.
A surge of anger surged in Ye Musi's heart. He tried to break free from Lu Limu's restraints, but found that his strength was insignificant in front of the other party.
If it were in the past, Lu Lishen would have given in to him, but Lu Limu was different. Lu Limu took it by force, leaving Ye Musi no chance to breathe.
Lu Limu seemed to sense Ye Musi's resistance, and he loosened his grip slightly, but still didn't let him go. A hint of amusement flashed in his eyes, as if he was enjoying Ye Musi's useless struggle.
"Lu Limu, what exactly do you want to do?" There was a hint of trembling in Ye Musi's voice. He tried to remain calm, but he could not completely conceal the panic in his heart.
Lu Limu smiled softly, his fingers gently stroking Ye Musi's cheek, a dangerous glint in his eyes. "I was born for you, and naturally what I want is you, Ah Si."
"Don't call me Ah Si!"
Lu Lishen had never called him like this before, and facing this face made him feel very awkward.
"Asi, Asi, Asi."
Lu Limu seemed to be deliberately trying to provoke Ye Musi. He called out the name over and over again, with a teasing and provocative tone in his voice.
"Lu Limu, don't go too far." Ye Musi's voice carried a hint of warning, "If you do this again, don't blame me for being rude."
A trace of disdain flashed in Lu Limu's eyes, and he sneered, "You're welcome? Ye Musi, do you think you're my opponent?" His fingers gently stroked Ye Musi's lips, his eyes filled with a hint of possessive desire. "If you just obey me, maybe I can be a little gentler with you."
A strong feeling of resistance surged in Ye Musi's heart. He would not give in to Lu Limu like this. He bit Lu Limu's finger hard, causing him to let go of his hand in pain.
Lu Limu's eyes were filled with anger. He raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, "Ye Musi, you are playing with fire."
After he finished speaking, he clamped Ye Musi's head, pulled him towards himself, and held him close to himself.
Ye Musi placed his hands on Lu Limu's chest. He couldn't use magic because this was Lu Lishen's body. If he was injured, A Li would also feel pain.
"Why can Lu Lishen do it, but I can't?!" His hands tightly grasped Ye Musi's neck from behind, as if he wanted to rub him into his body.
"He won't force me!"
"Do you dare to say that he didn't force you? Have you forgotten your first time?"
"Besides that." Ye Musi said.
The complex emotions in Lu Limu's eyes were hard to conceal. He seemed to be recalling something, but it was quickly replaced by anger. "So what? What he can give you, I can also give you, maybe even more!"
"You don't know how to respect or love, you only force me!"
Upon hearing this, Lu Limu's body suddenly emanated a powerful demonic aura, and the temperature of the entire room suddenly dropped. "Respect? Love? These things are meaningless in the face of power!"
"Just because he loves you, can he protect you? Don't dream, Ye Musi. In this world, the law of the jungle prevails!"
Ye Musi was not strong enough and let Lu Limu kiss him. There was a sound when their lips and teeth touched. The tip of his teeth hit the mucous membrane of his upper lip, and the smell of blood instantly flowed out.
Lu Limu's demonic aura gradually dissipated.
"You're bleeding, right? This is the consequence for not cooperating with me!" He looked at Ye Musi's lips distressedly, thinking to himself: It seems his blood can suppress the devil's aura. No wonder Lu Lishen's consciousness fell asleep...
Lu Lishen's consciousness was dormant and he would not wake up in a short time, which gave Lu Limu a lot of freedom. He could do whatever he wanted to Ye Musi and do whatever he wanted. Even if he wanted to do something to Ye Musi, Lu Lishen could not control him, which made him feel very uncomfortable.
Lu Limu's fingers gently brushed the blood on Ye Musi's lips.
Ye Musi didn't appreciate it. He turned his head away and refused to let her touch him.
Seeing this, Lu Limu tightly grasped Ye Musi's shoulders, almost crushing his bones with such force: "You are testing my patience, Ye Musi. Do you really think I dare not do anything to you?"
The pain in his shoulder made Ye Musi frown.
"Does it hurt?"
“Serves you right!”
Although he said harsh words, he still felt heartbroken. He let go of his hand and checked whether Ye Musi's shoulder was broken, but was met with a slap in the face.
"You deserve it!" Ye Musi imitated him.
Lu Limu was slapped hard on the face. A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then a cynical smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
"Good, very good, very good."
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