Chapter 46 Self-blame
"I hope so too." Xu Yihan sighed, "You don't know, during these days when my leg was injured, I have spent so many days and nights regretting that I didn't try my best to practice. If I hadn't wasted my time, I wouldn't have ended up like this."
Before the accident, he thought he was quite hardworking. But when he was really injured and couldn't move or practice, and could only watch others make progress while he himself remained where he was, he realized how much he had wasted his time in the past.
He could obviously be more diligent and hardworking. If he wasn't so lazy, maybe his cultivation would be able to reach a higher level. With that level, he might not have been injured.
Because of this, Xu Yihan often fell into regret and self-blame, but was troubled by the fact that he had no chance to make amends.
But today he heard that there was a way to save his leg and there was a way to cure the poison!
This ignited endless hope in him. Although he didn't know what the method was, he inexplicably felt that he had regained his passion for life and was no longer as depressed as before.
"Master, it's not your fault, it's..."
"Don't comfort me, I'm fine." Xu Yihan shook his head. "You know what? I just realized that I not only wasted the days when I could practice in the past, but also wasted these days when I couldn't walk. What on earth have I done these days..."
As the head of the sect, he became dejected and became a hands-off manager, leaving everything to Liu Feng and others.
He was immersed in his own sorrow and sadness, but abandoned the entire sect. What kind of leader is he!
The more he thought about it, the more ashamed he felt.
Liu Feng's eyes welled up with tears when he heard this. He looked at Xu Yihan with relief and finally smiled, "Master... you finally figured it out."
Everyone cared about him, but no matter how much they persuaded or comforted him, Xu Yihan couldn't get over it.
Unexpectedly, all this has changed today!
"I was wrong. I made too many mistakes." Xu Yihan took a deep breath, "I have decided that no matter what happens with Jiuwei, I will start my life over again. I can no longer let you take care of me."
…
Mo Jiuwei had another good sleep, but felt hungry when she woke up.
[Hungry! Hungry! I want to drink milk! ]
"Jiuwei is awake. Come and eat quickly. I've heated it up for you a long time ago." Yi Xingyun held a small bowl and fed her mouthful by mouthful.
Mo Jiuwei felt that the way Yi Xingyun looked at her today seemed... a little anxious?
He seemed to be in a hurry about something.
But the world is big, and eating is the most important thing.
Cultivators can also take fasting pills to prolong their lives, and when they reach the golden elixir stage, they can go without food or drink and will not starve to death. But she is a baby, she must eat, otherwise how can she grow?
After they finished eating, Yi Xingyun carried Mo Jiuwei out and said, "Come on, Senior Brother Yi will take you to find Senior Uncle Liu and the others."
【Why go find them? 】
[Don’t you practice cultivation? ]
Mo Jiuwei felt a little strange, but didn't think much about it and just burped.
Oh, what a happy life it is to be a baby.
When she walked to the front hall, Mo Jiuwei saw Ji Qingqing who was practicing swordsmanship.
She wielded the family sword with a light and powerful posture. The sword flowers flew everywhere with the turn of her wrist, which was very pleasing to the eye.
Her sword skills were also very proficient, as natural as flowing water, and there was a sense of harmony everywhere.
When she finished practicing, she stopped and shouted happily—
"Great! I finally mastered the fourth form. I didn't expect the Hundred Enlightenment Fruit to be so effective!"
Ji Qingqing was so happy that she almost cried.
When she first took the fruit, she didn't notice any changes and was still skeptical, wondering if the effect was exaggerated and not that great.
She got up early this morning to practice swordplay, and she was still practicing the fourth move that she had never been able to learn. Unexpectedly, she felt like she had suddenly become enlightened after practicing it for the first time.
The details that I couldn’t figure out before now I understand them without having to think about them, and I don’t have to memorize them anymore. Everything is so logical.
So this is the effect of the Baiwu Fruit, it’s really magical!
"Congratulations, this is a really good start." Du Yue said with a smile.
"Yes, Junior Sister Ji, you must study swordsmanship well in the future. Your family's swordsmanship depends on you to carry it forward."
Ji Qingqing smiled shyly and excitedly, "I will definitely work hard!"
"Junior sister is awake?" Meng Ling suddenly looked outside the door and said excitedly.
This sentence immediately attracted everyone's attention. Everyone in the room looked outside the door and their eyes met Mo Jiuwei in Yi Xingyun's arms.
Mo Jiuwei couldn't help but wonder——
[What's going on? Why do I feel like they are waiting for me? ]
【What happened? 】
[Oh, the master is here too! How rare.]
Xu Yihan, who was rarely seen in a month in the past, was actually sitting there drinking tea with everyone today. His face was less cold and seemed very gentle.
At this moment, he looked at Mo Jiuwei like everyone else, with a hint of nervousness in his eyes.
"Well, it's okay... We thought our junior sister was sick, otherwise why would she sleep for so long." Du Yue explained with a dry laugh.
"Yes, it seems that you are still healthy now, which is good." Hu Jiu also smiled.
【Oh, I see.】
[How could I be sick? I am in good health and very strong! ]
"Well, Master, didn't you say that your leg was hurting all night yesterday?" Liu Feng suddenly asked.
The topic changed very abruptly, and at this time Xu Yihan was drinking a cup of tea slowly with a faint smile on his face.
Hearing Liu Feng's words, he seemed to be choked, and then hurriedly put down the teacup.
"Ahem... yes, yes." He wiped the tea stains from the corners of his mouth with his sleeve and reached out to touch his leg. "It really hurt a lot yesterday... Alas, since my legs were poisoned, this kind of pain has become very common. I should be used to it."
"What should we do? Master, you have ice spirit roots. If it weren't for the impact of your leg, your cultivation could be even higher."
"Yes, unfortunately we have consulted many alchemists, but none of them can cure it."
"Does the master have to live like this for the rest of his life, sitting in a wheelchair?"
Everyone was talking at once, and in a short while the lively conversation turned into sighs and complaints.
Mo Jiuwei blinked and felt that the style of painting... changed a little suddenly.
But she was still attracted by everyone's words.
[Is it painful again at night? This is normal. The poison is a continuous attack. It will hurt more from time to time. It is very torturous. ]
[It would be great if the poison could be removed earlier, so that the leader can stand up again. ]
[He has ice spiritual roots. This shows that Xianlai Sect is not bad. There are actually two cultivators with different spiritual roots. This should be impossible in other small sects.]
[It can be seen that there is still some background. 】
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