Chapter 146 Going Crazy Sober
The car drove in the night and the journey took about two hours.
Jiang Yanyu held Luo Qinglin in his arms and let him sleep on his legs for a while. When they officially arrived at the shooting location, he woke him up gently.
Some people from the program crew had already arrived to set up the scenery and check the equipment. They were surprised to see Luo Qinglin and Jiang Yanyu get out of the car.
"Mr. Luo, Mr. Jiang."
Everyone greeted them, and Yu Qin also squeezed out of the crowd with his new assistant to greet the two.
Such a big deal?
Luo Qinglin was slightly uneasy. After replying to the staff with a smile, he leaned over to Jiang Yanyu's ear and whispered, "Isn't this considered cheating?"
"How can this be considered cheating?" Jiang Yanyu chuckled and soothed, "Bai Shengyun has done bungee jumping so many times. It wouldn't be fair if you don't jump a hundred or eighty times today. Besides, he won't jump like a model, he will only shoot from a fixed point."
"Okay." Luo Qinglin finally felt relieved.
The bungee jumping tower is sandwiched between three rocky cliffs, with a heart-shaped turquoise shallow lake below. There are only some lights on at night, but it still has a majestic natural beauty. It will definitely be more spectacular during the day.
The two of them took Yu Qin and the assistant and took the elevator from the bottom of the tower all the way to the top.
Luo Qinglin looked outside the elevator. The ground was getting farther and farther away from him. The elevator went higher and higher, passing over three cliffs. He could even overlook the top of the cliff.
Luo Qinglin is not afraid of heights, but when he reaches the height where he can overlook everything, his heart beats faster, his breathing becomes a little difficult, and his mind starts to wander.
What should I do if the rope breaks while bungee jumping?
If the rope wasn't tied properly and he fell into the lake, what were his chances of survival?
The more he thought about it, the more he reached his peak. When he walked out of the elevator, a layer of cold sweat formed on Luo Qinglin's forehead. He held Jiang Yanyu's hand tighter and was very nervous.
This time, Jiang Yanyu did not stroke Luo Qinglin's back to comfort his canary. Instead, he clenched his right fist and tapped him twice on the shoulder, cheering him up like a buddy and giving him strength. "Just jump once, and you won't be afraid again."
Luo Qinglin nodded and let the staff tie the rope around him.
But when his feet really stepped on the edge of the platform, looking at the small heart-shaped lake below and the waves in the lake swept by the wind, Luo Qinglin swallowed his saliva unconsciously, and his legs became weak and trembling.
The night wind was a little chilly, and Luo Qinglin was like a frightened bird; the slightest sound of wind made him nervous.
I cheered myself up in my heart and made up my mind to take a step forward several times, but my legs just wouldn't obey me and I stood there, unable to move forward.
Finally, he stood on the edge, took a foot forward, then pulled it back, repeating this cycle over and over again. After five minutes of weak and trembling legs, Luo Qinglin chose to compromise.
"I don't dare to dance alone," Luo Qinglin turned her head slowly, looked at Jiang Yanyu tenderly, and asked coquettishly, "Can you dance with me?"
In the night, Luo Qinglin's eyes were soft, and the gentle evening breeze matched the silky lake surface that was occasionally wrinkled, which made Jiang Yanyu's heart soften.
Jiang Yanyu stood still, admiring the canary's obedient beauty reflected in the light, then walked forward and asked the staff to tie the rope for him.
The ropes were tied, and the buckles around their waists were also locked and tangled together.
Jiang Yanyu turned around, with his back to the lake, and held Luo Qinglin in his arms, patting him gently with both hands to calm his nervousness.
He is 1.8 meters tall, not short, but he looks small in the arms of someone who is 1.95 meters tall.
After struggling for a long time without daring to jump, Luo Qinglin buried his head in the warm chest, feeling ashamed, "If this goes on, how can I dance and shoot at the same time? I should not have made such big promises if I had known."
