During the training these few days, Su Bai didn't see Cui Luoheng. He originally thought that he should have gone back to City S during the holiday, but he didn't expect that he was still staying in the national team's dormitory.
According to Wang Shen: [After delivering your luggage that day, your cute Ah Heng finally realized that there was something wrong with his behavior. Now he probably feels that his stupid behavior has been exposed and he is too embarrassed to see anyone^^]
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Su Bai thought back to Cui Luoheng's performance on the day he returned to China, and couldn't help but agree in his heart. Probably except for an unlucky kid like Qiu Wen, few people would think that there was no problem, right?
Then he reviewed how he had been so absorbed in his work over the past two or three days that he had completely forgotten about A Luo.
if……
What if it was him, and he revealed his feelings in front of the person he liked, but the other person remained indifferent?
He would probably shut himself in where he is.
Su Bai rubbed his head with a headache, but the reality was that he was somewhat avoiding the issue of emotions. He originally thought that as a coach, he should occasionally help his players deal with their emotional troubles, but he did not expect that this would happen to him.
After he found out about A'Luo's liking for him that day, he actually analyzed his own thoughts, but when it came to the matter of "liking", he was not much better than A'Luo.
His emotional experience was the same as that of most young players on the team, as blank and boring as a piece of white paper. The only one who clearly expressed affection for him was A Luo.
Su Bai even once thought that with his dull personality and his total devotion to work, he might be alone for the rest of his life.
Perhaps it was because he had difficulty making decisions and dealing with his emotions, and didn't know how to face A'Luo, plus he was busy with work, so he subconsciously avoided this issue. However, the message sent by Wang Shen today made him realize very clearly that this issue of feelings, at this stage, could not be solved by avoiding it.
As the first person in the track and field team to notice Cui Luoheng's strange attitude towards Su Bai, Wang Shen felt that he was a really conscientious old father who had put a lot of effort into helping Ah Heng go through his difficult unrequited love.
but……
Wang Shen glanced at the silent ellipsis that Su Bai had just replied to and smiled silently - in fact, Ah Heng might not be so unlucky. After all, Su Bai did not seem to dislike Ah Heng. If he really disliked him, Su Bai would definitely subconsciously object to the words he just said, such as "your little cutie Ah Heng".
The fact that he did not specifically refute this wording at least showed that Su Bai did not dislike Cui Luoheng in his subconscious.
Of course, there is a mysterious distance between "not hating" and "liking". It may be a wall that can never be penetrated, or it may just be a piece of white paper that can be torn with a poke.
“Knock, knock, knock.”
Just after Su Bai hesitated for a while and was about to consider whether to go to Cui Luoheng's dormitory to talk to him, Su Bai suddenly heard a knock on the door outside his dormitory.
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For some reason, Su Bai subconsciously felt that the somewhat restrained knocking sound was from Cui Luoheng, who had used various excuses to knock on his door and "harass" him over the past year or so.
Su Bai paused, and directly called up Cui Luoheng's real-time data in the system——
[Warning: Associated user Cui Luoheng is currently in an extremely tense mental state, with an imbalance index of 97 and a heart rate of 121 beats per minute! ! ! 】
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Su Bai silently looked at the data in the system, then glanced at someone outside the door who seemed to be hiding his nervousness and was particularly restrained when knocking on the door.
——What a coincidence, your nervous state has been completely exposed now?
However, after knowing that the person outside the door was Cui Luoheng, Su Bai hesitated for a moment. After hesitating for a moment, he walked to the door, turned the handle and opened the door.
Outside the door, Cui Luoheng seemed to be hesitating whether to knock on the door again, so he raised his right hand and approached the door, completely unprepared for the door to suddenly open. After seeing Su Bai, his pupils shrank noticeably, and then he put his hands behind his back and swallowed nervously.
"Xiao..." Cui Luoheng blinked, as if he felt that his original tone was a little timid and weak, so he pursed his lips, took a breath, and then looked at Su Bai and said: "Xiaobai, it's me."
Cui Luoheng is over 190cm tall and looks quite "cold". His eyes are not big, deep double eyelids, but double-lidded. When he stares at someone or something intently, he has the persistence of a wild animal staring at its prey.
After Su Bai opened the door, he saw Cui Luoheng staring at him like this - of course, if Su Bai had not known about his nervous state from the system in advance, perhaps Cui Luoheng's appearance would have looked even more intimidating?
Su Bai blinked. Before he could go find A Luo, A Luo came to him first.
Looking at A Luo's appearance, Su Bai understood that A Luo must want to solve the problem that had troubled him and made him withdrawn for so many days, as he came to him in such a nervous state.
Thinking of this, Su Bai stepped back and let Cui Luoheng into the dormitory.
For Cui Luoheng, during these three days, from the moment he remembered what he did on the return bus and the awkward position of his hands and feet when he sent Su Bai back to the coach's dormitory, he completely fell into autistic mode.
