After everything was over, Nan Zhiyun lay on the ground, limp as a lump of mud... tears streaming down her face, but unfortunately Yu Jingchen would never show her any pity.
Yu Jingchen didn't stay that day; he left after it was over. When Qianxia came in and saw him, she felt heartbroken and cried uncontrollably.
She and the palace maids helped Nan Zhiyun up and placed her on the bed. From beginning to end, Nan Zhiyun just stared blankly ahead, her eyes empty and lifeless, and she had no desire to live anymore.
(slightly)
Therefore, Nan Zhiyun was afraid, and she couldn't help but be afraid. Apart from that one time, there were other times afterward, although they were no longer in the same way, but each time was still tragic.
Nan Zhiyun already had a traumatic experience, but Yu Jingchen never showed her any pity or considered her feelings in this matter.
He would always just throw her aside in a simple and crude way, and then use that as an outlet for his own frustration.
That's why... Nan Zhiyun is afraid and terrified now. Recalling these memories makes her body feel cold and her whole body tremble violently.
Not only Nan Zhiyun, but even Yu Jingchen felt lingering fear whenever he thought about what had happened. How could he have been so heartless? How could he have been so cruel to a young girl...?
Yu Jingchen felt a sharp pang in his heart. He sighed and pulled Nan Zhiyun into his arms.
"I'm sorry..." Yu Jingchen's eyes also reddened slightly. He was truly sorry, even if those three words were useless, it was still what he owed Nan Zhiyun...
The harm that hasn't been caused yet because of rebirth is my guilt, but the harm that has already been caused is regret...
Yu Jingchen had lost count of how many times Nan Zhiyun had cried because of him. He had previously vowed never to let her cry again, but how could he ever heal the wounds he had caused? The more Yu Jingchen thought about it, the more guilty he felt, his heart aching beyond words. He didn't know how to make amends…
"Sweetie, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. Don't cry, let's not continue, okay? Don't be afraid, it's my fault that scared you, don't be afraid anymore..." Yu Jingchen comforted her gently.
"It hurts, it hurts so much!" Nan Zhiyun cried out in pain. She had always been most afraid of pain... but the pain she had experienced seemed to be more intense than that of ordinary people...
When Yu Jingchen heard Nan Zhiyun say she was in pain, he felt as if his heart was being squeezed. In fact, Nan Zhiyun had done nothing wrong from beginning to end, so why did she have to endure so much punishment and pain? ... He was the one who was wrong, and not only was he wrong, but he was also terribly wrong.
How could she understand any of this? She's still so young, yet she's being treated so cruelly and coldly. I've truly hurt her...
Because of Yu Jingchen's gentle voice, Nan Zhiyun felt even more wronged and afraid. Perhaps it was because of fear, she cried... Yu Jingchen gently patted Nan Zhiyun's back without disturbing her. Nan Zhiyun cried for a long time, until she was even sobbing uncontrollably.
Yu Jingchen had no choice but to sit up slightly, lean back, and then pull the little girl into his arms, wrapping her tightly in the blanket.
He held Nan Zhiyun close, letting her lean against his chest, then took a handkerchief from the side, his movements becoming even gentler: "Don't cry, okay? Your eyes are swollen again. Today is New Year's Day, don't cry." Yu Jingchen comforted her gently, then patiently soothed her, patting her body with his hand as always.
Several more minutes passed before Nan Zhiyun's emotions gradually stabilized. Yu Jingchen didn't dare to upset her, so he continued to hold her quietly without saying a word.
After a long while, seeing that the little one in his arms had gradually calmed down, Yu Jingchen dared to tentatively say to her, "How about we rest for today?"
Nan Zhiyun shook her head, but kept holding onto Yu Jingchen's waist and wouldn't let go. Yu Jingchen couldn't do anything about it and could only let her be.
"What does Yun'er want to do now?" Yu Jingchen asked her.
Nan Zhiyun shook her head, still in a daze.
Yu Jingchen was a little worried. He lowered his head slightly and asked, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
Nan Zhiyun remained silent.
Yu Jingchen was a little anxious: "Shall I call the imperial physician to take a look?" He was afraid that something bad might happen to Nan Zhiyun.
But Nan Zhiyun refused: "No..." Nan Zhiyun's voice was very soft, her tone was still tearful, and it also had a bit of a babyish feel to it.
“I don’t need to call the imperial physician, but Yun’er, please tell me what’s wrong with you? Is there anything that’s bothering you?” Yu Jingchen asked patiently.
"It hurts..." Nan Zhiyun buried her face in Yu Jingchen's arms and cried out in pain, and it only hurt more.
"Where does it hurt? Tell me, okay? Let me see?" Yu Jingchen was asking for her opinion; he was frightened.
“No, no way…” Nan Zhiyun seemed to be very averse to and resistant to this question.
Yu Jingchen frowned deeply; Nan Zhiyun's current state was not right. (They still have many problems between them, which need to be resolved little by little before they can move forward, so I hope everyone can be a little patient, _(:3」∠)_ Don't rush? (??3(???c))
Also, the recent plot is quite special, and there will definitely be more to come, but... let's have a little skit, about a private chef...
Yu Jingchen: I want to eat meat.
Nan Zhiyun: Didn't you eat it?
Yu Jingchen: They can't see it.
Nan Zhiyun: Tell them how long they ate it.
Yu Jingchen: ...858,286,428 seconds!!!
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