Chapter 18 Treatment Don't be affected, don't be affected. …
Chapter 18
Perhaps because of his inner uneasiness, Fang Ning did not sleep well tonight.
He opened his eyes intermittently several times, and looking at the pitch-black dormitory, he regretted not letting Qin Yunzhi stay.
But this thought only lasted for a moment.
Although my sleep was not very restful and I woke up often, I fell asleep again quickly.
After opening my eyes, I saw that there was no one around. I thought about some random things and quickly fell asleep again.
Until the next morning.
Before seven o'clock, Fang Ning opened his eyes.
After staring at the ceiling blankly for a while, he gradually recalled what happened last night. His heart suddenly skipped a beat. Then he opened the bed curtains and looked towards the other people's beds.
No one.
All three beds were empty and tidy, with no signs of anyone having slept in them.
But it does not rule out the possibility that they get up earlier than me.
The clever and alert kitten can always think of various emergencies.
——After all, cats are naturally smart, sharp, alert and wise.
Fang Ning poked his head out a little further and looked under the bed.
Still no one.
It seems that they didn't come back last night.
Too.
Who knows when the dance will start.
If the dormitory door had just been locked, the aunt might say a few words and let them in, but if they came back at two or three in the morning, it would be strange if the dormitory manager didn't scold them.
Just thinking of that scene, Fang Ning felt happy. At this moment, he felt that the aunt was the embodiment of justice, bravely defending the order and peace of the dormitory.
That's how the three of them should be scolded.
Fang Ning was in a good mood. He hummed a song as he got up, brushed his teeth and washed his face.
All my roommates were away, and I couldn’t hear any strange, puzzling noises.
The world was peaceful and beautiful. He was going to eat a lot of sugar cakes and pot stickers from the third canteen later.
etc.
Something seems wrong.
Fang Ning suddenly stopped brushing his teeth.
Well…if no one is here, who can he use to conduct the experiment and can he still hear that strange sound?
hateful!
Thinking of this, Fang Ning's expression changed again.
These second-generation rich boys are really too much. They are still students, but they start staying out all night. They really don’t behave like students! It's also delaying his work!
After washing his face angrily, Fang Ning sat down in his chair, holding his phone in his hand, wondering whether he should give Lu Mingyu or Li Jie a call to test the waters.
Just as I was hesitating, I suddenly heard the sound of the keyhole turning at the dormitory door.
Fang Ning was stunned for a second and looked up.
The door was opened and Shen Xun pushed it open and walked in.
Fang Ning: “…”
Chen Xun: “?”
The two of them stared at each other.
Shen Xun came back to his senses first.
Very unexpected.
Because this was the first time Fang Ning stared at him so intently, with confusion, helplessness, and a flash of panic in his eyes.
But even so, she still bravely persisted and continued to look him in the eye.
This made Shen Xun feel incredible.
He closed the door and took the initiative to greet Fang Ning: "You woke up so early."
"You're back so early."
The two voices sounded almost at the same time.
"Yeah." Shen Xun responded.
He seemed to be in a good mood today, and his tone was slightly rising.
Although it's not very obvious.
But this still couldn't eliminate Fang Ning's nervousness at the moment.
Honestly speaking, after what happened yesterday, Fang Ning is a little scared of Shen Xun now... The baby thing and the nose biting thing made Fang Ning feel ashamed and scared...
Because Shen Xun is too cold.
He is cold, his voice is a little deeper than others, he is aloof and expressionless, he never jokes with others, he is very much a practical man.
I don't say extra words, but once I say it, I will definitely do it.
Fang Ning was afraid that he would really bite her.
But in order to verify whether the auditory hallucination had improved, Fang Ning thought again and again, and finally mustered up the courage to talk to him: "Yeah, it's not too early. It will be eight o'clock in forty minutes."
“…”
Help.
What is this all about.
Shen Xun: “Oh.”
After a pause, he said, “Yeah.”
Very awkward conversation.
Normally, Fang Ning would have been working on his toes for a while, but now, he had no time to care about it.
Fang Ning looked at Shen Xun nervously, and the strange sound in his ears did not sound again.
One second.
Two seconds.
Three seconds.
He counted silently in his mind.
After counting for a full minute and finding that there were no more auditory hallucinations, Fang Ning finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Okay, okay, it’s cured. It turned out that yesterday was just an accident.
Fang Ning's mood improved instantly.
He raised his face, a smile spread across the corners of his lips, and his eyes curved into a small crescent shape.
So good.
Shen Xun’s gaze froze.
"I'm going out for breakfast. Do you want me to bring you anything?"
When Fang Ning is angry, he likes to make everyone responsible.
In the past, if Qin Yunzhi provoked him, he would even punish Qin Yunzhi's kindergarten classmates and swear that he would never give any of them a good face again.
But on the other hand, when he is in a good mood, he can forgive everyone in the world.
He was just hallucinating, it had nothing to do with Shen Xun, how could he think so badly of him?
This shouldn't be done.
Fang Ning: "I'm going to the third cafeteria to have breakfast. The sugar cakes at window 6 are delicious. Can I bring some back for you?"
Shen Xun looked at his face.
"That's it. I'm leaving now." Fang Ning stood up.
[What a beautiful smile.] 】
【cute. 】
【But the baby is so careless.】 】
[There is still toothpaste foam on the chin. 】
Fang Ning: “……?”
Teeth and toothpaste foam?
Fang Ning subconsciously raised his hand——
There is real toothpaste foam.
A little bit, not much.
Fang Ning stared at his fingertips in a daze.
[What a pity, I wiped it clean myself.] 】
[I really want to lick it off for the baby, but if I do that, the baby will be scared and cry. 】
[…I am even more excited.] 】
[I really want to lick the baby until he cries.] 】
Ahhhhhhhhh!
