Chapter 188 She is really handsome
Song Yunchu: “…”
"I don't know when I started to care about you. Maybe it was the time you teased me when you were drunk, or maybe it was earlier. At first I was unwilling to admit it until you proposed to go to the west of the city to fight the epidemic."
"I am reluctant to let you take risks, not only because I value your talent, but also out of selfishness. You seem to be confident and resolute, so I can only fulfill your wish. During the time you were away, I was worried about you every day."
"Fortunately, the prescription for mild plague was developed very quickly. I didn't want to wait any longer, so I went to see you in the west of the city immediately. I felt relieved when I learned that you were safe. Then, the Poison Lady and her gang came to make trouble. I was poisoned and pounced on you on the street. Do you think I was really out of my mind at that time? I knew very well that the person next to me was you, and it was because of you that I lost my composure."
Song Yunchu moved his lips, but was speechless for a moment.
She has always been eloquent and was good at scolding and debating, but now, listening to Jun Li Luo pouring out his feelings, she was rarely able to find words.
"Yun Chu, I have also been entangled and confused. I have repeatedly warned myself in my heart that a king should not be a homosexual, but - I simply cannot convince myself to let go of this relationship."
"Does the relationship between people have to follow the secular concept? I don't think true love only exists between men and women. If you really like someone, it doesn't matter whether they are a man or a woman."
"Even if I am gay, I am only gay with you. If it were any other man, I would never accept it."
"On the way back to the imperial court from the west of the city, I read a very interesting book called "The Romantic Prince and the Pretty County Magistrate". Although it is about a gay love story, the writing is delicate and full of emotion. In particular, there is a sentence in it that is very impressive."
"A strong soul cannot be distinguished between male and female, and true feelings have no gender."
Song Yunchu's forehead twitched.
[Oh my god, even the dog emperor likes gay novels? ]
[A powerful soul is indistinguishable between male and female... What a refreshing and unconventional sentence. The writer is indeed a talent.]
[I didn’t expect that the dog emperor had already realized this about the love of homosexuality…]
[He said he likes me regardless of gender, which means that since I can make him gay, if he knows I am a woman dressed as a man, I can also make him straight? In short, whether he is gay or straight depends entirely on me? ]
[I really am full of peach blossoms...]
"Your Majesty, I find it hard to digest what you said so suddenly. Please allow me to calm down and let me go first."
Song Yunchu said this, tentatively pulling his hand back from Jun Liluo.
Jun Liluo had no intention of pressing her, so he loosened his grip and let her move back a little.
Because Song Yunchu had been mentally prepared, Jun Liluo's confession did not shock her too much, but instead made her feel somewhat moved.
After being moved, she still remained rational. She didn't want her identity to be exposed, so she thought about refusing while persuading Jun Li Luo.
But Jun Liluo spoke before her.
"Yun Chu, I really want to be with you."
Jun Li Luo's eyes never left Song Yunchu's face. "You may not believe in the sincerity of an emperor, but you must believe in your ability. If you were just a weak young man with a handsome appearance, you would naturally be worried all the time, but you are my right-hand man, the vigorous and powerful Prime Minister Song in the eyes of all officials. Your bravery and wisdom are what I will never despise."
"You should know that I have seen countless handsome men and beautiful women, but why did I only fall in love with you? It has nothing to do with your appearance or gender. I am attracted by your spirit."
"I have seen you debate with a group of scholars. You can fight against several people by yourself. How many people can do this? You asked for permission to go to the west of the city. Even if you are confident, it is still a very risky thing. How many people can have such courage? Apart from you, I may never meet another person who suits my taste."
Song Yunchu's heart was agitated. She calmed down and sighed, "It is my great honor to be recognized by your majesty, but your majesty, you cannot be so absolute..."
"I said what I thought." Jun Liluo leaned towards her and looked into her eyes. "I never lied."
Before he knew she was a woman, he had indeed struggled with the question of whether or not he should be gay, but he finally convinced himself.
He said he didn't care about her gender, which was the truth.
The identity of a woman is more conducive to the world's acceptance of their love, but since she wants to hide the truth so much, it will be a trouble for her if he exposes it directly.
She was simply worried that her identity would be discovered if she had close contact with him, so she decided not to get too close to him.
If he just held her hand and hugged her, she wouldn't have to worry about him 'seeing through' her.
He just wanted to be with her forever and never be separated.
Whether she wants to dress up as a man or be a woman is up to her.
"Your Majesty, I am surprised and terrified by your intention. You shoulder the heavy responsibility of running the country. I implore you to value your reputation and let go of this inappropriate feeling. Besides... I am not a gay." Song Yunchu tried his best to make himself look like a straight man and advised seriously.
"If your Majesty's affection is discovered and publicized by someone with ulterior motives, it will be very disadvantageous to you."
Jun Liluo was not surprised by Song Yunchu's response. He just smiled bitterly: "If I can let it go easily, why should I tell you everything in my heart? It is precisely because I can't let it go that I want you to understand my feelings. If I never say it, you will continue to pretend to be confused even if you know, right?"
Song Yun was speechless for a moment.
[So I am so outstanding in the dog emperor's heart? It turns out that I am not narcissistic, I am just extremely handsome. ]
[Although the dog emperor looks very sincere, I still can't tell him the truth. Who knows how long his love will last? Maybe he is sincere at the moment, but it's hard to say in a few years. There are talented people in every generation. If a handsome person appears in the court in a few years, will the dog emperor also be tempted? It's hard to say.]
[You dog emperor, if you have the guts, please make me a king, so that I can act arrogantly in front of that dog scumbag. If I meet that dog scumbag, I don’t have to call myself a subordinate, but can call myself this king... Oh my god, I can’t even imagine how great that would be.]
[Hmm… I’m actually dreaming in the middle of the day. Calm down. It’s okay to have dreams, but people have to face reality. I’ll first be a good official and clear my bad name as a thief.]
Jun Liluo listened to her mumbling, thoughtful.
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