Chapter 19

The tiles on the bathroom floor were very cold, and the hot water poured on his back was scalding. Xi Ze felt a little dizzy from the combination of hot and cold.

He half-knelt on the ground with one hand against the wall, his eyes tightly closed with a forbearing expression, and with the other hand around his back, he began to wash in a very awkward manner.

"Um……"

I only knew the theoretical knowledge before, but had never really put it into practice on myself. Also, I was a little clumsy as I was blind.

I don't know if it touched the wound, but a sharp pain came over me. The female insect groaned and her face suddenly turned pale, and all the muscles in her body tensed up.

Xi Ze's nostrils flared for a moment, and his Adam's apple rolled as he swallowed down the nausea he had just felt.

He never told the male insect that the torture was not limited to superficial wounds, but hurt deeper and more hidden parts of his body, and he didn't know whether it caused permanent damage.

Yael probably didn't know about it either, otherwise he wouldn't have ignored it for so long and never mentioned it.

It’s better not to know... He has always had a high tolerance for pain, and when the time comes, he will just endure it and the pain will pass without the male insect noticing anything.

Drops of water fell from the ends of her hair, making a small splash on the ground.

Many thoughts flashed through his mind, but he couldn't grasp any of them. The inexplicable sense of urgency was like a sickle hanging over his head, making Xi Ze more and more irritated.

His expression was somewhat empty, and his right hand was cleaning mechanically and roughly, as if he had lost his sense of pain.

"Xize?"

The male insect's voice came through two doors and was a little unclear, which made the female insect suddenly come back to her senses and realize that she seemed to have been washing for too long.

He responded in a hoarse voice and pulled the bath towel hanging on the side.

…

It was the first time he lay on Yael's bed, but what he felt beneath him was not a soft quilt but a thin, cool waterproof sheet.

Xi Ze paused, reached out and felt around, confirming that the quilt and pillows on the bed had been removed and the entire mattress was covered with plastic film.

The female insect pursed her lips unconsciously, with a hint of embarrassment and indescribable loss in her eyes.

"Then I'll leave first. Call me if you have anything." 015 said this as usual, closed the door and left.

There was a sound of dripping water coming from the bathroom not far away. The male insect must have just entered not long ago.

Nishizawa carefully adjusted his posture. The waterproof cloth made a crackling sound when he moved, causing his body to freeze unnaturally.

He couldn't see the edge of the bed, and his palm accidentally touched empty space, almost falling down, but suddenly he touched a hard corner protruding from under the bed.

Xize frowned, stood up and fumbled to open the box. His fingertips touched a hard object with a rugged outline, and he could still vaguely smell the residual smell of blood on it.

This is something sent by the Male Insect Protection Association.

The female insect tightened her fingers, but her confused thoughts gradually became clear.

He could neither stand up nor kneel down. He was always thinking about his precarious self-esteem and would rather be tortured and scolded than humble himself and please others.

But...Yell never held him to the standards of a female slave.

Yael gave him a second life, a safe place to live, enough food to eat, clothes to cover his body, and the most precious respect.

So, it's okay.

——If the whipping insect is him.

As this thought came to mind, Xi Ze's tense shoulders suddenly relaxed, as if he had given up resisting.

He took a deep breath, fumbled for a prop, and unlocked the cold buckle on it.

…

Yael opened the bathroom door, widened his eyes in shock at the scene in front of him, and slammed the door shut.

What happened? Did I walk into the wrong room or did I travel through time?

He couldn't believe what he just saw.

Caesar was kneeling on the bed with his back to him, with a complicated bright red rope wrapped around his body. The rope went around his neck to his tailbone, tied his wrists together, and even tied a bow.

A silver chain was buckled on the neck ring, and the other end was buckled to the head of the bed, like a snow leopard biting the chain and willing to be restrained and raised, crawling and waiting to be caressed or punished.

“…”

Just the startling glimpse was enough to shock him, and Yael couldn't imagine what it would look like if he got closer.

But he didn't want to let Caesar wait too long, so he hesitated for a moment and finally opened the door.

The female insect on the bed must have heard the sound of him approaching, or perhaps because of the injury on her knee, her back trembled slightly and she bent down uncontrollably.

When he reached the bed, Yer saw the box that had been pulled out from under the bed. The decorative props inside had been transferred to the female insect.

He looked somewhat helpless, and almost sighed, "What is this for?"

The female insect's eyes were covered with a piece of black cloth. Yael could only see the corners of her lips that were tightly pursed and her Adam's apple that kept moving, revealing her nervousness.

There was no movement around him for a long time. Xi Ze froze for a moment, unable to guess whether the male insect was happy or unhappy.

Yael was originally looking at the rope, thinking about how to untie it, but soon, he also heard the sound and even smelled a faint smell of blood.

"What's that noise?"

He suddenly frowned and took a closer look at the female insect's expression, then he realized that something seemed a little strange.

He followed the sound to find the source, his expression changed instantly, and his voice turned cold, "Are you crazy? How dare you use this thing?"

Without bothering to untie it properly, Yael picked up a prop with sharp spikes and directly cut the red rope that bound the female insect, freeing her wrists and ankles that were left with red marks.

“…Hmm!”

