Chapter 95 [Nightmare] He is the real Master
Hearing this, Ye Musi stood up slightly, but was pushed back down by Lu Lishen.
"What do you mean by saving Chen Lian?" Ye Musi was very puzzled by what Lu Lishen said. From Chen Lian's perspective, didn't Aa Jiang betray Chen Lian and collude with the cultivation world to kill Chen Lian?
"How?"
Lu Lishen gently patted Ye Musi's back, then stroked Ye Musi's face and rubbed his nose.
"I know you've seen Shen Lian's memories." Lu Lishen paused, kissed Ye Musi's nose, and hugged him in his arms, "But things are not what you see."
Ye Musi certainly knew that things were not that simple, but he always thought that he was the only one who had seen that past, and he was the only one who knew about it, and no one could explain it to him.
Not only that, his mother Yan Ru also brought the spirit pearl back from the Demon Abyss and lied that it was sent from heaven just like her. Why?
He really wanted to know what kind of person Yan Ru was. In the eyes of the world, Yan Ru had always loved the world, but she concealed the true origin of the spiritual pearl. Could it be that she was like Shen Lian, forging a reputation and doing many shameful things in private?
Ye Musi couldn't be sure, he was very conflicted. He didn't want Yan Ru to be that kind of person, but Yan Ru was Yan Ru, and he couldn't control his mother's thoughts.
"A Jiang did not betray Shen Lian. As for why the major immortal sects would encircle and suppress the demon world, it is still unknown."
"Lingzhu and Ajiang reached a deal. Lingzhu saved Chen Lian for Ajiang, and Ajiang helped Lingzhu build a physical body. To build a physical body for Lingzhu, he needed immortal bones. He was just one step away from saving his lover, just one lightning bolt away. The funny thing is that the lover he missed so much gave him a sword just as he was about to ascend to heaven."
Although Lu Lishen is not A Jiang, he has actually experienced it. Sometimes he wonders whether it is worth it for A Jiang to do this. Shen Lian does not love him that much. Shen Lian loves himself the most. No one and nothing can block his way, not even his lover.
Shen Lian puts himself first and Ajahn second.
But A Jiang put Shen Lian first, on the same level as his tribesmen, and made all the necessary preparations before his final death.
"Master, I'm not saying anything bad about you, it's just that Chen Lian doesn't deserve A Jiang's love."
“…”
"Forget it, there's no point in saying more." Lu Lishen patted Ye Musi's back gently, as if he was coaxing someone to sleep.
This is a dream, and Ye Musi will not understand even if he tells him.
"Go to sleep."
Ye Musi was very confused. He didn't know what he was thinking or what to say. He just felt sorry for his A Li.
"You went to Prince Bei's Palace to protect me?" Ye Musi thought back to the past and had a rough guess in his mind, "You became possessed because of me, right?"
He gently pushed Lu Lishen away, sat up and looked at the person lying on the bed looking at him.
"I am the son of Jing Yinchuan. It is normal for me to be possessed by a demon. It has nothing to do with you."
"You're lying." Ye Musi leaned over and pointed his index finger at Lu Lishen's left chest. "You were born with a spirit. Even if you were a demon, you wouldn't be possessed by a demon if you wanted to."
Lu Lishen would not want to become a demon. There is only one possibility: he was forced to do so.
Lu Li took a deep breath, and his heart was filled with anxiety again. He grabbed Ye Musi's wrist and pulled him towards himself, and Ye Musi fell on top of him.
He covered Ye Musi with the quilt, then held him in his arms and coaxed him.
He heard Ye Musi crying and felt warm tears dripping on his chest.
"Don't cry, this is nothing to cry about."
"I just like crying, what's wrong?"
Ye Musi cried since he was a child, crying for his senior brother and for his master. But after he became the Valley Master and Zhu Jianye became the Elder of Juque, the two of them grew up gradually, and his tears subsided a little.
Lu Lishen gently stroked Ye Musi's back, his voice soft and low, "You are always like this, taking the blame on yourself."
Lu Lishen knew what Ye Musi was thinking without even thinking about it.
"This is my responsibility. You are my only disciple. I failed to protect you and let you become possessed by the devil. Isn't that my fault?"
As soon as news of Lu Li's infiltration of the demonic realm reached Hidden Valley, the elders accused him of failing as a master, allowing even a born spirit fetus to be possessed by the demonic realm. He was deeply saddened and upset. They also said he was like Mu Chi, unable to control his apprentice and unworthy of being a master.
"You don't have to bear these responsibilities. I never considered you my master."
From the first time we met, to becoming his apprentice, to now.
"If I'm not a Master, what am I supposed to be?"
At this moment, Ye Musi didn't know that Lu Lishen had fallen in love with him a long time ago. At that time, he was too young to distinguish his emotions. He just thought that his master was a very good person. When he grew up, he would protect his master and let his master not be troubled by the three realms.
"I like you, I love you."
Hearing this, Ye Musi sat up excitedly and wiped away his tears.
"You said you loved me, but you said you didn't want to be with me anymore. You said that."
"when?"
"A few days ago, have you forgotten?" Ye Musi was so heartbroken that he had completely forgotten that this was a dream. "You said you didn't love me anymore. You said we were only master and disciple before."
