Chapter 90

Click.

In the chaos, there seemed to be the sound of a door closing, followed by faint voices, but I couldn't hear them clearly, and my consciousness fell into a dark dream again.

A journey that is too long will corrode the soul, but fortunately the time traveler finally arrived at his destination safely.

After several rounds of nourishment with the repair fluid, Yer's mental strength finally recovered to its original level, and an unknown undercurrent was brewing silently.

Early morning.

A breeze blew in from the window, the curtains were lifted up, and the sunlight poured in softly, casting a water-like halo on the ground.

"... This... seems to have forgotten..."

A familiar voice seemed to ring in his ears, followed by the sound of wheels leaving. Yael's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened his eyes in a comfortable warmth.

He blinked, stared at the ceiling for a while, and slowly confirmed that this was the master bedroom.

I have successfully returned to the Zerg tribe.

"Xize?"

Yael moved his numb body and spoke subconsciously, but he forgot that he had not spoken for a long time and his throat was hoarse.

After struggling for a long time, he finally sat up and looked around.

...It's early morning now, the female insect should have gone to work, and 015 may have just gone out, which is why the room is empty.

I always feel like something is wrong. Is it because of the time difference?

Yer pinched his brows, unable to tell what time it was for a moment. According to his experience, the flow of time for the Zerg was indeed faster.

But he was only home for three or four days, so only about a week had passed here.

"Xize? 015?"

He cleared his throat and uttered "ah" twice to make sure he could make any sound, then called them again.

Strange, still no response.

Although this body had been well maintained, it still felt sore and weak after lying down for so long. With some difficulty, Yael lifted the quilt a little and stepped his right foot on the floor.

Click.

He suddenly heard the sound of a door opening, and he subconsciously raised his eyes and met the gaze of the female insect at the door.

"Good morning?"

Yael's voice was a little hoarse, and he smiled after pursing his lips.

The female insect at the door was dressed neatly in military uniform, with a dazed look on her face. She subconsciously closed the door.

Those molten-gold eyes looked at him accurately, but there was something wrong with their expression, with a strange sense of emptiness, as if in a dream.

Yael watched Caesar approach step by step, then sat at the end of the bed, continuing to stare at him intently, sketching him up and down.

"Xize?"

He looked a little confused and asked tentatively, "What's wrong?"

This doesn't look like the happy expression he had when he woke up. Could it be that his speculation was really wrong, and it has been decades now?

As if he was brought back to his senses by the voice, Xize's somewhat scattered eyes finally focused, but the strange feeling still did not dissipate, but became stronger.

"Good morning, you're awake."

His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of blowing something away.

Yael nodded, still not understanding what was going on. "Yeah, I'm awake. Aren't you happy?"

"How long have I been unconscious? Why is the time so weird? You're weird too."

He put both feet on the ground. There was a plush carpet on the floor. It wasn't very cold, but it was a little hard to stand on.

The male insect frowned slightly, with a look of distress, looking more lively than before. The morning light shone on his profile, and one could clearly see his black eyelashes trembling slightly.

The frozen expression on Xi Ze's face relaxed slightly, and he moved his lips silently, saying in a low voice, "...That's great."

"?"

Jercha noticed something and turned his head, looking at the female insect from a distance of two or three meters. Although they were only at the head and foot of the bed, it seemed as if there was a distance between them that was difficult to cross.

Meeting that pair of somewhat helpless black eyes, Xi Ze blinked slowly, a hint of confusion in his expression.

"How come it lasted so long this time, and its expression was so vivid and lively? Normally it would disappear in just a moment..."

"You think I'm just an illusion?"

Yael's expression suddenly changed.

This time he did not tease the female insect. He sat over there to reduce the distance, then reached out and pressed the side of the female insect's face, rubbing it hard.

"Do you feel it? I haven't disappeared. My hands are warm and I'm touching your face."

The female insect had completely frozen, her glass-like eyes motionless, as if she was trapped in a dream from which she could not wake up.

What thawed before his consciousness was the water that flowed from his eye sockets.

Caesar was still looking at him, even his breathing had stopped. He moved his pale lips, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make any sound.

His hands were shaking, and he tried to touch Yael's hand on his cheek, but his hand stayed in mid-air. He didn't dare to confirm whether it was real or not.

Yael moved closer to him and placed a kiss on his wet eyelashes. His light breath brushed across the female insect's face, causing an uncontrollable tremor.

