Chapter 54
The first differentiation of male insects only requires spiritual guidance, but the second differentiation is an important transitional period for life to enter the golden stage, similar to the transformation of a worm into a butterfly, so it is extremely critical.
When preparing for this stage, each male insect will choose a suitable female insect to help him through it, and then marry this female insect as a female servant. If he likes one very much, he will marry her as a queen.
Yael was obviously unprepared, and the hospital was under strict surveillance and could not contact the Xiongbao Association.
But then he thought again, the admiral was still there and obviously had a close relationship with the male insect, so he felt relieved.
The doctor led Cecil into a long corridor, and the room at the end was their destination.
"The room dedicated to secondary differentiation, all the medicines, nutrients and necessary equipment are ready. If you need anything, just press the button and a special insect will bring it to you."
"The male insect is now in a high fever and may be somewhat unconscious. You need to be more patient and guide him. Also, please be sure to monitor the male insect's body values at all times to prevent irreparable damage."
Finally arriving at the door, the doctor used his iris and fingerprints to unlock the layers of defense locks, and said the last words after the door opened.
"I wish you all the best."
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It's hot.
This is Yael's biggest feeling right now.
It was as if all my flesh and blood had turned into boiling magma, bubbling away. Even soaking in sea water was of no use.
Even the small fish that came close to it curiously was scalded and shivered, flicking its tail and suddenly running away.
It’s so hot…
He was awakened from his mental image by the burning sensation and opened his eyes with some difficulty. The warm yellow ceiling that came into view looked a little strange.
Where is this...?
Yael was stunned for a moment, but his muddled mind was unable to think at all.
After hesitating for a while, he slowly rolled up the quilt and prepared to sleep for a while.
I don't know how much time had passed, but I seemed to hear a slight sound, like the sound of a door lock clicking.
Then came the sound of military boots hitting the floor. The sound was deliberately made very light, but it was still picked up by the wandering mental power, which hung itself on the visitor in a daze but trusting manner.
“…”
As soon as Xi Ze entered the room, he saw the male insect lying on its side with its back to him on the soft big bed in the center of the room, wrapped in the quilt and turning itself into a pupa.
The figure didn't move, but the roaming spiritual power recognized him and stuck to him, humming with a bit of discomfort.
"Hero Lord?"
Caesar walked a few steps closer to the bed, pulled down the quilt that was covering his head, and whispered.
The male insect's cheeks were flushed with fever, and even his neck and ears were emitting scalding heat. However, he could not sleep well due to the high fever. He frowned and blinked slowly, looking drowsy.
"…Um?"
Hearing a familiar voice, Yael rolled his eyes with difficulty, looked at the female insect that suddenly appeared, and uttered a vague and puzzled nasal sound.
Soon, something icy cool was pressed on his forehead, making him sigh softly and his consciousness became clearer.
Caesar half-knelt in front of the bed, lowered his eyes to the same level as the male insect, and stared at the pair of eyes that were stained with physiological tears and looked even darker and clearer.
"Do you know who I am?"
He asked softly, with a hint of trepidation in his voice.
Yael just stared at him without answering, or maybe the words were still on his mind.
Xi Ze was silent for a moment and lowered his eyes.
The male insect was unconscious during the secondary differentiation period, and he did not dare to expect Yael to stay awake and recognize who he was, but he also wanted their first time to be one of mutual recognition and love.
But some hoarse voices rang in my ears, soft but without a trace of hesitation——
"Xize."
Xi Ze suddenly raised his eyes.
The male insect in front of him put down his hand that was pressing on his forehead and said word by word, "You are Xi Ze."
Xi Ze's Adam's apple rolled violently for a moment, and a string in his heart suddenly loosened, making him laugh softly, "That's right."
"My Lord, your current situation is that the second differentiation has come early. I will help you get through this differentiation. This process is not painful. You don't have to be afraid. Just follow your heart."
After saying this, he recalled that his previous requests had been rejected many times, so he asked again in a lowered voice.
"Would you like to?"
Xi Ze waited patiently for the male insect to digest that long paragraph. Sure enough, after staring blankly for a few minutes, Yael suddenly understood and replied in a long voice.
“Yes.”
The military girl's eyes, which were cold and stern just now, were now incredibly soft, and the gentle smile seemed to be crushed and spread evenly in the bottom of her eyes.
He leaned over and kissed Yael's forehead, "Wait a moment, my lord. I'll go get ready."
