I know I am contradictory, but this is the only thing I can do. When I kidnapped you, I was already very sick, but I just couldn't tell you. When I wrote this letter, I actually tried many times, but I felt that such a small piece of paper seemed unable to fully express my feelings. I feel very sorry, very sorry why we didn't meet earlier, maybe our personalities would make us very good friends, or if I had met you earlier, you would have helped me think of a way to help me get through the difficulties of the Khitan tribe.

It's a pity that there is no such thing. If someone says that people will enter reincarnation after death, some people can see the first half of their lives, and some people can see the second half of the lives of the people they care about the most. I hope that when I enter reincarnation, I will see you, restored to your own identity and together with the person you love. If not, then I will stay in hell forever to atone for your sins. Don't feel guilty. These are what I deserve as a wicked person. I have done too many things to let you down. This is the only way I can make myself feel better. "

The handwriting on this letter is so densely written that it makes people feel itchy when reading it on both sides. But whenever you want to study it carefully, you will find that the content of this letter is no longer important to you.

That's right, it's not important anymore. It's been so many years. Even if I want to investigate it now, can I dig up someone's grave? This is simply unrealistic.

For Lin Jiuxi himself, the person that Lin Henian was fighting for was a mystery, but now that the mystery has been solved, he no longer has any obsession with Lin Henian.

What's more, Lin Henian left so many things for him, and Ugly Cat lived his whole life just for a promise. Lin Jiuxi despised those who didn't keep their promises, but he respected those who risked their lives for their promises. Even if this risking of life hurt him, it might be his fate. He took this blow, but also gained a lot.

Haitang looked at Ling Jiuxi crying after reading the letter and felt anxious. He wanted to comfort her, but didn't know where to start. He was so anxious that he could only hand Lin Jiuxi a handkerchief again and again and then stand by and do nothing and say nothing.

After Lin Jiuxi finished reading the letter, he burned it directly, and then put the secret order in the envelope into his arms, not intending to let anyone see it. As for the so-called Jianghu organization, he would naturally accept it. After all, it was a gift left by him, but it was just a responsibility. He had the responsibility to manage this guy well, but it was definitely not the case now. He was too busy to take care of himself. If he left now, all his efforts in the past period of time would be in vain. He had to talk to Nangong Jing about whether he liked Lin Jiuxi or Gran. If it was Gran, maybe Lin Jiuxi would leave with his original identity. If he liked Lin Jiuxi, then Lin Jiuxi would restore his identity. Everything that happened next would be a matter of course.

Lin Jiuxi had never felt that Nangong Jing was so procrastinating in his life. It was clearly just a decision of nodding or shaking his head, but he took almost an hour to make it.

"I came here early in the morning, but now it's almost time for lunch and you still haven't made up your mind. If you really can't figure it out, how about I find an answer for you?"

"I'm sure your answer won't satisfy me, because you're resentful of me right now. Even if you have to make a choice, you'll definitely choose another way, right?"

Really laughed.

Lin Jiuxi found it particularly ironic. This person was obviously not like this in his impression, but after experiencing so many damn things, a person's character could change so completely. It was really unbelievable.

"I'll ask you one last time, who do you like, Lin Jiuxi or Ge Lan?"

"Then I'll ask you one last time, are you Lin Jiuxi or Gran?"