"Do you still think I'm a phantom?"

Cizek's hand finally touched Yael's hand and he tried to cover it.

He shook his head slowly while interlocking his fingers with the male insect, and whispered in disbelief, "...Male Master?"

"It's me. I'm back."

Yael responded immediately. Seeing the female insect's shocked and unbelievable expression, his heart felt a little sour and his eyes were filled with warmth.

"Yell?"

"I am really awake. It's not your hallucination."

Xize blinked rapidly, the dreamy look finally disappearing, his breathing quickened a little, and he reached out and pressed the male insect's shoulder.

The place where he was pressed was a little painful, but Yael took the initiative to open his arms and smiled with a smile on his face.

"Hold me?"

The next second, he was suddenly pulled into an embrace, so tight that there was almost no gap.

“Uh…!”

Yael was nearly strangled to death, but luckily his face didn't hit the female insect's military uniform buttons, otherwise the two insects would have hugged each other and cried, which would have been a comedy.

The arms on his back were extremely strong, yet they were shaking uncontrollably. After the initial restraint, they began to fumble around anxiously, as if confirming his presence over and over again.

"My Lord..."

“My lord, my lord…!”

"Yell."

Xi Ze called his name again and again, and touched Yerhun's body all over while hugging him, and he even couldn't control the strength in his hands.

It was like facing a giant dragon that had lost and found a treasure. He was so excited that his pupils constricted and he kept confirming its existence and authenticity. He wished he could hold the flesh and blood in his mouth and stuff it into his heart so that it would never be stolen or separated again.

"Yeah, I'm here."

"It's really me, you're not mistaken."

"I was unconscious for so long that you were... hallucinating."

After nodding in agreement and soothing the female insect's excitement, Yael asked tentatively, but all he could hear was suppressed, trembling breathing.

"ah!"

The door was opened again, and a familiar voice came from the side. Yael turned his head with some difficulty and saw the shocked 015.

"You're awake!"

Electronic fireworks exploded on 015's small screen. He was obviously very happy. Just as he was about to rush forward waving his robotic arm, he heard footsteps outside the door.

"What did you say? Why hasn't the Marshal come out yet..."

The voice quickly approached the door. 015 came to his senses, rushed out and closed the door, blocking Bai Lang who was walking towards him, "No, no, you are not allowed to go in!"

Bai Lang was full of questions. He obviously didn't know why the marshal would take so long to get something from the room. And what was going on now? Was the butler a robot?

"The main insect has woken up! Xi Ze can't go to work with you, you drive to the military department by yourself."

015 put his hands on his hips and ordered them to leave with confidence.

"You are allowed to call the Marshal by his nickname?"

Bai Lang retorted subconsciously, and then realized what it said. His expression froze instantly, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses, "Ah? Ah?"

Lord, no, it says who is awake... awake? !

He digested it alone for a long time, then walked away, looking back every few steps.

"Then I'll be leaving. Please tell the Marshal later. I'll contact him by email if there's anything important...Please give my regards to His Majesty."

The sounds outside the door finally disappeared.

The longing for reunion after a long separation melted in the embrace. Yael closed his eyes and felt the breath of the female insect. His heart, which had been hanging in the air, finally settled down, and he felt extremely stable and happy.

But the female insect in his arms was still shaking uncontrollably, like a beast that, after being hurt once, could no longer trust humans wholeheartedly and was extremely panicked and uneasy.

“…”

Xi Ze heard his own silent breathing and the huge roar vibrating in his eardrums.

There was a tearing pain in my heart, and I could hardly suppress the surging emotions. It was not just longing and love, but also many more strange desires that could not be relieved.

The burning sensation spread to the corners of his eyes, making it impossible for him to be satisfied with just hugging the male insect instead of becoming one with it at a deeper level.

"Is it okay?"

Hearing this incoherent sentence, Yer was stunned for a moment. Before he could utter "What?", he was suddenly pushed into the soft bed.

"!"

His eyes widened slightly, his hands pressed to his ears, as he watched the female insect sit astride his waist and abdomen.

The white morning light shone on Caesar, making him look like a wild beast with its back arched after being attacked. The military uniform on his body was extremely tight, outlining his strong and beautiful lines.

The next second, he let go of Yael's hand, grabbed the hem of his clothes with both hands, quickly took off his upper body military uniform and threw it aside.

