Chapter 70 We Stop Here
[Why... Because there are so many entanglements, and these have not been clarified, how can I dare to be with you? ]
Li Ziyu's throat was bitter. "I don't like you. We...maybe there is a misunderstanding."
[It turns out that... saying something so unpleasant is so painful. ]
Lu Bai could no longer remain calm. She didn't understand why a person could change so suddenly and say one thing and mean another.
Her stubborn character was magnified infinitely at this moment, "You don't like me? Li Ziyu, look into my eyes, say it again!"
[Lu Bai, are you just going to force me? ]
Li Ziyu's eyes were red. She slowly raised her head and said word by word: "I don't like you."
【sorry......】
[I can't like you, I'm sorry Lu Bai, I'm sorry. ]
"Li Ziyu, you admitted that you like me. You admitted it yourself. Why do you always say one thing and mean another?"
Lu Bai said it all, "Why can't you like me? Why?"
She was so emotionally agitated that she couldn't control herself, and her hands were shaking as she pressed Li Ziyu's shoulders.
Those eyes, so bright without a trace of dirt, were now begging to be covered.
Li Ziyu's face was full of curiosity and inquiry. She was sure that she did not say that.
Li Ziyu used all her strength to push Lu Bai away. She covered her wound and stood up. "You can hear me, right?"
I can hear her voice.
That's why I can understand so clearly every time, all the thoughts in her mind, and I can hit her heart directly time and time again, and pry open the locked door of her heart little by little.
So... Lu Bai is not what she imagined. Does he understand her that well?
Lu Bai staggered back two steps. She didn't dare to think about how panicked she was at this moment. She only knew that this was the first time she felt cold sweat wet her back.
This time, I was really stubborn to the extreme.
Li Ziyu is too smart, so smart that she can see so many things clearly with just a little clue.
Li Ziyu's legs were filled with lead. She wanted to escape, but she couldn't take a single step.
The half-open lips trembled slightly.
There was a mixture of disbelief and a bit of sadness between his brows.
His eyes were bloodshot, and those cold pupils were no longer as calm as an ancient well, but the tears of a cuckoo.
His chest heaved, he breathed heavily, and his voice was hoarse, "You can hear... you lied to me."
To Li Ziyu, all this was ridiculous.
The relationship she thought was destined by heaven turned out to be relying on "cheats" from beginning to end.
For the first time in just over twenty years, she felt that someone understood her, knew her, and loved her.
But what lies before her now is a bloody fact.
How ridiculous and sad.
She should have died in that fire in Florida.
She did kill her heart at that moment.
But Lu Bai woke her up little by little, and it was also Lu Bai who told her once again that, yes, Li Ziyu loved you, and those who understood you had died in the fire long ago.
Lu Bai shook her head desperately and tried to explain, "I didn't lie to you. I didn't dare to tell you before because I was afraid that you would think I was crazy."
"I can't help liking you. I didn't lie to you."
The deer team, who were used to seeing life and death, felt so helpless at this moment.
She knows she is not good at talking, and she loves someone in her own way.
Tell Li Ziyu again and again, I will be here, I will always be here.
But it seems... these words have no power and are so easily broken.
Lu Bai took a step forward, but in return, Li Ziyu took another step back.
Her heart seemed to be torn apart. How could she not regard Li Ziyu as her savior?
However, everything was messed up by myself.
Li Ziyu lost her strength in an instant, her legs went limp and she fell to the ground.
Lu Bai strode forward, wanting to pick her up and tell her that the ground was cold.
"Don't touch me."
Li Ziyu glared at her. "You want to know why, right?"
Those eyes always looked gentle to Lu Bai in the past.
So Lu Bai could never understand why people always said that Li Ziyu was cold and kept strangers away.
But now, the look in Li Ziyu's eyes when he looked at her was full of coldness and no longer gentle.
Li Ziyu took out a USB flash drive from his pocket and said, "Look."
Her tone also returned to calm, as if nothing that had just happened had happened.
Such silence frightened Lu Bai.
Lu Bai no longer cared about the reason, and now she was even more unwilling to let it end like this, "Nannan, I..."
The words came to her lips, but she didn't know where to start.
Li Ziyu just looked at her quietly without interrupting her or speaking a word for her as he did in the past.
Lu Bai squatted down, "I am afraid of losing everyone who is important to me, because I have lost too many people."
"I grew up in a very warm family. When I was little, I thought I was the happiest child in the world. I had a heroic father and a gentle mother. But one day, this family changed. I didn't recognize it anymore. I felt tortured just sitting there."
She swallowed the sour taste that surged up.
"From that time on, I became like a boy, heartless and carefree. Everyone thought I had gone astray, but only I knew that for me, what I lost was not a father, but my whole world."
"Later, I secretly applied for the police academy. After graduation, I gradually treated my teammates as my family. I felt like I was alive again, but you know what? It seemed like God was playing a trick on me. He didn't want me to have an easy life. In one mission after another, my teammates sacrificed themselves one by one. We were undercover agents, and we completed many incredible missions."
"But in the end, I was the only one standing at the door of the police station who could put on the police uniform again. I once again lost my whole world."
Lu Bai said a lot, and she didn’t know why she said so much, but at this moment, these words were like a dam bursting, and she couldn’t stop.
"Until you appeared, God played a trick on me again, allowing me to hear your inner voice under certain circumstances. Slowly, I seemed to be completely attracted to you, and slowly, I valued you so much."
That's why she was afraid and told Li Ziyu her true feelings.
Because she didn't dare to gamble on the uncertainty again, and she couldn't bear Li Ziyu's departure anymore.
After listening to her, Li Ziyu's anger had actually subsided by half. She just blamed Lu Bai for not telling her earlier.
But she suddenly reminded herself that everyone has secrets, and she has secrets that she is unwilling to tell Lu Bai. Why can't she accept that Lu Bai has secrets?
People are always strange. They say that we should treat each other the same to be fair, but deep down they always feel that they are being wronged if they give in.
But so what? No matter whether Lu Bai can hear her thoughts or not, they may never meet again.
Li Ziyu put the USB drive on the table and stood up, holding the edge of the table. She was very tired. "I will resign as a consultant. This is the end of our relationship."
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