Su Bai was not too surprised to see that the person outside the door was Cui Luoheng. After all, in fact, ever since Cui Luoheng confessed to him, including all of Cui Luoheng's previous behaviors, Su Bai had figured out the reasons.
At first, Su Bai did hesitate about his feelings for Cui Luoheng.
Although he had felt the warmth of family and the harmonious atmosphere of love between his parents when he was young, these warm and beautiful memories were sealed with the death of his parents.
Later, when he was sent to an orphanage, he actually received good care. However, having once felt the warmth of a family, after entering the orphanage, he was completely surrounded by the huge contrast and loneliness, which gradually changed his character.
Su Bai understood that he was very emotionally insecure. He longed for the family warmth he had experienced in his childhood, but he was also very resistant to others getting close to him.
He always maintained an uncertain fear of life, just like the fear he felt when he was a child because of the death of his parents. He was always afraid that someone would approach him, get close to him, give him warmth, and then leave him again.
This has also led to his current personality, which appears gentle but actually always keeps a certain distance from many people.
If he had not interacted with Cui Luoheng in the past, and if they had not gotten closer step by step during their daily training, Su Bai would be sure that the moment Cui Luoheng confessed his love to him, he would have been able to reject him clearly and calmly.
But since the time in the S Province Track and Field Team, and later, through bit by bit of training with Cui Luoheng, Su Bai has gradually adapted to Cui Luoheng's presence.
But if it was just a simple habit, then not only Cui Luoheng, but also Qiu Wen, Zhang Ziyi, Wang Shen and other players whom Su Bai had coached, Su Bai had already gotten used to their existence. But if he imagined Qiu Wen and the others confessing to him, Su Bai subconsciously frowned in resistance.
When Su Bai figured this out, or when he found himself thinking about whether Cui Luoheng was different from Qiu Wen and the others to him, Su Bai clearly realized that he did not hate Cui Luoheng's confession. Even when he didn't know it, he subconsciously had a good impression of Cui Luoheng.
However, although Su Bai had figured all this out, out of his inner instinctive fear, Su Bai did not reveal his true feelings to Cui Luoheng. It also happened that after Cui Luoheng confessed his love to him that time, he did not dare to confess his love to him again for a while, so Su Bai pretended that he had forgotten about it.
As a tough coach who is always ruthless and ruthless in training, few people can see that he is a completely evasive and passive person emotionally. If there is no one constantly chasing after him, if the person chasing him makes him feel that the other party is wavering in any way, then even if he, the big ostrich, is trying to pull his head out of the sand, after noticing the other party's wavering, he will stick his head into the sand faster than the other party.
When it comes to love, Su Bai is dull, silent and passive. Not only that, he will escape quickly. Once he starts to escape, he will definitely cut off all hopes of the other party.
Su Bai was aware of his passive character in emotions. After he pretended to forget and put the matter aside temporarily, he never thought about it seriously. He originally thought that after he put the matter aside, Cui Luoheng might gradually forget this feeling because of the failure of his first confession.
Until he discovered that Cui Luoheng put more energy into training and seemed to be determined to achieve better results.
At first, Su Bai didn't understand why Cui Luoheng was so obsessed with training and results.
Later, Su Bai finally remembered the question Cui Luoheng had once asked him - at that time he noticed that Cui Luoheng seemed to have encountered emotional troubles, and when comforting Cui Luoheng, he told him, "After you become better, no one will refuse your confession."
Obviously, Cui Luoheng has never forgotten what he said at the beginning, and is working hard towards becoming better.
It was Cui Luoheng's silent but never-giving-up efforts that finally allowed the "ostrich" Su Bai to gradually let down his guard.
After seeing Cui Luoheng's perseverance and hard work, after seeing Cui Luoheng's triumphant progress and winning the Olympic championship, after seeing Cui Luoheng standing on the track with the national flag draped over him and looking at him intently...
Su Bai's once tightly locked defenses had actually been quietly released.
Cui Luoheng's Olympic schedule finally ended. Su Bai knew in his heart that Cui Luoheng would definitely come to see him, so after opening the door and seeing the person outside, he was not too surprised.
But after opening the door and seeing Cui Luoheng's red face, a faint smile appeared in Su Bai's eyes.
Su Bai's door was already open, but Cui Luoheng's face was flushed red at this moment. He subconsciously covered his face, which was obviously very cold, with one hand. His eyes looking at Su Bai clearly revealed the joy of seeing the person he liked and the embarrassment caused by his flushed and embarrassed appearance.
Cui Luoheng was a little annoyed that he came to Su Bai's door without being prepared.
but……
Facing such a Su Bai, he thought that no matter how much preparation he made, he would still be as embarrassed as he is now, right?
With a red face, Cui Luoheng looked at Su Bai hesitantly, and even the lines he had prepared were completely forgotten in his mind.