“…Is that okay?”

Xize lowered his eyes to look at him, his eyes were red, and the water marks on his face were still visible. He was still trembling in his uncertain breathing.

It feels a little aggrieved, but also extremely sexy.

Yael shuddered subconsciously for a moment, feeling a silent but violent roar in his heart.

在閉上眼迎合親吻的間隙，他微阖着眼，近乎耳語地喃喃道，“當然可以。”

接下來的一切都不再可控。

耶爾只來得及答應，身上單薄的睡衣就成了戰損版，三兩下就被扔出去逶迤在了地板上。

氣氛緊張到來不及前戲，甚至來不及多說幾句話，就已經在床上滾成了一團，然後就再也沒有分開過。

“等等……還好嗎？”

滞澀感讓耶爾蹙了蹙眉心，卻還是沒能阻止雌蟲的動作，但明顯是有些痛的。

他屈了屈一邊腿，想要把西澤推開一些，但下一秒就再次被強制按住了手腕。

“別動。”

西澤深深地凝視着他，莫名帶了些攻擊性，像是想對他做些什麽，卻又舍不得，只能渾不在意地繼續往下坐。

疼痛讓他清醒了些，忍不住伸手撫上耶爾的臉，将那些殘虐欲一點點埋進深處，不讓它們有機會吓到雄蟲。

“不夠。”他眸光一片晦暗，近乎戰栗地道，“……還不夠深。”

手腕上的禁锢被松開，耶爾眨了眨眼，仍然不太明白雌蟲的用意，卻也知道現在不是詢問的好時機。

他低下頭，不輕不重地咬了雌蟲一下。

房間裏沒有說話的聲音。

也許是因為語言無法表達激動的心緒，又或者是已經沒有慢悠悠說話的餘地，在一片急促的喘息中，只剩下極為原始的碰撞聲和水聲。

而像是要急切确認耶爾的存在，雌蟲的大腿始終緊繃着夾住，不管動作得再怎麽激烈，也會有一部分肌膚是緊貼在一起的。

滾燙的血肉快速摩擦着另一具滾燙的身體，翻滾的岩漿像是要從這一處流淌進另一處火山口。

将那些壓抑許久的，被消磨在漫長等待中的心情，都通過這種方式，真切地傳達給對方聽。

“雄主……”

西澤聲音沙啞，俯下身再次将耶爾抱住，臉上的神情隐忍恍惚，卻始終一刻不停地迎合着雄蟲。

他不斷收緊雙臂，一直到連血肉都互相嵌入交融、不分彼此，才終于稍稍松了口氣，卻在下一秒被逼到窒息的邊緣。

“雄主，耶爾……不、啊，耶爾……”

急促的喘息噴灑在耳邊，耶爾被他抱得出了一身汗，卻沒辦法強迫雌蟲壓住不安放開手，便只能沉默地加大力度。

雖然不知道西澤等了他多久，但甚至已經讓他産生了幻覺，想必是每天都生活在精神高壓之下，已經快瀕臨崩潰了。

他也生過病，知道那是什麽樣的感受。

一切言語都是蒼白的，只能用最原始最直接的方式告訴雌蟲——

他真的回來了，不是轉瞬即逝的幻覺。

“……”

身下被一次次填滿，而心底那個流血的空洞，好似也被填塞上焦糖味甜甜的棉花，蓬松又柔軟，安撫了如影随形的惶恐不安。

一下又一下，輕輕重重，深深淺淺，滾燙濕潤到仿佛真的血肉交融，再也不會分開。

“啊……雄主……”

西澤原本緊閉着眼睛，無比專注地沉浸在其中嗅聞雄蟲頸間的氣息，還有空氣中兩股交纏融合的信息素。

但在第一次結束，即将開始第二次的短暫間隙，他擡起臉想要換個動作，卻猝不及防瞳孔一縮——

雄蟲玉石般潔白的脊背上，形狀優美的肩胛骨內側，倏地多出了兩道緊閉的長縫，邊緣泛着一點健康的粉色。

他幫耶爾清洗身體這麽多次，怎麽可能會忽略這樣的痕跡，唯一的可能就是雄蟲醒過來後，後背才生長出這兩條長線。

“雄主……呃！”