"It's okay," Jiang Yanyu kissed the soft hair on his chin, "When you are no longer nervous, tell me, and I won't suddenly fall down to scare you. Everyone is like this when they jump for the first time, they are nervous and afraid and dare not jump."
"Are you the same?" Luo Qinglin leaned his head out and looked at Jiang Yanyu with sparkling eyes.
Of course he is not like that.
He was not afraid of weightlessness at all. The moment the rope was tied, he ran and jumped off the platform. He didn't even feel anything when he was falling.
He was not afraid of speeding at all. When the cars were about to collide, he would not even turn the steering wheel, but deliberately rushed forward to smash the cars, breaking them into pieces and destroying them beyond recognition.
But Luo Qinglin's eyes were like stars filled with water. Jiang Yanyu smiled and answered in a soft voice, "Of course, I was just like you, hesitating at the edge and not daring to jump."
"Bai Shengyun was the same. When he jumped for the first time, he hugged the pole and cried, and refused to jump at all." Jiang Yanyu exaggerated the facts again, destroying the image of the silly roe deer.
"puff......"
Luo Qinglin imagined the scene and found it so funny that he couldn't help laughing out loud, but then he quickly stopped laughing seriously.
"Is bb still nervous?" Jiang Yanyu asked.
Luo Qinglin shook his head, "Don't be nervous, I feel much better."
"Whenever you want to jump, just tell me, and I'll hold you and jump together, or you can just throw me down, okay?"
"good."
Luo Qinglin exhaled softly, buried his head in his chest, prepared himself mentally, muffled his voice, and whispered in a volume that only the two of them could hear:
"Brother, I'm ready."
Jiang Yanyu tightened his arms, paused in the air for a moment, and then suddenly fell backwards, taking Luo Qinglin with him.
The whistling wind passed by my ears.
The panic feeling of weightlessness reached its highest point the moment he fell, and Luo Qinglin was so panicked that he unconsciously tightened his body, wanting to shrink into Jiang Yanyu's arms.
However, this feeling of panic was fleeting.
When his senses adapted to the acceleration of gravity, Luo Qinglin no longer felt panicked. Instead, he had a sense of rebirth, just like a bird breaking out of its shell and feeling the freshness of a strange world.
Time seemed to go very slowly, and they seemed to have been falling for a long time but could not reach the end.
Maybe it was gravity, maybe it was adrenaline.
The heartbeat was out of control, it kept beating faster and faster, like an overheated host computer that was not cooling well. It kept getting hotter and hotter, exceeding the limit of operation and working under the overload, and my chest was about to burst.
"Ha ha......"
Gradually, Luo Qinglin could only hear his own breathing, and his thoughts became more and more confused along with the speed. The faster the speed, the more complicated his thoughts became.
Only by hugging each other tightly can we alleviate the feeling of being unable to land.
Luo Qinglin suddenly thought that maybe the suspension bridge effect was not about mistaking tension for heartbeat, but because of tension, the brain's thinking was disordered, so people mistook mutual dependence for eternal love.
As soon as he thought of this, Luo Qinglin denied himself.
He and Jiang Yanyu are not just dependent on each other, they are more like a big pervert and a small pervert, intersecting black holes, devouring each other, and trying to merge each other into their own bodies.
When she reached her lowest point, Jiang Yanyu hugged Luo Qinglin and asked, "Luo Qinglin, do you like the real me?"
She is not the fantasy in your mind, nor the vixen in your dream, but the real Jiang Yanyu who is not a normal person and whose possessiveness is so strong that it seems like a disease.
"I love you."
This time the answer is not "like" but "love".
The rope was stretched to its limit, bounced back quickly, and flew upwards again, which was even more frightening than a free fall. Fortunately, it only bounced back a few meters before falling again, gradually slowing down and finally stopping.
When they were suspended in the air, Jiang Yanyu was afraid that Luo Qinglin would panic, so he patted him on the back and asked, "Good boy, do you want to jump again? Are you scared?"
