"Do you still remember what we said to each other? If one day I have to lie to you for unavoidable reasons, I will definitely put your hand on my chest and let you feel my heart beating sincerely. Then you will understand that I still love you. I just have no choice but to do so. Now that I have done this, don't you still want to believe it? Do you still think that Lin Jiuxi is dead? Didn't you say it yourself? Lin Jiuxi will definitely come back, but why don't you want to believe me now?"
"Lin Jiuxi will definitely come back, that's right, but he definitely won't come back now. The 09 Xin who came back now is just a product born out of an extreme state. To everyone, you are just a transitional product. If you want me to believe you, then you have to show your sincerity and prove to me first that you are definitely not imitating Lin Jiuxi. Let me see that you are Gran!"
Lin Jiuxi really didn't know how to prove himself. He was Gran and he was also Lin Jiuxi. How could he explain to others that there were two people between them? He couldn't say that everything he was experiencing was a conspiracy of others. If that was really the case, it would be funny.
After thinking about it, Lin Jiuxi came up with an idea and told him.
"From today on, I will send you a letter every day. In the letter, I will explain what I have been experiencing every day, as well as some things in the past, and the traces of my life in the Khitan tribe. I will combine all of this for you to see. When you believe that I am the real Lin Jiuxi, we can have a good talk. Nangong Jing, sometimes, I really feel that when you are crazy, it makes people feel a little scared. Everyone who wants to get close to you will be hurt by you. You think this is a way to protect yourself and your sweetheart, but in fact, you have already hurt everyone. "Oh no, what you are doing now is nothing but deceiving yourself. Why can't you accept Lin Jiuxi's return? Will everything change for you after you come back from studying? You like Gran, right? Then I tell you, I am Gran and Gran is me. We are one and the same. There is no way to separate us. If you insist on separating us, then unless you use some other method to make me lose my memory, maybe I won't be entangled in that matter anymore. Otherwise, this matter will always be on my mind, and no matter who it is, I will never take the initiative to seek peace or reconcile!"
After saying this, Lin Jiuxi ran out the door.
In fact, Lin Jiuxi felt very uncomfortable now, but he couldn't say a word of the uncomfortable words. In the final analysis, it was because he cared too much about this person's feelings and liked this person too much.
After walking around for a while, Lin Jiuxi suddenly saw a very strange person
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Lin Jiuxi felt that he had nothing else to do at the moment, so he strolled in the garden of the mansion for a while.
With Yingluo's comfort, Lin Jiuxi finally calmed down, but the feeling of unwillingness still lingered in his heart. In the final analysis, he had no way to let it go. Perhaps only by finding that person and having a good talk, and clarifying the bond between the two of them, could he feel a little better.
Yingluo left, and when she came over, she saw Lin Jiuxi's expression and knew what Lin Jiuxi had experienced.
After returning to his room, Lin Jiuxi looked obviously uncomfortable.
Looking back on the past, Nangong Jing and I have experienced so many things in the past few years, some hardships, and some love that ordinary people cannot stop. Whenever I want to look back on the past, all these things will come back to my mind. I can't understand anything and can't do anything.
The man was lying on the edge of the lake as if he wanted to fish something out of the lake, but when he reached out his hand, his hand was still out of control, as if he was stopped by something.
Lin Jiuxi subconsciously felt that the man was not normal, and quickly asked Yingluo to stop him. He did not expect that the man was going to commit suicide by jumping into the lake in the palace! "Are you crazy? You actually threw yourself in the palace. Do you know how serious the crime you are now charged with? If this crime is brought against your family, it will never be washed away in this lifetime. Can you afford such a result!?"
"My Lady, I am in such a miserable state. I can no longer raise enough money, and my family is all gone. If this continues, I am afraid I will die sooner or later. So I'd better leave cleanly and simply, and then I won't have to trouble others."
"Look at what you are saying. It is not easy for everyone to live in this world. You deny your life with just a few words. Then you will never live in peace for the rest of your life. Some things can only be solved while you are alive. If you just close your eyes and jump down, it can only be regarded as your escape, and it is definitely not a solution to the problem. Even a fool knows this truth. Why do you still want to jump down?"
Yingluo held this person firmly in her arms, then stopped two guards passing by, tied up this crazy woman, and sent her directly to Lin Jiuxi's yard.
To be honest, Lin Jiuxi has always been reluctant to get involved in such trivial matters, but now that this matter has fallen upon him, he has no choice but to ignore it.