Before Yael could react, he just stared at the female insect's back as she entered the bathroom. After a long while, he slowly raised his hand and touched the place that was kissed.
It feels so strange... but so comfortable.
He was caught up in a belated tangle for a moment, and after a while he suddenly got up and got out of bed.
…
"Blah, blah—"
The sound of dripping water covered up the sound of the door opening. Cize was caught off guard and was suddenly grabbed from behind. Then two hands wrapped around his waist like an octopus.
"Hero Lord?!"
Yael's head and face were soaked by the water from the shower, and he felt dizzy for a moment, but the body in his arms was so hot and soft that he was reluctant to let go.
The small ice pack on top of my head fell to the ground, and crystal clear ice cubes rolled out from the broken hole, gradually being melted into irregular shapes by the steaming hot water.
"It's so hot..."
The female insect blocked the powerful water flow with her hands, and Yael was finally able to open her wet eyelashes, with a hint of grievance in her cold expression.
"Why didn't you help me and went to take a shower instead...?"
The male insect, who was not too sober, was much more passionate and frank than usual. Adding a cute buff of slowness, it was a critical hit.
It made him completely...unable to cope with it.
"My bad."
Caesar laughed softly, and turned around in the crook of his arm, reached out and unbuttoned Yael's collar, helping him to free himself from the damp and stuffy feeling.
A faint breath spread with the steam, silently penetrating into the pores. The swirling and accumulated river water finally found a way to be released, breaking through the obstacles and rushing out in an instant.
Blah-la-la——
The bathroom was filled with milky white mist, which brought with it a slightly suffocating feeling of dampness, but just happened to give rise to countless rapid and chaotic gasps, which mixed with the sound of dripping water, appearing hazy and dreamy.
The wall was still too cold, and the standing position was very inconvenient.
Yael moved around dazedly for a while, and was led to the bathtub which was already filled with water. He let out an "ah" and was submerged in the warm water, and he subconsciously floated up.
"...My Lord, be careful."
Caesar lifted him up. The male insect had not yet taken off his clothes, which were completely soaked by the water and stuck to his body, making him feel very uncomfortable.
He reached out to help, but stopped abruptly when he saw the pale and delicate skin. Belatedly, he felt a secret shame and embarrassment.
So strange...
Although she had exposed her body to Yael many times and no longer felt awkward or embarrassed, she dared not look at or touch the male insect's body.
It was not the weak and tender body that is typical of the male insects in this society, but a body that was smoother, stronger, healthier and full of vitality.
Like a handful of boiling new snow, burning with something more substantial and moving in its breathtaking beauty.
The dark hair meaners on the skin, like ink lines drawn on a piece of white rice paper.
In the extreme black and white, there is a hint of pink from the tips of peach petals, which is a heinous blasphemy and defilement, and also a trace of dragging the gods down to the mortal world.
Yael was unaware of what he looked like and smiled dazedly in front of him, like a cat that was obviously eager but pretending to be reserved, urging with a frown.
"Come in?"
Xi Ze's heart roared, and all his worries were instantly thrown out of his mind.
He stepped into the bathtub and, for the first time, like a fresh-faced female insect, he climbed onto the male insect's shoulders with recklessness and eagerness.
The space in the bathtub was squeezed and the hot water inside suddenly overflowed. The swaying water waves splashed onto the ground, creating a splash.
…
They didn't come out of the bathroom until the water in the bathtub cooled down and Yael's fingers were wrinkled.
But they were unwilling to separate even for a few steps. After stumbling a few steps, they fell on the sofa beside them together, and the water droplets that had not been wiped dry immediately wet the whole area.
"I feel dizzy..."
After soaking in the hot water for too long, Yael felt that his fever had become worse.
He pressed heavily on the female insect, burying his face in the softness with sweet scent.
Xi Ze took out a testing instrument from under the tea table and pointed it at the male insect's forehead.
The numbers above made him feel a little relieved, and he said hoarsely, "The high fever has subsided a little."
The mental power that had been closed off due to stress has been released and is now actively running in the room. The two mental powers are trying to touch each other's origins and are almost merging into one.
But we have only just passed the first stage, and there is still a long way to go before the secondary differentiation is completed.
“Beep beep.”
There was a reminder sound from the door, and Xi Ze remembered that the hospital would prepare special medicines to be injected into the male insects on time to help stabilize their condition.
He carefully pushed away the male insect that was lying on him, put on the military jacket hanging on the sofa, and went to the special transmission window to check.
"Hmm..."
