Someone like Nan Zhiyun, if she has no one to rely on, no one can protect her, and the Empress Dowager will never feel at ease. After much thought, neither she nor Nan Su could accompany her for a lifetime, so... that's why she made this decision.
Although Yu Jingchen has done a lot, if he can truly become Nan Zhiyun's support, he will be the most reliable and secure person.
“Yu Jingchen…it was never Heaven that gave you rebirth, it was Nan Yin. Besides…it’s not really rebirth, it’s just a parallel world. In the original world, the tragedy had already been brewing, and it’s been playing out and repeating itself.”
"In another world, you're still worse than a pig or a dog, heartless and cruel, blinded, abusing and hating those who are so devoted to you." Gu Yin's tone became noticeably harsher.
"You've done so many wrong things, why are you so lucky? Why are you so easily let off the hook? Do you know that Yin'er has nightmares almost every night? She thinks about those two lifetimes every day, those things torment her every day, she repents every day, blames herself every day, feels guilty every day, and regrets every day! She feels guilty! She feels that it was because of her that such consequences occurred! Yu Jingchen, how can you be so at ease?! How can you!" Gu Yin's emotions became agitated.
"I'm telling you... I won't let you get away with this... You deserve to suffer this. Yu Jingchen, if it weren't for you, Yin'er wouldn't have had to go through all this. So you have to pay the price. I won't let you get away with this, absolutely not!" Gu Yin had always been gentle and aloof, and had never lost her composure like this before, much less displayed such intense rage.
Yu Jingchen was momentarily speechless, not angry, but utterly shocked. He looked at the Empress Dowager, who was still unconscious; he hadn't expected her to have endured so much…
"Yu Jingchen, you should spend the rest of your life repenting. You are the one who is guilty. Do you know how much I wanted to kill you every time Yin'er was tormented by these things? You don't deserve it. You will be punished. You will pay the price." Gu Yin tried to calm himself down. He had protected his Yin'er for three lifetimes. In those three lifetimes, he could only watch helplessly as Nan Yin suffered because of these things.
Yes... He wasn't reborn, nor did he know those memories. In these three lifetimes, he was always the same person, and he never changed.
The will of Heaven cannot be changed. From the second life onwards, he has always been with Nan Yin. From the moment Nan Yin was born, his shadow has been by her side, watching her grow up...
Once he appears in the new world, he will return to his body and continue repeating the same path.
He watched Nan Yin laugh, watched Nan Yin cry, watched her enter the palace, watched her be framed, watched her become unlike herself, and watched her twice walk into the abyss.
He wanted to stop it, but he was powerless to do so. These things could not be changed. Going against fate was fate itself. Forcibly trying to change it would only make the final result worse and more uncontrollable.
How could his heart not ache as he watched his loved one suffer those torments again and again?
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