西澤正想開口，卻被猝不及防一頂，被刺激得渾身痙攣了幾下，一瞬間頭腦一片空白，甚至差點咬到舌頭。

接住雌蟲癱軟的身體，耶爾才從昏乎乎的狀态中回過神來。

察覺到剛才那一聲似乎有些異樣，他連忙問道，“怎麽了？”

剛才情緒比較激動，腎上腺素暴增，讓他短暫投入了激烈的運動中，但躺久了的身體終究有些無力，中場休息時才覺出一點不适來。

……腰好酸。

耶爾深呼吸了幾下汲取氧氣，伸手去看雌蟲的臉，一摸一手的水，不管是上面還是下面都太過濕潤了。

“雄主，您的後背。”

西澤終于緩過一口氣來，啞聲說出的話卻讓耶爾怔了怔，“我的後背怎麽了？”

他反手想去摸，但除了一片濕潤什麽都沒摸到，正微蹙起眉，手指就被雌蟲牽着，戳碰到了那條緊閉的細縫。

“這是什麽東西？”

耶爾有些納悶。

那像是受傷後愈合的傷疤，表面覆着一層軟乎乎的薄膜，觸感十分怪異，實在不像是什麽正常的傷口。

而且他很清楚地知道，後背原本是沒有這個的。

再一次的穿越，讓他的身體發生了什麽變化嗎？

但還沒等胡思亂想，房間裏洪流般洶湧的信息素，再次不甘示弱地沖刷起來。

原本有些冷卻的熱度再次水漲船高，甚至比最開始還要黏膩粘稠。

“算了，先不管它……”

耶爾來不及多說兩句，就被雌蟲攬住腰身，迷迷糊糊地從床上帶下來。

“！”

後腰被貼在冰涼的洗漱臺上，耶爾哆嗦了一下，頓時清醒過來，正想問西澤怎麽了，被冰的地方就墊上了一只手。

然後他被按住下巴，被雌蟲的手帶着轉過了頭。

明亮無塵的鏡面上，正清晰倒映出自己脊背的輪廓，那肌肉線條堅韌有力，漂亮得像是一件藝術品。

但耶爾第一眼看到的，并不是自己身體的異樣。

溫潤的潔白和楓糖般的淺蜜相撞，造成了一種強烈的反差，特別是攬在腰上肌肉緊實的手臂，更顯示出一種蓬勃的奇異野性。

“……看這裏。”

察覺到雄蟲的視線，西澤抿了抿唇，耳尖染上一絲薄紅，低聲示意他看自己的肩胛骨內側。

“一般來說，這是蟲族才會有的外異化現象，不僅僅是觸角，還有翅膀和身體的其他部位。”

那骨節修長的手順着腰窩一路往上，輕撫着那兩條細縫的邊沿。

“這裏，應該是容納翅膀的位置。”

那裏被摸得有些癢，耶爾縮了縮肩膀，下意識道，“不是只有雌蟲才會有翅膀嗎？”

西澤的神色若有所思，垂眸去看雄蟲的臉，試圖再看出點什麽端倪。

“不，要看原型的，雄主的原型……會是什麽呢？”

耶爾卻沒什麽特別的感覺，他和一開始那個害怕長出觸角，無比抵觸蟲族的自己已經不同了。

而且此刻顯然有更重要的事——

“你确定要在這個時候說這些嗎？”

他們的身體甚至還連着呢。

西澤的神情僵硬了一瞬，在一片漲紅的臉色中，原本通紅的眼眶都不明顯了，倒像是無傷大雅的情趣。

耶爾伸手抱住雌蟲勁瘦的腰，把他往旁邊一帶，按在了旁邊的一塊大落地鏡裏，感受着雌蟲被冰到後身體的顫抖緊縮。

“嗯……！”

他暗暗譴責自己真是壞透了，明明剛才雌蟲都有幫他隔開，現在卻忍不住倒打一耙，用這個繼續欺負雌蟲。

浴室裏的光線明亮，大面的鏡子裏映照出了面前的景象，幾乎纖毫畢現。

西澤漲紅了臉，有些窘迫地別開頭，卻被身後的手卡住了脖子，強迫他繼續看着鏡中的自己。

“那我繼續啦？”

耶爾十分有禮貌地問道，但卻是一句馬後炮，話音未落就繼續動作起來，将雌蟲的回應噎在了喉間。

很快，浴室又彌漫起一片水霧，嘩啦啦的水聲淋漓一片，掩蓋了無數急促而淩亂的喘息。

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等一切偃息旗鼓，窗外的天色已經傾斜，但還是暖呼呼的一片。