Fang Ning broke down again.
So shameful!
What are you talking about?
"Thank you." A cold, flat voice.
[Baby, baby. 】
[I will keep the sugar cookie as a treasure, my dear baby. 】
[You are the best and most obedient child in the world.] 】
Fang Ning's ears turned red.
...Can you please stop saying things like this!
Fang Ning couldn't bear it any longer, and with trembling fingertips, he ran out of the door without saying a word.
With a "bang".
The dormitory door was closed.
The sound that was so shameful that my toes were working hard finally disappeared.
-
No appetite.
Fang Ning bought a sugar cake and sat in the corner of the cafeteria, eating it intermittently.
Very absent-minded.
After eating a bite or two, I searched for related terms on my phone.
Is auditory hallucination a mental illness? 】
Why do people hear auditory hallucinations? 】
Why do people suddenly become mentally ill? 】
A lot of search records, searching while eating.
But an hour passed and Fang Ning still didn't get any effective answer.
The last search record is: [Is it necessary to see a doctor if you have a mental illness? 】
[Will mental illness heal on its own?] 】
[Hello, no. ]
[For more consultation details, please leave your phone number and our professional staff will contact you. ]
Fang Ning: “…”
Fang Ning was desperate.
Dejected, he slumped over the table in the cafeteria.
"What's going on?"
A teasing voice sounded from above his head, and Fang Ning raised his head.
A boy came up to him with a plate and sat down, saying with a smile: "I saw you sighing from a distance, what happened?"
"...Nan Yuan?" Fang Ning blinked.
Nan Yuan: “Hmm?”
Nan Yuan is one of the few friends Fang Ning doesn't dislike at all.
Maybe it’s because Nan Yuan looks very comfortable and treats people with a very sincere feeling.
He was different from those annoying people, so Fang Ning classified him as a friend.
At the same time, he is also Fang Ning's only connection in the Psychology Department.
etc.
Department of Psychology, Psychiatry.
The entries were successfully connected, Fang Ning's eyes suddenly lit up, and he quickly handed over the unopened bottle of milk at hand.
So passionate.
Nan Yuan was a little flattered.
Before he could ask Fang Ning what was wrong, Fang Ning took the initiative to get straight to the point: "Nan Yuan, let me ask you something. Is auditory hallucination a mental illness?"
Nan Yuan: “…Hmm?”
"Who?" He looked at Fang Ning worriedly.
"I..." paused.
Fang Ning said sincerely: "A friend."
Nan Yuan: “…”
Nan Yuan: “Oh.”
Nan Yuan lowered his head to peel the shell of the boiled egg and thought for a moment.
"Hallucinations are not necessarily a sign of mental illness, but if you do have these symptoms, I suggest you go to the hospital."
"Is it serious?"
"It's okay." Fang Ning didn't want to go to the hospital.
He didn't know if he had enough money, and he didn't want to borrow from Qin Yunzhi.
Fang Ning pursed his lips, still thinking.
How about finding a job and accumulating savings before going?
“…Not bad.” Nan Yuan said, “Just hear it occasionally?”
"Have you been under too much pressure lately?"
……Um?
Fang Ning blinked.
As if he had found a breakthrough, he asked quickly, "It's because of too much pressure, not auditory hallucinations caused by schizophrenia, right?"
Nan Yuan: "It's hard to say. There are many reasons. I suggest you go to the hospital."
Fang Ning stopped talking again.
Nan Yuan was silent for a few seconds: "Do you have any..."
“No, no.” Fang Ning shook his head. “Normally there’s no problem. I only hear it when… I’m with my roommates.”
"When you're with them, you hear them talking, but they don't actually speak."
"But as long as you're not with them, nothing will be different."
“…Is that so?” Nan Yuan was stunned.
Apparently, he hadn't heard of this situation.
"Is it possible that they put too much pressure on me?" Fang Ning suddenly thought.
Nan Yuan pondered for a few seconds and said, "I can't rule out this possibility."
"Really?!" Fang Ning's eyes lit up when he heard Nan Yuan agreed with him.
He also drew inferences from one example: "Because they have been in the dormitory recently, and they suddenly scared me yesterday. I think this is most likely the reason."
"They've reduced the air quality in the dorm!"
Nan Yuan: "It's possible, it's possible, but we still have to go to the hospital..."
"No matter what the cause is, it must be cured."
"You can only be cured by going to the hospital."
The topic returned to the starting point.
Nan Yuan saw that Fang Ning didn't want to go to the hospital, so he patiently advised her, "Don't be afraid to see a doctor, Fang Ning."
"I know, it's just... it's not convenient now." Fang Ning pursed his lips, and suddenly felt like a deflated ball.
After a long while, he spoke again and asked tentatively: "If we don't go to the hospital, is there any way to solve this auditory hallucination...?"
All right.
Nan Yuan sighed helplessly.
“Try to ignore it.” He said, “Just pretend you didn’t hear it and don’t let it affect you.”
"But you must go to the hospital when it's convenient, Ningning."
"...Okay!" Fang Ning understood, his expression gradually became firm, and he nodded.
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After finishing the friendly exchange with Nan Yuan, Fang Ning mustered up the courage to return to the dormitory.
Come back empty-handed.
Shen Xun's gaze paused.
[Baby, did you forget my sugar cookies? 】
[I waited for a long time and thought I could really receive the loving breakfast from my baby. 】
[It was just a casual remark after all.] 】
Fang Ning: “…”
Don't be influenced, don't be influenced.
Fang Ning muttered to himself.
[Bad baby, so bad.] 】
[But being naughty can be cute too.] 】
"..." Fang Ning opened the door with trembling hands.
With a bang, he rushed out again.
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