Hearing this, Luo Qinglin stuck his head out, smiled with bright eyes and said, "Let's dance again. Can you dance with me a few more times? Please, brother."
Jiang Yanyu was stunned for a moment, then laughed too, "You don't have to beg me for this kind of thing. You can let me dance with you as many times as you want."
After dancing a few more times with Luo Qinglin, the canary, which was afraid and trembling at the beginning, finally broke out of the shell. It asked to dance alone and was filmed with equipment, thus officially starting its practice.
Jiang Yanyu stood in the corner of the platform and saw Luo Qinglin jump down alone without hesitation, leaving only a fearless back. When he no longer needed him to hold him to jump, the evil possessiveness in his heart rose again.
Luo Qinglin's fluttering hair was like feathers that he could not catch. Even if he stretched out his fingertips to grab them, the little bird would jump out as he wished, without looking back.
You allowed him to jump.
This is what you expect.
Don't detain him, don't call him back.
Don't think about that kind of thing, don't think about locking him up.
Every time Luo Qinglin was pulled back and continued to dance, Jiang Yanyu smiled gently and looked at him with encouragement in his eyes. But the inside was like a festering wound, gradually torn apart by the abnormal desire for control.
Luo Qinglin danced alone for more than twenty times.
For the last time, Luo Qinglin was hanging in the air and rising slowly. He checked the aerial photo on the screen and found that it was no longer blurry. Then he prepared to let Jiang Yanyu put on another short rope and jump separately from him to simulate shooting in the air.
However, after being hoisted up, Jiang Yanyu was no longer there. There was no sign of him. Only Yu Qin and the staff were waiting there.
"Where did he go?" Luo Qinglin asked, looking at the camera in Yu Qin's hand.
"Mr. Jiang said he went downstairs to get something and will be back soon. You don't have to worry about him and just continue practicing." Yu Qin replied.
"Is that what he said?"
"yes."
Luo Qinglin felt something was wrong when he heard it. Jiang Yanyu just took the things, why did he have to add "don't bother him"?
Feeling inexplicably uneasy, Luo Qinglin stood on the high platform and looked down, trying to find Jiang Yanyu among the countless blurry figures on the ground.
After a careful search, Luo Qinglin finally found the target in an inconspicuous corner - among the weeds by the lake.
Jiang Yanyu actually disregarded his image and squatted in the weeds. Fortunately, the vixen was tall and strong, so even when squatting, the weeds only covered his chest, while his broad shoulders and head were still exposed and not blocked.
"Jiang Yanyu, what are you doing squatting there!" Luo Qinglin leaned over and shouted, "Come up quickly and be my model. I want to start practicing taking blockbuster photos."
When everyone on the ground heard the sound, they first looked in the direction of Luo Qinglin, and then shifted their gaze to where Jiang Yanyu was.
Hearing the voice, Jiang Yanyu raised his head and looked towards the bright light and his beautiful canary that was shining in the light.
"Come up quickly! Don't squat there. If you get bitten on the face by a mosquito, how are you going to appear on camera tomorrow?"
From a distance, Luo Qinglin waved his hands at him. Although Jiang Yanyu couldn't see his face clearly, he could imagine the bright and shining smile on his face.
The inner conflict and the tug of war between reason and emotion are painful, but the light on the platform and Luo Qinglin's voice are panaceas. Just one look and one listen can easily dispel the pain, leaving no sound behind.
"Come up quickly, be careful of mosquitoes biting your face!"
"When you turn into a pig head, I wonder how you will be able to appear on the live broadcast!"
"If you don't move, I'll ask someone else to be my model!"
His beautiful and obedient, but sharp and intelligent Canary urged and pretended to threaten him on the high platform. Even though there was a distance and darkness, Jiang Yanyu could feel Luo Qinglin's infinite and tolerant love for him.
Silly boy, there won't be mosquitoes in this weather.
Jiang Yanyu stood up, shook off the dust and dry soil on his body, tidied his clothes and then walked towards the bungee jumping tower.