Obviously... obviously he had already decided that he would have to wait until he won a significant gold medal before confessing his love for Su Bai. But he couldn't help himself, or he couldn't hide his feelings for Su Bai.
He originally thought that he had behaved so obviously that day that Su Bai must have noticed it. He thought that he might be rejected or scolded by Su Bai, or... there might be a one in ten million chance that Su Bai would accept him.
As a result, Su Bai had been assessing the 400-meter test team members and preparing for various coaching tasks over the past three days. He was doing everything except paying attention to him, as if...
No need to seem.
Cui Luoheng knew in his heart that Su Bai must have completely forgotten anything related to him.
Nothing was more frustrating than Su Bai's reaction. Cui Luoheng had been silent and autistic for three days. Finally, he gritted his teeth today and blocked Su Bai's door.
Since Cui Luoheng solved his mental problem of nervousness on the court under Su Bai's guidance, he feels that he is now facing things that are a thousand times more difficult than on the court.
He has someone he likes.
The object of his affection is his coach.
Without being prepared, he revealed his love for the person he liked in front of him.
What's worse is that before he realized that he liked Su Bai, he had used various excuses of "poor mental quality" to disturb him...
And after the person he liked noticed his liking, he didn't react at all...
Now, he was blocking the door of the person he liked, planning to... planning to force a confession.
Cui Luoheng could feel his heart beating wildly. He followed the path made by Su Bai and walked into Su Bai's dormitory, then watched Su Bai close the door.
The moment he saw Su Bai looking at him, this guy, who had originally planned to at least force a confession and reveal his feelings to Su Bai regardless of the consequences, froze in place, his mind going blank in an instant.
Su Bai stood in front of Cui Luoheng, looking at Cui Luoheng who was pursing his lips and looking tense. He felt that A Luo didn't look like someone who was here to confess his love, but rather to seek revenge.
Although Su Bai knew what Cui Luoheng was trying to do, although he looked calm, he actually didn't know how to respond.
As a result, Cui Luoheng suddenly calmed down and cleared his mind for some reason at this moment. He looked at Su Bai, and then very calmly said to Su Bai word by word: "Xiao Bai, I like you."
Su Bai, who was just thinking about how to deal with the current situation, suddenly froze in place, looked at Cui Luoheng and blinked.
In Su Bai's coach dormitory, there were him and Cui Luoheng. One of them was confessing his love to the person he liked for the first time in his life, and the other one was also receiving a confession from someone else for the first time.
But if Su Bai opened the system again now, he would find that Cui Luoheng, who had been in a state of extreme tension, had calmed down now, perhaps because his tension had exceeded a critical point or for other reasons.
Before Cui Luoheng came here, he knew very well that his confession to Su Bai would be very difficult for him to answer, and the most likely possibility was that he would be rejected. However, for Cui Luoheng, his performance and attitude on the way back from Doha were too obvious, but as long as he did not say it clearly, it would not be 100% certain in the eyes of Su Bai.
Cui Luoheng swallowed with a gurgling sound in his throat and continued to look at Su Bai with his wolf-like eyes.
He said, "Xiao Bai, I like you. You don't need to reply to me now... I just want to say this in person, to tell you in person."
Su Bai was stunned. He didn't expect Cui Luoheng to react like this.
The young man in front of me stood straight, as if he had thought something through, and his voice was more determined than ever before: "I thought that when I win the World Championships or Olympic gold medal, I will bring my medal to tell you... I like you."
Su Bai:……?
"You said that as long as I am strong enough, no one will reject me."
"It's a bit early to say now, but I will train hard and get stronger day by day." Cui Luoheng looked at Su Bai seriously, as if he was looking at the finish line of the goal he always pursued with all his strength on the field.
Looking at Cui Luoheng's serious confession, Su Bai's original intention of replying, asking him to focus on training and next year's Tokyo Olympics, was suddenly blocked in his mouth.
After watching for a while, until Cui Luoheng's face began to turn red again, Su Bai suddenly smiled and said, "What if you are strong enough, but I don't like you?"
Hearing this, Su Bai saw that the big dog in front of him, who had been full of energy and enthusiasm, suddenly became a little listless. He opened his mouth several times but couldn't say anything.
When Su Bai saw his look, he burst out laughing, but he couldn't understand why he was teasing Cui Luoheng so irrationally at this time.
After thinking for a while, Su Bai smiled at Cui Luoheng and said, "Then I will wait for the day when you win the Olympic or World Championship gold medal."
As for how I will respond when that day really comes.
Su Bai thought that after such a long time, he should have sorted out his thoughts.
Cui Luoheng looked at Su Bai in front of him, and suddenly had a vague realization in his heart - at least Su Bai didn't hate him since he had confessed to him.
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