Su Bai looked up with amusement at Cui Luoheng, a 1.9-meter-tall man. When the other party was so embarrassed that he almost wanted to run away, Su Bai smiled and turned back to his room.
"Come in if you have anything to say. My hair isn't dry yet."
Watching Su Bai turn around and enter the room, Cui Luoheng's mind was almost filled with some inappropriate images. So he slapped his face hard, took a deep breath to calm himself down, and then went into Su Bai's room with the small box in his hand.
After Su Bai entered the room, he picked up the towel again and started to wipe his wet hair, but while doing this, the collar of his yukata, which was not tied to begin with, was torn open even wider.
Cui Luoheng, who had just prepared himself mentally to follow him into the room, suddenly had his face, which had already turned redder, become even redder. Combined with his stiff and serious expression that seemed extremely cold, he looked particularly funny.
While wiping his hair, Su Bai glanced at Cui Luoheng, and the smile in his eyes deepened.
Although Cui Luoheng entered the room, he didn't know how to open his mouth for a moment because of the series of embarrassments. As a result, the scene in the room became Su Bai wiping his hair in a relaxed manner, while Cui Luoheng stood stiffly aside.
After a while, Su Bai finally finished wiping his hair. The hair was still a little wet, soft and messy. Coupled with Su Bai's smiling face at this time, he looked nothing like the iron-blooded coach in the national team who no player dared to disobey when he spoke.
On the contrary...it looks like a small one.
I really want to hold it in my arms and try it.
Su Bai is about 178cm tall, which does make her look a little small in front of Cui Luoheng, who is over 190cm tall. Plus, Su Bai's relaxed look at the moment makes Cui Luoheng feel a strong desire to protect her, and he wants to hug the person in front of him whom he has liked for a long time.
But - he hasn't succeeded in confessing yet.
Thinking of this, Cui Luoheng finally came to his senses. He took a deep breath again and finally mustered up the courage to speak.
"noob."
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Su Bai had put down the towel and turned his smiling gaze to Cui Luoheng.
Cui Luoheng seemed to finally remember what he was holding in his hand. He picked up the box in his hand, which contained the Olympic gold medal that he had just received at the award ceremony tonight.
After mustering up the courage, what to do next did not seem as difficult as expected.
Cui Luoheng took out his gold medal from the medal box, put away the box, looked at Su Bai seriously, and hung the gold medal on Su Bai's chest with both hands.
Su Bai met Cui Luoheng's burning gaze, lowered his head, picked up the Olympic gold medal hanging on his chest with one hand, then looked up at Cui Luoheng again.
"A Luo, what does this mean?" Su Bai smiled and looked up at Cui Luoheng.
Cui Luoheng looked at Su Bai quietly, listened to his questions, and then said solemnly: "Xiaobai... this gold medal is because of you. It represents my heart that always pursues the strongest, and my heart belongs to you."
It was you who first noticed my preferences;
It was you who led me out of the most terrifying abyss;
It is you who led me all the way to the most dangerous mountain top...and it is you who, without realizing it, became the destination that I most yearn for and want to pursue in my heart.
I still want to become stronger, and still want to explore the speed limit on the 110-meter hurdles track, but every time I pursue the limit, I long for your attention, long for your company, and long for you to be by my side.
My gold medal represents my heart, and I will hang it on your chest - my heart belongs to you.
Cui Luoheng expressed all his thoughts bit by bit in straightforward language. As he spoke, his eyes were always fixed on Su Bai.
Finally, he said, "Xiaobai, I like you." I love you.
Cui Luoheng didn't dare to say the word "love" in his current confession. He instinctively felt that for Su Bai, this word needed to accompany him for a longer time.
After finally saying what he wanted to say, Cui Luoheng was like a defendant who had stated his "crimes" and was waiting for the "judge's" verdict.
He kept looking at Su Bai without blinking, even though he was so nervous that his heart was about to explode, he still refused to look away.
He saw the smile in Su Bai's eyes that seemed to be filled with stars, he saw the smile on the corners of Su Bai's mouth, he saw Su Bai open his mouth...
"Yeah." Su Bai smiled slightly, "Yeah, I know."
Know?
Oh, of course I know.
Cui Luoheng remembered his last confession.
And he finally realized that after that confession, Su Bai didn't seem to resist his approach? !
He can sit next to Su Bai, he can ask Su Bai to look at him before the game, and he can always feel the eyes of the audience focusing on him.
Cui Luoheng was so nervous that he became stiff. The possibility and expectation in his heart made him boldly put his hands on Su Bai's shoulders and said to Su Bai again: "Xiaobai, I like you!"
"Yeah." Su Bai smiled and finally said, "I think so too."
At this moment, it was like ecstasy bursting out from the sky in his heart. After being stunned for a second, Cui Luoheng suddenly hugged Su Bai in front of him tightly and held him tightly in his arms.
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