It's love.
The master always said that she didn’t understand love, but it turns out this is love.
Then she really didn't understand that being loved felt so good.
She could not grow up without love. Before the fight with the Five Paths Patriarch in her previous life, she was just a five-year-old child in the human world.
In this life, she thought, she should be able to grow up...
Zhao Ying looked at the peaceful sleeping face of the baby in her arms, lowered her head and kissed him. Beside her, Shangguan Shu's eyes turned red with envy.
He took a deep breath, sat up straight, and adjusted his mood.
I tried to tell myself not to be jealous of a little kid, as it was not proper, but I couldn't help but feel jealous.
He coughed twice and said unnaturally, "Ying'er, are you still angry with me?"
Zhao Ying felt powerless for a moment. Was this a question of whether or not to be angry? She was too lazy to keep him in suspense. She had already revealed her cards to him, so she decided not to hide them anymore.
"Shangguan Shu, I'm not angry," she looked at him, her eyes more calm than ever before, so calm that Shangguan Shu didn't feel scared.
"I just don't know how to get along with you anymore."
"I've been married to you for more than ten years and have been accustomed to being your wife. Only now do I realize that my love and my marriage were all fake."
"You don't have to explain anything. You can deceive my father and my brother, but I won't believe you."
"For so many years, I haven't asked you for anything, but if... there comes a day like that, I only ask you to treat our children well. They are innocent. Zhao Zihua and Zhao Ziyin are your flesh and blood. I know you love Huai'an, and you must love those two children, but at least... please take a little care of my children. That way, even if I die, I will be at peace."
Zhao Ying leaned calmly against the car wall and said these words with a bitter taste in her mouth.
Before she could finish her words, she was hugged tightly in the man's arms.
Perhaps Zhao Ying was afraid of waking Shangguan Qingyue, so she didn't struggle.
Shangguan Shu's heart was crushed by her words.
He hugged her tightly and said in a trembling voice, "Don't talk nonsense! What's the point of living or dying? I won't let you die! Ying'er, I won't hurt you or the children. I love you! How could I not love you!"
He kissed her cheeks randomly and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
Zhao Ying endured the discomfort in her heart. When she thought about Shangguan Shu having betrayed her long ago, she couldn't help feeling sick.
This man never told her the truth, never!
Even at this moment, he seemed sincere, but he was just afraid that she would ruin his plans...
She, Zhao Ying, had actually fallen to the point of begging for mercy from a man who had betrayed her...
What a shame...
But in a situation where the enemy is strong and she is weak, she can only rely on this to save her children.
She could see that he was still sincere towards the children.
He just doesn't love her...
It doesn't matter, she never lived on love.
"Ying'er..." Shangguan Shu held Zhao Ying's face, and his warm breath sprayed on her face, his movements filled with cautious pity.
Zhao Ying put one hand on the man's shoulder and choked up, "Runlang, I'm afraid..."
"Ying'er, what are you afraid of?"
"I'm afraid... you're lying to me again... you always lie to me..."
"I'm afraid that what you did today was also a pretense to confuse me..." She shook her head, tears welling up in her eyes, "I saw Huai'an so sad. You love her so much, how could you treat her like this? You must have been lying to me! Woo woo..."
The woman in his arms trembled like a sieve, and Shangguan Shu felt as if his heart was being squeezed by a large hand, with a pain he had never experienced before...
Zhao Ying…his Zhao Ying…
I've been heartbroken by him...
Shangguan Shu didn't know what to say to comfort her, to make her believe him. He knew that no matter what he said, she wouldn't believe him. His Zhao Ying didn't believe him anymore...
Shangguan Shu felt panicked and painful in his heart. A thought suddenly flashed through his mind, and then the thought became stronger and stronger... His eyes gradually became firm.
This decision was too crazy, but in order to reassure the woman in his arms, he wanted her to feel at ease... He found that she was in pain, and he felt even more pain than she did...
"Don't be afraid, Ying'er. If you're worried that I might rebel, then tomorrow I will resign from my position and hand over my military talisman to His Majesty. I don't want anything else, Ying'er, I only want you!"
Zhao Ying's body froze, and he couldn't believe his ears for a moment.
She straightened up in shock and looked at Shangguan Shu, "What did you say?"
Shangguan Shu stared at her without blinking, gently stroking her cheek with the back of his hand, and whispered, "I resign and hand in my military order."
Zhao Ying looked at Shangguan Shu quietly. Although she didn't show it on her face, a thousand horses were galloping through her heart...
? ?
So Shangguan Shu fell for this?
Ah, this...
Zhao Ying still didn't quite believe it until the next day, when news came from the palace that after Shangguan Shu's repeated requests to resign, her father had no choice but to agree, take away his military command, and allow him to stay at home without work.
Her brother even came to her and cried to her, blaming her for causing his princeling to lose an arm!
Not only the prince went crazy, but Shangguan Shu and his party also went crazy.
But they didn't think they were crazy, they thought Shangguan Shu was crazy.
Shangguan Zhu had a huge argument with Shangguan Shu in the study, and even smashed Shangguan Shu's study...
Even though Shangguan Zhu tried to persuade Shangguan Shu with both emotion and reason, Shangguan Shu just wouldn't listen.
Shangguan Zhu began to suspect that Zhao Ying had cast a spell on Shangguan Shu. Shangguan Shu also vaguely felt that he was abnormal, but he did not want to delve into it. Sometimes being too clear-headed is not a good thing. Like this, he did not feel anything wrong when he followed his own temperament. Instead, he felt relaxed all over.
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