The tide that had been overwhelming his head finally subsided a little, giving Yael a precious moment to catch his breath. But just as he tried to squeeze out a little space to think, his mind turned into a mess again.
He remembered what the female insect had just said about secondary differentiation, but he only remembered fragments of it.
It was as if there was a shield that separated him from the sadness and anger, preventing them from ruining this crucial moment.
He tried to recall for a while, but to no avail. His eyes wandered around the room aimlessly, and finally stopped at the female insect squatting in front of the door.
That coat seems a bit short...
Yael didn't dare to look at it for too long, but he couldn't move his eyes away until Caesar came back with the medicine. Only then did he turn his extremely focused gaze to other things.
"What is this...?"
Xi Ze skillfully removed the caps of the syringe and the vial of medicine, inserted the needle into them to absorb the liquid medicine, and before the male insect could react, he pulled his arm and injected it neatly.
The long and thick needle pierced into the blood vessel, gradually spreading a blue bruise. The pain belatedly occupied the chaotic brain, but before the pain became unbearable, the needle had been pulled out.
After cool cotton was pressed against the injured area, Yael slowly began to feel aggrieved. He let the female insect do whatever it wanted with his forearm, but turned his face away and buried it in the pillow.
"You stabbed me."
The gloomy voice coming from the pillow made Xi Ze not know whether to laugh or cry.
The confused Yael didn't know that he had become very childish. Although he was very frank and cute, he was not sure whether the thin-skinned male insect would be ashamed to death when he thought about it later.
But the most important thing now is to coax the male insects first.
The healing liquid was very effective. The needle hole had healed initially, leaving only a circle of slight blue caused by the residual blood clot. Cize removed the cotton and lowered his head to place a kiss on the wound.
"Be good, a kiss will stop the pain."
The voice beside his ear was low and full of tolerance and patience, which made the tips of Yael's ears warm up quietly and the depression in his chest dissipated quietly.
He was not really angry in the first place, and he calmed down after being coaxed. The female insect held his chin, turned his head, and began to suck a bag of heated nutrient solution.
Strawberry flavor.
Yael thought dazedly.
Before they finished drinking the bag of nutrient solution, the familiar anxiety surged up again. The pheromones that had just been soothed were ready to move, and were boiling under the hot body temperature of each other.
The nutrient solution in his mouth was taken away, and his breathing, which had calmed down a little, became rapid, sticky and sticky again.
"This doesn't look like a sofa at home..."
Yael muttered, trying to make out the style of the sofa, but his vision was completely occupied. He became more and more dizzy and could not pay attention to anything else for a while.
The sofa is slightly larger than the bathtub, but there is still not much room for movement. Some of the cartoon pillows placed on it were pressed under my body, while others were knocked to the ground.
The medicine injected into the body seemed to be taking effect. As time passed, the fog covering the brain gradually dissipated, allowing the scattered consciousness to gradually gather.
Yael panted, staring at the female insect in front of him in a trance.
The female soldier's physique is strong and robust, and contains extraordinary power, like the most powerful and awe-inspiring king among the snow leopards, without any dilution.
He had no doubt that if he really resisted, Xi Ze would kick him away and trap him in the wall, unable to get out.
But the female insect was so docile and frank that she almost completely exposed herself, placing her extremely vulnerable belly and neck in the male insect's palm.
He doesn't care if he gets hurt or treated roughly, and responds abnormally enthusiastically without saying a word.
Yael felt a slight shudder.
For this strong and vigorous vitality, and also for this pure and pious love, they almost grow together and are inseparable, and these——
They are all exclusive to him.
During those difficult years, as they lived day and night absorbing each other's body warmth, his name was branded in every inch of their madly growing flesh and blood. By the time he realized it, the sparks had already spread across the prairie.
He boasted that the help he gave was insignificant, but he was rewarded with a whole heart.
Really... is it worth it?
Realizing this very clearly all of a sudden, Yael blinked his eyes somewhat sourly, and his movements slowed down due to his mood.
Xi Ze looked at the male insect with some doubt, and noticed the sadness that was not hidden well. He stood up with his arms propped up, held Yael's shoulders and held him in his arms.
"My Lord, what's wrong?"
There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, but he was always alert and worried, fearing that there would be any mistake in the secondary differentiation of the male insect.
"I……"
Yael pursed his lips, staring at the female insect's face in a trance, looking into the pair of golden eyes that were so bright from beginning to end.
Under normal circumstances, he would definitely not say this to the female insect.