體諒耶爾剛醒過來，身體機能還沒恢複，雌蟲只要了兩次就按捺下來，将他按在了被子裏。

“我幫您看看背上的東西。”

西澤仍然堅持不懈要檢查後背的異狀，耶爾只能翻過身背對他。

而後就清晰地感覺到，一道灼熱的呼吸噴灑在那片地方，激起一陣陣細微的麻癢。

他喉結微動，還是忍了下去，想要開口轉移一下注意力，話音卻被雌蟲打斷。

“這次回來，雄主還會回去嗎？”

剛才久別重逢太過激動，還沒有好好聊過他回去的事，耶爾清了清嗓子，正要說清楚，就再次被搶了話音。

“如果您要回去的話……”

西澤收緊了抱住他的雙臂，似乎蜷縮起了身體，将臉埋在他的肩胛骨上，呼吸緊繃而顫抖。

他似乎很害怕聽到那個答案，卻又忍不住問，問了又不讓耶爾回答，實在矛盾得很。

“如果我要回去的話？”

耶爾重複了一遍，身後的雌蟲呼吸重了一瞬，但仍然沒有說話。

一直到他忍不住要翻身時，雌蟲才低聲道，“如果您要回去的話，能不能星期三回去？”

耶爾愣了一下，“星期三？為什麽？”

身後的西澤卻不說話了，只是不停地用臉蹭他的後背，鼻尖輕劃過那兩道柔軟的縫隙。

It was not until Yael curiously urged him several times that he whispered, "Wednesday is my busiest day at work, and I will probably need to work overtime..."

But even so, the female insect's voice was very reluctant, like a giant dragon that was reluctant to part with any of its wealth and treasures, weighing the pros and cons and hesitating for a long time before being willing to give up a little.

"Even if it's Wednesday, can you please not stay overnight? I will probably come back in the late night and sleep with you in my arms... If I can't see you, I will be sleepless until dawn."

After pondering for a long time, Xize murmured a few more words, tentatively trying to take back the treasure that had been pushed out, and even lowered his posture to sell it at a lower price.

"……puff."

After holding it in for a while, Yael couldn't help but burst out laughing. He simply didn't know what to say to him.

He could hardly stop laughing, and his shoulders and back were shaking slightly. The female insect behind him was holding on tightly and remained silent, as if she was determined to stick with him to the end.

Compared with the existence of male insects, face is nothing.

After a long while, Yael finally laughed enough, but he didn't plan to tease him anymore.

"I'm not going back."

He turned around in Xi Ze's arms, looked into the female insect's eyes, and spoke word by word.

"The way back is closed. I will stay here from now on. I will not fall into a coma again, nor will I leave suddenly."

Xi Ze's eyes widened a little, his expression was one of disbelief and confusion, and then he was overwhelmed by throbbing and shock.

Those complicated emotions mixed together on his face, and finally solidified into a strange expression of neither crying nor laughing, which was obviously already forced to the extreme.

Yael wiped away the liquid that had dripped from the corners of the female insect's eyes, moved over and put his forehead against his, looking into those bottomless eyes without hesitation, his voice very soft.

"You seem to be sick, but it doesn't matter, I'm back and I won't leave again."

"Really... not leaving?"

Xi Ze held his wrist tightly, his voice hoarse, confirming his promise over and over again.

"You're really not leaving?"

"Really……"

Yael took a deep breath and blinked rapidly, suppressing the sour tears that welled up in his eyes.

At least one of them should be able to stay rational. It would be embarrassing if they just hugged each other and cried.

But when he spoke again, his voice inevitably trembled.

"It's true. When have I ever lied to you?"

Yael smiled with a smile on his face, and made a promise as seriously as ever. In the future, time will prove that he will not break his promise.

"Never again."

The author has something to say:

Irresponsibility Drama:

Yeah Yeah (sleeping state): .zZ

General (blackened to the max!):.

Yeah yeah (suddenly woke up): Tietieouo

General (blackened value cleared): Sticky

Yayeh (leaves suddenly): I think I forgot to take something...

General (blackened to the max!):.

Yeah Yeah (comes back to my side): Got it, I’m back ovo!

General (blackened value cleared): Sticky

——·Infinite loop·——

Yeah yeah save the world!