Xize suddenly groaned, the ending tone was a little unstable, as if it was filled with pain, and seemed to contain some other emotion.

clang.

Yer held the trembling body of the female insect in one hand, and with the other hand he pulled out something and threw it on the ground. Looking at the blood on his fingertips, he suppressed a little anger between his brows.

"...If you don't give me a reasonable explanation today, I won't let you go easily, believe it or not?"

The thing in his mouth was removed, and Xi Ze was released from suffocation. He fell limply into the male insect's arms. His body stiffened when he heard the words, and his voice became hoarse and hesitant.

"Today... the Male Insect Protection Association came to our house, and then... this box of things was brought into the room by the male master..."

The female insect spoke incoherently, but Yael understood it instantly and raised his eyebrows slightly.

"So you think I'm going to start torturing you tonight?"

"In your eyes, am I the kind of insect that likes to torture female insects?"

He almost laughed out loud, but he was too lazy to hide it or beat around the bush and let the female insect guess.

"Today, Hughes told me about the injury to your reproductive cavity and asked me to give you intensive treatment."

The female insect in his arms froze, looking somewhat dazed.

Then he raised his head suddenly, as if he wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Yael.

"I left this box outside because I was afraid you might bump into it by mistake. There's no storage room at home, so I put it under the bed to keep it from gathering dust."

"Do you understand what I mean?"

Yael lowered his eyes and stared at the female insect. When he saw the light blue color in her golden eyes, his anger disappeared silently like a punctured balloon.

Xize was still a little dazed. He nodded subconsciously, but then shook his head and reached out to hold the male insect's arm tightly, as if he was afraid that he would pull away.

"I'm sorry... I'm not, Lord..."

He was eager to explain himself, but seemed confused by his emotions. He could only apologize in a hoarse voice, and his heavy nasal sound sounded like a slight sob.

Yael sighed and put his hand on the bare shoulder.

The warm body under the palm of my hand trembled slightly, like a tamed beast, its wildness was still there but it lowered its head and turned over its belly to allow me to touch it.

"This will not be an example for others."

He removed the tight ornaments from Caesar's body and threw them all back into the box.

After hesitating for a while, he released soothing pheromones to envelope the female insect in his arms.

"Are you feeling better?"

Xi Ze's mood was abnormal tonight, as if he was a little stressed, but fortunately he stopped the damage in time and no worse consequences were caused.

"You are afraid of this kind of torture, aren't you?"

Although there is no insect that is not afraid, this kind of fear is different from facing the battlefield and the beatings and tortures of those insects in the female slave exchange.

It's like a deep hole in the heart, bleeding black blood for years, which cannot be healed and cannot be touched.

Yael lowered his voice and stroked the female insect's neck all the way to its tail vertebrae, as if he was soothing a frightened snow leopard.

"Okay, this won't happen again in the future, I promise... I hate this too, it's bloody and cruel, anyone who likes this is a pervert!"

"Take a deep breath and relax. We will continue to treat you later..."

The female insect in his arms was still trembling slightly, nodding and hugging his waist and abdomen even tighter, as if grasping at a life-saving straw.

“…”

...It's so weird.

Xi Ze closed his eyes tightly, and his teeth were clenched with pain, but he still couldn't stop the stress response.

The violently pounding heartbeat brings suffocation and dizziness, leading to a series of adverse reactions.

He thought he could cover it up well, but it turned out to be so vulnerable.

But perhaps the reason lies not with him, but with the male insect in front of him.

Every time, every time before he slipped into the filthy quagmire, Yael would be able to pull him back accurately and powerfully——

How could there be such a male insect?

The mental picture is shaking violently, and the place that could not withstand the impact is now in a mess, but it does not bring much pain.

Beneath the complete subversion is a mighty influx of spring.

…

After finally pacifying the female insect, it was already getting late.

Yael laid out the medicines on the bed in a row. After counting them, he let the female insect lie on her back on the bed and hugged her legs.

"Your previous injury hasn't healed yet, and you just tore it again. It might be painful later, just bear with it."

He disinfected his hands, put on gloves, took a look at the female insect before starting, and gave some instructions.

"good."

Xi Ze still looked a little dazed, with faint tear marks on his face. He pursed his lips and breathed rapidly, but he no longer showed any signs of losing control.

There was still an impenetrable darkness in front of his eyes, but he felt as if he was wrapped in a large piece of fluffy marshmallow, and he felt the long-lost security and relaxation.

"I started."

With a warning, Yael applied the transparent ointment to the outside of his gloves and began the first course of treatment.

Xi Ze made an indistinct burp and his breathing became increasingly rapid.

He looked ahead with some uneasiness, and could clearly feel the male insect's other hand pressing on his leg.

The warm palm wrapped around the injured knee, and the warmth almost burned the flesh and blood.

The male insect's fingers were cool and gentle, and their presence was so distinct that it overshadowed the pain and occupied all my thoughts.

"My Lord..."

He looked dazed and spoke in a hoarse voice.

The suppressed tears once again invaded his eyes, and he couldn't help but let go of one knee and bite his bent knuckles.

“Ouch…!”

The author has something to say:

I haven't finished taking the medicine yet, and the climax is still in the next chapter. I feel like I'm exhausted.