But I don't know if it's because of the high fever of secondary differentiation that makes me sentimental, or because I've let down my guard when we're so close...
In short, he honestly expressed his thoughts just now.
As he spoke, Xi Ze's expression gradually changed, from worry to deep thought, then surprise after he suddenly understood the meaning, and finally he lay on the male insect's shoulder and couldn't stop laughing.
The hot air continued to spray around his ears. Yael went from being nervous to being embarrassed. He tried his best to keep a straight face and said, "What are you laughing at?"
"Um……!"
The female insect was caught off guard by the attack and shuddered violently, letting out a suppressed groan from her throat, but she finally stopped laughing.
Xi Ze breathed rapidly for a while, then put down the hands that were covering his face. The faint sadness in his expression dissipated like dew, like a shadow that could not escape the smoldering sun.
He looked at Yael intently, the light in his eyes was extremely bright and deep, carrying an extremely cherishing and devout love, almost making the person being stared at feel burning.
"It's just a little surprising that the Lord would think this way."
Xi Ze said softly, "I thought I was the only one who would be so anxious and worried, carefully trying to figure out the Lord's thoughts, and...feeling that I was unworthy."
Does this mean that Yael actually has some affection for him?
Not just a simple liking, but...
love.
This word was like a burning spark. He could feel its beauty and heat the moment it flew out, but it also made him feel afraid.
Burning the flesh and blood is a small matter, but the star will be destroyed by his flowing blood. The best way is to watch it from a distance and watch it sway freely in the air.
——Even if it ends up leaving me.
Yael broke his trance and frowned, looking somewhat dissatisfied. "What are you talking about? I'm not a machine, so of course I would have such thoughts."
After saying this, he lowered his voice a little, as if he was mumbling, or as if he was embarrassed, "Besides, aren't we in love..."
Caesar stared at him deeply, his pursed lips relaxed a little, and he moved forward to kiss the male insect stickyly, and he didn't stop until Yael lost all his temper.
"No coquettishness!"
The lips and tongue were hot and lingering, and saliva kept smearing on his face. Yael's face turned red and he could only try hard to keep a dissatisfied look.
But perhaps because he was still dizzy, he only managed to resist for a while before he could no longer resist and allowed the female insect to kiss him casually. He closed his eyes in despair and took the time to recover his strength between those gentle pecks.
"...Drink some more water."
The female insect's hoarse voice rang in his ears, and before Yael could open his eyes and reach for the water cup, his lower lip was pressed.
A mouthful of warm water was passed into the mouth, relieving the thirst in the throat and bringing a subtle sweetness to the tip of the tongue.
Yael covered his mouth, his face was already red, and he whispered in embarrassment, "Do you have to be so sticky?"
The sweet aroma of caramel in the air continued to surge, gradually becoming thicker, wrapping up and melting the last bit of bitterness, until it could no longer be smelled.
…
Yael didn't know how he rolled off the sofa, but fortunately there was a thick carpet on the ground, and the female insect picked him up in time and held him in her arms.
"Did it press on you?"
He touched the female insect under him, and after getting a negative answer, he kissed her before stopping.
The plush carpet was more comfortable to use than the narrow sofa, so Yael changed to a more convenient position.
Caesar lay on the carpet with his back to him, like a snow leopard crouching down for hunting, every muscle on his back tensed, from his muscular shoulders to his lean waistline, beautiful and strong in the extreme.
It's like having a ferocious beast by your side. There's no need for a humiliating collar or other violent means, but it will obediently lie down beside your calf, wagging its tail. As long as you stretch out your hand, you can get a sniff of its wet nose.
Extremely gentle and extremely cute.
The love and pride almost swelled up, making him feel a little dizzy.
"Caesar."
Yael suddenly shouted.
I don't know why, but I just want to call him. As long as I keep this name in my mouth, my heart starts to swell, hitting my eardrums again and again, bringing an indescribable vibration.
"I'm here...what's wrong?"
Xize's voice was a little vague. He groped with his backhand, grabbed the hand of the male insect behind him, and shook it gently, like a coquettish snow leopard using its fluffy tail to circle the keeper.
"Caesar?"
Yael continued to shout, reaching out to stroke the female insect's back, allowing him to slowly calm down.
Xize finally found a gap and turned his head. Even though he couldn't see him completely because of his posture, his golden eyes looked over here without blinking, and the attachment and admiration in them were clearly visible.
"My Lord, what's wrong?"