Hearing this, Lu Li frowned deeply.
"you--"
He also sat up and met Ye Musi's eyes, as if he wanted to see through him, "What are you doing here?"
After confirming that the person in front of him was the real Ye Musi, he pushed the person away, got out of bed, picked up his clothes and put them on, then threw Ye Musi's clothes back on the bed.
"Ali, what are you doing?" Ye Musi wanted to get out of bed and chase Lu Lishen, but he moved too much just now. His legs were weak and he fell off the bed, "Ali..."
He didn't know what he had done wrong. Lu Lishen was so nice to him in his dream, but after knowing that he was real, he kept his distance from him.
Lu Lishen heard the noise behind him and quickly turned around to check. He saw Ye Musi naked and lying on the ground. He went forward to help him and put his clothes on him.
"You shouldn't have come." He raised his hand, and a red flash appeared.
Ye Musi quickly pressed down Lu Lishen's hand, "Don't send me away."
"Don't send me away." Ye Musi hugged Lu Lishen, preventing him from casting spells.
"This is not the place for you." Lu Lishen pushed Ye Musi away and grabbed his shoulders.
Ye Musi was really afraid that Lu Lishen would suddenly cast a spell, so he sent him away. He grabbed Lu Lishen's hand and said, "Then come with me."
"No."
"If you don't leave, I won't leave either." Ye Musi swallowed his saliva, still holding on to the fantasy of what Lu Lishen had just said. "You said you loved me, why are you chasing me away?"
"That was just to fool you, and you believed it?"
"You're lying. You don't love me. The Marriage Pearl won't lie. If you don't love me anymore, I'll die of grief. I don't believe a single word you say. I didn't believe it before, and I don't believe it now!"
Lu Lishen felt mixed emotions. He never imagined that the master in this dream was actually the real Ye Musi. Did he know that he wanted to refine him into a cauldron and that's why he sent him to Minghua Tower?
"Since you have seen Ajahn's memories, you know best. A marriage contract cannot be bound unless the two are in love, and it cannot be broken. If one person dies, the other will die too."
"Look at me, how dare you say you don't love me again? You——"
Before Ye Musi finished speaking, Lu Lishen couldn't hold back any longer and kissed him on the lips. When their lips and teeth touched, he was stunned at this moment, his heart beating wildly, as if all his emotions were ignited at this moment.
"A-Li..." He called softly, his voice trembling, "Please don't stop loving me. This is the first time someone loves me, and I don't want to lose even this person."
Lu Lishen held Ye Musi's face tightly in his hands and listened to what he said, feeling very uncomfortable.
Lu Lishen stretched out his hand to the back of Ye Musi's head, his fingertips intertwined with his hair.
"Don't stop loving me..."
Ye Musi's tears quietly slid down, wetting his cheeks. His eyes flickered with anxiety, and tears swirled in his eye sockets, finally overflowing uncontrollably, slowly flowing down his cheeks.
His breathing became rapid, and every sob was accompanied by a slight tremor in his shoulders, revealing his inner helplessness at the moment.
"You don't love me anymore, it's more painful than killing me..."
"I am the Demon Lord, and you are the leader of the six sects. If I am with you, it will tarnish your reputation. You care about your reputation the most. I don't want to make things difficult for you." Lu Li pressed his forehead against Ye Musi's, explaining his recent abnormal behavior.
"A good reputation is not in conflict with you and me."
Ye Musi wanted that fame for Yinyou Valley, because he was the master of Yinyou Valley, and everything should be put first. Now Lu Li was deeply in his heart and was equally important.
"I can be your Demon Queen, or I can be the Master of Hidden Valley. I am willing to marry you, A-Li..."
Lu Lishen let go of Ye Musi.
"Ali..."
"Okay, from now on, I won't push you away."
Logically speaking, after Lu Lishen opened his heart and stopped avoiding his own heart, the nightmare would no longer exist. The strange thing was that the two of them still couldn't leave the dream.
This dream reflects Lu Lishen's true heart. Lu Lishen himself doesn't know how to leave. He can only send others out of the dream, but Ye Musi does not allow it.
A long time passed in the dream. One day, someone left a letter in Ye Musi's room. The letter said that in half a month, all the major sects would encircle and suppress the demon world, and hoped that he would help them.
After he finished reading the letter, Lu Limu's voice suddenly echoed in his mind.
"There are still people who don't know how to live or die, sending you a letter. This proves that Lu Lishen's nightmare has not been broken. He knows that you are the real Ye Musi, and he is even more panicked. He is afraid of this nightmare. I have already told him not to let him know that you have also appeared in the dream."
"According to what you said, as long as I clear myself on that day, I can break this nightmare." Ye Musi said.
Lu Limu did not refute, so Ye Musi did it.
He first united all the major sects, and after agreeing on a plan, he found Lu Lishen.
"A-Li, let's get married. You said you would marry me last time, but I left and it didn't happen. Now we have time, what do you think?"
Hearing this, Lu Lishen's brows trembled, but he still said with a stiff upper lip, "Okay."
"Ten days later, okay?"
"good."
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