For ten thousand years, countless days and nights, he didn't even have the chance to see her once. What despair and grief it was, he held his head and screamed and tortured himself, almost going crazy. Just once, why didn't they let him see her even once!!!
All the pain and depression turned into tears the moment I saw her.
He really, really missed her.
It turns out that missing someone can drive a person crazy.
He didn't even expect her to forgive him or be with him, but why was reality so cruel that he couldn't even see her side?
He was so wrong, so ridiculously wrong.
Why did he think that reason and love could be separated? Why did he insist on lying to her in the first place? Was it just to prove his determination and to gamble with the Heavenly Father who had long since turned to ashes?
He knew that he had never liked Yaoxing.
What shines in his heart is his love for her.
He saw it, but crushed it with his own hands.
At this point, the soul is eternally sacrificed.
In fact, he always felt that there was a chance to repent...
She likes him so much.
Why did she forget him?
He was suffering from the torture of body and mind in the hell of endless suffering for ten thousand years, while she was married, had children, and had many grandchildren.
Why is she so cruel?
Heng Lin felt resentful and aggrieved, especially when he saw her getting married and having children. He felt as if the sky was falling and the earth was collapsing. The evil nature that had been forcibly suppressed quietly sprouted, trying to grow and thrive again.
She has driven him crazy...
Could she be kinder to him?
"Puff——" Heng Lin suddenly leaned over and vomited a mouthful of blood. He was exhausted and a heavy aura of death filled his body.
Shangguan Qingwan was startled and fell silent. She then stepped forward to support him and asked with concern, "What's wrong with you? Are you hurt?"
She was a little anxious, "I don't know how to treat illnesses... Oh, the golden elixir, I have a golden elixir!"
Just as Shangguan Qingwan was about to turn around to take it, Heng Lin grabbed her wrist with such tight force that it felt like something was biting her.
Shangguan Qingwan looked back and saw Heng Lin's face was pale, his long eyebrows were squeezed together, and there was bloodstains like red plums at the corners of his mouth. His eyes were blurred with a hint of desolate pleading, as if to say, don't go.
Don't leave him again.
Don't let him lose sight of her...
She knew what he had paid for this...
"No, I'm fine."
Heng Lin finally spoke, his voice was hoarse and deep. How could he be associated with the almighty and untouched God Ancestor of the past?
Shangguan Qingwan helped Henglin sit down, then sat down next to him, poured him a cup of tea, and pushed it over, "Are you really okay?"
Perhaps he heard her concern, even if it wasn't for him... Heng Lin's expression brightened a little, and he slowly shook his head, "It's okay."
He looked at her, his eyes filled with a complex mystery as deep as a pool of water. He gently opened his lips and asked, "You, really... don't recognize me anymore?"
boom!
Shangguan Qingwan's heart skipped a beat. Ahhhh, it really was an acquaintance. She had forgotten about him. Isn't this too embarrassing?
Shangguan Qingwan was so embarrassed that she wanted to scratch her head, but she remained calm. After a while, she chuckled and said, "I... must remember it. Well, fellow Taoist, why don't you tell me your name first?"
Heng Lin lowered his eyes, his expression darkening again, making Shangguan Qingwan feel extremely guilty. She said with a mournful face, "Don't be sad. It was my fault. I forgot about you. But you must know that a woman becomes stupid for three years after pregnancy. Three years in the mortal world is equivalent to more than a thousand years among gods and demons. Indeed, my child is already over seven thousand years old..."
"A thousand years... I lied to you for a thousand years, but you took revenge on me for ten thousand years..." Heng Lin murmured woodenly.
"What?" Shangguan Qingwan frowned. What was he mumbling about?
Heng Lin interrupted hurriedly. He didn't want to listen to her talking about having children anymore. He couldn't accept it. He couldn't accept it. His Wan'er was obviously still a lively and smart girl, but in the blink of an eye, everything had changed. She married someone else and was in love with him in a place where he couldn't see.
For ten thousand years, he didn't dare to think about it at all, because even a single thought would drive him crazy and make him want to die!
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