His voice was hoarse, and he thought the male insect was feeling unwell, so he quickly woke up from his confusion.
"Nothing, I just wanted to call you, can you call me too?"
Yael held Caesar's waist and leaned over him, avoiding the female insect's sight so that he could not see his expression, and his tone was light and gentle.
Xi Ze touched the male insect's waist with his backhand, cleared his throat, and whispered, "Master."
"Not this one."
"...Yell?"
There was a hint of hesitation in his hoarse voice, as if he was not used to it. He indeed seldom called Yael by his first name directly.
But the sound of those two words was so cute that he couldn't help but shout out again.
"Yell."
"……Um."
Yar closed his eyes slightly, and after a long time he hummed. A strange feeling spread throughout his body, almost trembling, and in an instant he lost all his strength.
My heart felt like it was tied up with a rope, but I didn't feel any pain or suffocation. It was as if I had found my anchor point in the rootless sea, and the string of an abandoned kite was grabbed by the tail end.
"Can you call me like this more often in the future?"
He said softly, and the rest of his words were lost in the female insect's lips and tongue.
The surging emotions in my chest could not find an outlet, and they kept swirling and rising in each other's body temperature.
Eventually it becomes the firework that completely ignites the nebula.
"Bang!"
It was the sound of a knee hitting glass unexpectedly.
There is a huge floor-to-ceiling window in the room, with the curtain only half drawn. From the other half, you can see the clean and transparent glass, and the warm and gentle golden morning light shining in.
The female insect was pressed against the middle of the window, half of it pressing against the soft fabric, while the other half of its body was trembling due to the cold glass. After a groan, it reached out and grabbed the curtain to steady its body.
The culprit was still gloating behind him, completely ignoring his hard work and patience. He kissed him behind the ear and chuckled, "You can stand still. What if you squeeze too hard and break it?"
Facts have proved that it is impossible to stand firm.
The poor piece of cloth was wrinkled and squeezed into various shapes, and the last few times it made a creaking sound as if it was about to reach its breaking point, which sounded a bit pitiful.
That hand then covered another, paler hand. The strong contrast in skin color looked particularly harmonious. The fingers squeezed into the fingertips of the hand below, and the ten fingers intertwined to loosen the piece of cloth.
But the next second——
“Swish!”
The curtain was suddenly pulled open, and the bright daylight shone in instantly, revealing the entire room, including everything pressed against the glass...
Xi Ze let out a choking sob, as if he was extremely ashamed, but his body did not become cold because of this. Instead, it became more excited and even convulsed slightly.
"...Hero Lord um...Yell um!"
The female insect's voice was unclear, and Yael thought it was a plea for mercy. The words "This is one-way viewing glass" were almost stuck in his mouth, but he soon realized that -
The female insect did not beg for mercy or protest, but subconsciously called out his name in panic, as if she would not be afraid of anything as long as she knew he was behind her.
He accepted all the shame and even exposure as long as it was given by Yael.
Yael has been nervous about the female insect many times today. He used to be very excited, but now... he really can't bear to bully him.
"Don't be afraid, this is one-way glass."
He placed a kiss on the female insect's shoulder, and it felt like something was burning, and Caesar shuddered.
"...Hero Lord."
He murmured silently, a huge bitterness rising to his eyes, which was suppressed by each deep breath, and he did not shed tears in shame.
The glass under my palm is crystal clear, and I can vaguely see the bustling scene outside. Swarms of insects come and go like tides, tall buildings stand tall in the distance, and suspended cars travel along smooth star tracks, like a thousand flashes of light.
Everything was in the best condition, an ordinary and normal afternoon.
And he stood here, finally merging with the sunshine in his heart, and felt like his breathing was about to stop.
——He has too many concerns, but those seem to be nothing in front of the male insect.
All that is left is a heart full of excitement and piety, and a love that wants to be desperately open, accept and dedicate.
Those emotions merged with the sunlight, floating in the air like fine golden powder, and landed on Yael little by little, making him look like he was standing in endless light.
Xi Ze used his eyes to trace the reflection of the male insect on the glass. After being absent-minded for a long time, he gently placed a kiss on it.
But at the same time, there were several warm and loud kisses behind the ears, "Bo Bo!"
The warm and full feeling on his chest almost made him cry, but he couldn't help but chuckled softly, and he indulged himself by opening his deepest flesh and blood to accommodate Yael.
It was like a cream puff that had been squeezed and soiled by a naughty kid, and was now smeared all over by the sweet and soft contents inside.
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