Taking the coat and thin scarf handed to him by the bald man, Jiang Yanyu slowly walked up the stairs and approached Luo Qinglin.
Sure enough, as soon as the elevator door opened, Luo Qinglin's bright eyes came into view, with a hint of pretended anger.
"What are you doing squatting by the lake?" Luo Qinglin asked with a frown.
Jiang Yanyu smiled, put on a pink thin cotton jacket for Luo Qinglin, put a thin scarf around his neck to block out any air, and stuffed it all into the jacket, covering him tightly without leaving any gaps.
"If the temperature drops to ten degrees in a minute, you'll get sick if you don't wear enough," Jiang Yanyu explained.
You don't have to go into the bushes to get things.
Luo Qinglin wrapped his coat tightly around himself, and without exposing the obvious lie, he said in a commanding manner: "Hurry up and tie the rope. I want to start practicing."
"Okay." Jiang Yanyu walked to the other end of the platform, tied a shorter rope, stood opposite Luo Qinglin, and listened to his instructions.
“3, 2, 1!”
When the countdown ended, Jiang Yanyu stepped back with one foot, and fell down with his body straight, his eyes fixed on Luo Qinglin's camera.
The shutter sound is louder than the wind, click, click.
Jiang Yanyu was lost in thought, if Luo Qinglin really had a pair of wings, would the sound of the flapping wings be the same as the sound of a shutter?
For safety reasons, he could not tie himself with the same length of rope as Luo Qinglin, so he stopped in mid-air and was pulled back by the rope, watching Luo Qinglin continue to fall, getting farther and farther away from him.
Jiang Yanyu subconsciously reached out to the canary that was moving away from him, trying to grab Luo Qinglin.
But his fingertips only touched some air and the cool evening breeze, and did not even touch a strand of Luo Qinglin's clothes.
My fingers tightened, and the panic that had never occurred before in weightlessness suddenly exploded in my chest.
It turned out that he was not afraid of weightlessness, speeding, or any kind of excitement, but he was afraid that Luo Qinglin would "stay away" from him, both physically and mentally.
Jiang Yanyu knew clearly that he was going crazy while being conscious. His rationality was pulled back and forth by his morbid desire for control. He was coaxed a little by Luo Qinglin, but like mycelium, he could not be burned out and his sanity recurred repeatedly.
It's just bungee jumping, what are you afraid of?
Jiang Yanyu withdrew his hand and watched Luo Qinglin fall to the lowest point, rebound, land, stop, and then be pulled back with him.
Luo Qinglin's ascending speed was faster than Jiang Yanyu at the beginning, but he soon caught up with him and rose slowly at the same height as him.
Luo Qinglin lowered his head and looked at the photos on the screen, flipping through them one by one. He looked so cute in the pink cotton jacket, just as well-behaved as he was in high school.
Not knowing how the film would turn out, Jiang Yanyu just watched him open his eyes wide, then frown slightly, as if puzzled.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Yanyu asked, "Is the effect not good?"
Luo Qinglin did not reply, but silently stretched out his right hand towards him, grabbed the hand that he unconsciously stretched out when he fell, held it tightly, and then interlocked their fingers.
There was a coldness on the fingertips. Luo Qinglin's hands were very cold, even colder than the evening breeze, but Jiang Yanyu tightened his fingers as if he was grasping a heat source, absorbing it tirelessly.
"you......"
Did you take a picture of me looking stupid and ridiculous?
Do you also think that I am sick and abnormal?
Countless questions were stuck in Jiang Yanyu's throat and he couldn't ask them.
"I said, no matter how far I fly, I will eventually fly back to you." As if knowing his uneasiness, Luo Qinglin held his hand and said, "Don't be afraid, brother, I will never fly away."
Jiang Yanyu stared at those flawless and bright eyes, thinking that he was so lucky to be liked by such a gentle person like Luo Qinglin.
He is so lucky.
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Jiang Yanyu: Emo, hiding in the bush to calm down.
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