[110. Complete rupture]
Cheng Qingxing frowned, feeling that he had heard it wrong.
So he sat up straight, rubbed his eyes and temples, and then tried to say, "What are you talking about?"
"Didn't you say you weren't drunk?"
"When I'm sober, I'll ask you again, 'What are you talking about?'" Cheng Qingxing stood up slowly, feeling a little uncomfortable and wanting to vomit, "Ugh—"
He covered his mouth and hurried to the bathroom.
Zheng Xuhe did not move either. After all, he was familiar with all the arrangements in this room, and he could handle it well without his help.
Cheng Qingxing retched in the bathroom and vomited all over the place.
After vomiting, he felt much better.
He rinsed his mouth with water in the bathroom and looked in the mirror. He saw that his condition had improved a lot, but his face was still terribly red.
He staggered out, and Zheng Xuhe came over with some water and said softly, "Drink something."
He took the water, and then, with two gulps, he drank it all, and felt a lot better.
"What I just said is that we two should start over again."
All the water that Cheng Qingxing had just drunk was sprayed out. Fortunately, Zheng Xuhe reacted quickly and avoided the place where he sprayed the water and hid aside.
Zheng Xuhe picked up the tissue beside him and wiped the water off the corner of his clothes.
"You said you weren't drunk, so I asked you that." Zheng Xuhe wiped the water off the corner of his mouth and said, "Think about it."
After saying that, he was about to leave, but was stopped by Cheng Qingxing.
"Why must it be me?" Cheng Qingxing asked in a hoarse voice, "Can't it be someone else? Isn't Bai Hengxi good enough?"
"I don't like being arranged." Zheng Xuhe lowered his head and said seriously, "So I don't like Bai Hengxi, and I don't like to listen to my father."
"Rebellious period, huh?" Cheng Qingxing teased him with a smile, but soon he couldn't laugh anymore.
The atmosphere between the two people became tense again.
In fact, many things between them emerged in Zheng Xuhe's mind, and finally Cheng Qingxing fixed his eyes on the mobile phone on his bedside table.
He couldn't see the phone case clearly, but the pendant was still the lamb keychain he gave to Zheng Xuhe.
He remembered what Bai Zhian and Teacher Bai said, saying that he had liked him since college, and also remembered their previous acting experience.
The memory moved forward bit by bit, and finally stopped at the first time they met.
Cheng Qingxing thought that they first met when they were sixteen years old. When they first performed "Meeting Your Beauty", he was the protagonist and Zheng Xuhe was a minor supporting role who appeared near the end.
A few minutes of footage and a few hundred dollars in reward. Except for that night when he was trapped in the dilapidated temple, he actually never even looked at the person in front of him.
"I can't be with you." Cheng Qingxing said with a smile, "I can't have Zheng Xuhe's love."
He signed the contract and promised Chen Lingyue. His friends were also living happy lives, which could not be ruined because of what happened between the two of them.
"Why?" Zheng Xuhe pressed his shoulders, as if to crush him, "Because you don't love me anymore?"
Cheng Qingxing looked into his eyes, not knowing how to answer him properly, so he could only remain silent.
"But you obviously don't hate me."
Zheng Xuhe's strength became stronger and stronger, so strong that Cheng Qingxing felt that his shoulder was dislocated.
The pheromones smelling of red wine made it impossible for him to breathe. Cheng Qingxing finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he raised his hand and pushed him away.
"Because I want to use you to climb up!" Cheng Qingxing stood there shakily, watching him take a deep breath, "I'm not a good person, I'm just teasing you, I'm just like what those people on the Internet said."
Cheng Qingxing's eyes were red, and he tried to stand up straight. "Do you understand? Do you need me to repeat it again?"
Zheng Xuhe's hand froze in mid-air, and his eyes turned cold in an instant, as if he was severely hurt by Cheng Qingxing's words.
He looked at Cheng Qingxing, smiled helplessly, then sat on the sofa beside him and whispered, "So that's it."
Zheng Xuhe's voice was very light, but it was chilling, "So, when you were preparing to go on "Thank You For Your Answer 3", you were using me as a tool, right?"
Cheng Qingxing did not answer, but just looked at him silently with a dull look in his eyes, not giving him any chance to notice.
Zheng Xuhe's eyes swept across Cheng Qingxing's face, the face that once made his heart beat fast, but now made him feel deeply disappointed and angry.
He stood up, sighed, and there was a hint of sarcasm in his voice: "Cheng Qingxing, I started watching your dramas when I was very young. Our feelings for you did not start with "Meeting Your Beauty."
Cheng Qingxing lowered his head and asked with a trembling voice: "When did it start?"
He knew he shouldn't ask, but he really wanted to know when it started.
What is the charm of mine that could make Mr. Zheng, the great actor, always think of me?
"When I was eight years old, I started watching your dramas." Zheng Xuhe interrupted him, his tone as cold as ice, "I started to be a fan at that time. I wanted to be an actor because of you."
He couldn't believe it, he looked up and looked at Zheng Xuhe in surprise, "You...you are my fan?"
"Yes, you said I don't watch your dramas, that's what you think." Zheng Xuhe said in a light tone, with a faint bitter smile on his face, "Your first drama was not "My Family Has a Rebellious Son", but Director Zhao's "The World's Villains", in which you played a monk in the Shaolin Temple, very cute."
Cheng Qingxing lowered his head and stopped looking at him.
"I really don't understand you, just like you don't understand me." Zheng Xuhe turned and walked towards the door, his movements slow and firm.
Cheng Qingxing didn't try to keep him, as the two of them could never go back to the past.
They could love each other very much in the past, because at that time they had no so-called identity.
They were just college classmates and little-known actors in the entertainment industry. When they got married, they were just ordinary actors that no one cared about.
But now it’s different. He is Actor Zheng, and he has countless people around him. He is the young master of the Chen family, the heir of the Chen family, and the prince of Samsung.
Who is he, Cheng Qingxing?
Whether there is a role to play depends on his mood.
Cheng Qingxing stood alone in the room, facing the empty air, tears welling up in her eyes but never falling.
The only sound in the room was the smell of red wine and Cheng Qingxing's heavy breathing. He leaned against the door, trying hard to suppress his own voice.
He knew that the relationship between him and Zheng Xuhe had completely broken down.
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